Japan..T.T

               Oh my god...
                I feel so so sorry for Japan..
              The place I love the most in the whole wide world~
                Watching the tsunami from the tv...
              Gosh...it hurts me~
                       Please be safe..Japan

             がんばってください!

            Free today!!
                 I have no class for the wholeday...
              So I stayed at home~

          Yesterday night I stayed back at school until 9pm..

              Morning was good..history classes..electone class and solfege(the teacher is damn cute)

         After that my time is free till the night..

                Went out for a movie with Elaine and Xinwei..

                 Its called 'Big Momma'..

           Its damn funny...the cinema is seriously vibrating with everyone's laughter~

               I really enjoyed it with them..glad to have them as my new friends..

            Whats most important is I get to meet him^^

                 Even though its just for a few minutes..but its enough for me..=)

          Really missed him..

               Before that when I was working..we could meet on weekends..but now~

              *Sigh..

       Just hope the future will be better^^

                  あいしてるばか～

                     I'm afraid I'll load you up...

                        I'm afraid I cause you problem..

                              I'm afraid I'll affect your future in a bad way...
 
                                   I'm afraid because of me you'll lose some good chances..

                                        I'm afraid things will get worse for you...

               I'm afraid that you're afraid..><  

so...

                It was better than what I expected..
                  Wooh...it was cool!
               Seniors were nice...not bad at all..
                     Its just that I think I have to be very hardworking if I wana make his right..
            Haven't listen to the seniors performance..but i think I could imagine dat..XX
               Hmm...this is what I chose..I don't think I will regret^^
                 Conclusion...my day was damn fine!
  
               The only thing that make me feel bad is getting him to come here to meet me..
                 Real sorry I didn't make use of his time~wasted his money...
              Gosh....my bad!
                    I know he will say its okay...hmm..hes always like that^^
            Really knows how to tolerate me...
              ごねまさい...(sorry)
                

                                                いつのあなたといっしょに～ばか  =P

Finally...its coming

               Like always..days passed by
                Tomorrow is a big day for me^^
                        This seriously is d 1st time of my life that I am so eager to study~
                   It has never been this way..

            Just now I went to get my manuscript book and meanwhile went back to my ex- working place..
             Saw my fellow colleagues...kinda miss the old days
                    They saw me and got 'high'~
              They said without me going crazy there its damn boring for them...
                I kinda miss them too..they are the one who are with me everyday at work..
                    Sayonara guys..T.T

            Waiting for the arrival of tomorrow...
                  The day that I've waited for my wholelife^^
             Seriously...all my life I've been waiting for this moment..my future pathway~
                  Wait for me ...

The reason

               Everything happens for a reason.


                   when the wind blows...
                         Leaves shivers..


          When finger touches the surface of the water
                               Waves spreads...

                        
                           When I raise my head and look up into the sky
               I caught my reason..
                        Reason to my determination~


                      The reason is...
                                                              to express my feelings to the atmosphere..to the world.
                                      through my own way..

                        

                         Just wait....soon it will come~
                                  Language of the universe...
                                          Music~

End of an end~

                          The night is making me emo..
                  The air is humid..its warm in my living room..
                    I'm sitting by my laptop..
                            Thinking back of all the days I've been through for the past few weeks..
                It seems that a lot have gone through without me noticing~
                   1st day or work was memorable to me..
                 Damn stupid and clueless..
                    Ling was the 1st person to approach me..
           Next was the funny ahbi who looks strict but is so crazy in person..
             I was really fooled by his appearance..
      A really nice big brother who helped me out a lot..
            Ling..nice gurl who is cute and funny..always go out with me to get some ice cream^^
               Boss..okay..not much complaint..kinda good to me~
           The malays..not bad but sometimes they could be a meanie~
        
             Everything has became part of my memories..
                 These people..this place..
             Right now..I have no more complaints anymore..
         I learnt that..I could accomplish and accept anything in this world..just think positive^^
                 Most important..have faith in yourself~(thx lovey)
        
           Tomorrow will be a different day~
                  Enjoy people^^