Starting from today

I will blog time to time now.

These are the messages I wanna keep for my dear love before I leave.

I'm so glad to have you~ sorry that we fight over Neo yesterday.

I should have understand how you feel.

Everything is because of me, because of my past and because of letting you hate them.

夹在两房中间真的不好受…

But because of you I can let go everything I had. I sacrificed for you you should know it.

Pressured from other stuffs but I didn't tell you at all.

I really love you and I always will. 

You said you looked at our photos and we seemed so happy.

I am haopy, I was, I am and I will always be when I have you by my side.

宝贝昨晚哭了…

怕我走后寂寞哭了我是多心痛

我很后悔很后悔走这条路

我很后悔会离开你

我很想让事情变得更容易可是我说不出口也做不到…

You are too important to me ❤️

ILY

Tiring saturday~

Its Saturday once again and it will always be my worst day of the week. Its sooooo tiring teaching those kids who doesn't practise every single week and gives all sort of lousy reasons. 👿👿

And so~ the day goes on with 1 hour class for each student today as to replace their previous absent classes.

Its kinda tough since they can't really pay attention after the first half...

Anyway I got my bonus today :) although its not much but then its good to have some extra money 😬

I missed my baby boy~

 We hadn't been texting much lately because of his work...

  I actually wondered how would it feel if I could see him all the time, everyday after work ☺️ A comforting hug when I need it~

Having him by my side is all I need ❤️ 

It looks like its gonna rain soon ☔️☔️

Ps: I saw this just now and got melted 

End story~ xoxo

After for so long..

And so I randomly came back in blogspot due to my boredom at home since I graduated college a few weeks ago.

Time is just so fascinating to me as it really changed me to the person I'm sorta proud of now. Not totally but at least much better than what I was previously.

I'll just try to update stuffs on my recent life.
So I lived happily ever after with my baby boy who is really really so much better than my previous horrid ex. He really cares and would really do anything just to make me happy. I'm glad to have him as well as glad that my family actually accepts him.
My sis is super satisfied with him :)
My mom seemed fine with me being with him and cared about him sometimes, without her realizing..my dad is as quiet as usual, not having ant comments about him.

So as for now we've been together for almost 5 months which is actually my longest relationship of all. (I'm serious)
After everything I've been through last year after that horrid brokeup I actually think that this is worth it with him 
He is everything I wanted as a boyfriend, a lover, a family.
He dedicated his time his heart all to me and I really hope that this will last as what my friends said. We're really sweet after these whiles and my friends do actually envy us hehe xD

Anyways I'll just kick out a photo.

I really love him. 

I do 

Fine..

And so I dyed my front hair back. No big deal bout the color.
I'm still frustrated and disappointed to what he said the past few days.
Disgracing my job and my ambitions.
He said finally said that he doesn't want me in entertainment line...he don't like me singing in cafes.
I love to sing I love to perform and whats that!
To him singing in cafes is quite a low standard job. Damn who could get this LOW STANDARD job that easily!!
I have my passion I have my dreams and this is what I am.
Saying that he'll support me whatever i want to do. I ain't smoking weed, I ain't taking drugs either.
Its just singing that simple.

I'm sorry but I can't help getting mad.

:(

Dear bloggie,

I'm really disappointed with my parents. I thought they were supportive on my thoughts towards art but it seemed that I was wrong.
They think that its a disgrace to them. I am a disgrace to their family.
I am who I am and nothing is gonna change that. I respect them a lot and that is why i've never speak back towards their lecture.
Never ever in my entire life!

And yet....they asked me to become who I am but end up feeling that I am a black spot to their pretty white cloth.

Art is subjective and if you cant tolerate it then just ignore. You have no rights to comment on something you don't understand.
Disappointed~~

Really disappointed....

Sincerely,
Aoi-G

Recent update 18th Feb

It's been some time since I last updates my bloggie here. Sorry once again.
Chinese New Year celebration at hometown has just passed~ I kinda miss those time back there already.
Hanging out with cousins every night is the best time of all!!
After for so long this is actually the first time that I had these much fun chit chat with my cousins. We have ourselves updated about each of our recent life story.
During the day, I've actually camwhored with both of my cousins. They are actually at the same age as I am. We even went for karaoke~~ Its the first time going with both of them 💙

I've had quite a number of red packets this year and it shall be my budget for a new spectacles =)

The festive was fun but I really hated the part where I gain freaking weight!!
I've no idea when could my weight drop down again. ><
Sad case for a plummy like my~

Anyway thats all for now. Pictures for share =D

Happy CNY guys.

A little before-sleep blogging

Its been hectic lately with piled up assignment which I haven't even touch any.
Tutorial is coming soon this Tuesday and yet I have nothing to present.
I am sooo doomed!

There are so much going on in me right now. Band, assignment, performance, exams, him..etc
Band idol will be on my birthday this year and I'm dying to win this..i really want this so badly!
Vacen will be the judge this time an I ain't gonna show him shits.
We're in such a mess right now...haven't even be sure of a song yet..everything is halfway dangling~
Vocal difficulties as well as balancing problems on the instruments.
I guess we'll just have to sort things out as soon as possible.

Last night I went for the annual dinner of my teaching centre.
It was kinda awkward at first but then after a few cups...here I go again..non-stop karaoke
Its a habit now..once start~its not gonna end until I call the shots.
At least I get to stop thinking for a night~

Performances and composing are piling me up too.
Projects of mine which I haven't even have a slight clue of it..
Trying to balance up things..hope I can get the best choice.
Performances for school concert is rather frustrating as well. I got no time to arrange so many things right now.

I'll stop my complains for now ;)
Will update soon *i hope*

Here's a recent update of photo