Outing before yyo

     Thursday
 So I had my electone class in the morning.
 Surprisingly Pok said my playing was not bad..
    My reaction..O.O serious?! I played like shit~
 Whatever...its nice to get a compliment though XD
  After class.. practice~
    Then I accompanied Xinwei to fetch A..and meanwhile get some food for Xinwei since she cant really park well and so I have to go down...
   It seems that A is not that happy with me there..Its simply NOTHING but she is not happy with it @.@

 Back at school when Manhey showed me Neo's message that he is not going out with us..
 I seriously get mad!
   He said he won't ffk me!
 Called and he didn't pick up...Fire was already on my head.
 Thank god he replied me when I was in MP class saying that he'll go.
 At last he surrender~
    LMAO~
Then I went out with Celin,Manhey,May and Kyee to 1U.
  Met him at the arcade and headed to Johnny's to meet Manhey n Kyee..
   Hmm..Chat like mad as usual..laugh laugh~
  Being around that guy..I couldn't be normal XDD
     Its kinda fun actually..yet~I won't think anything else anymore =)

   Back to freaking YYO..
     I got the Viola again!!!God!! save me!
 The songs were nice actually..expecially Elgar's Chanson de Matin..I always love that.
 Emo and dark...

     I kinda like to stay up late night like this and go out with seniors aka friends..
 Seniors are not really seniors now..its more like friends.although we are in a different batch.
 This going to be part of my college life~
     I cherish all of you...my friends =)

Tuesday update

 So..Tuesday~
  Went to school as usual.
Sleepy as usual too ><
 Hmm~took AV key for practise.
      Then..Julie came outside the studio with those Ministry people.
I heard her explaining the rules about taking studio keys..bla bla bla~
  I wanted to go out and look for xinwei but that guy outside my door thought he interrupted me and asked me to continue..
 I wanted to say..'Dude..I need to go out okay'..stands in front of my door =.=
    So~improvisation class.
   Whats freaking annoying is that the Ministry people came in to observe~
 Impro class man!WTH?! Damn tension..
    Thanks god Richard 'acted' with us..Choose the one we've done before and acted like its the next exercise we're doing. (smart-ass teacher)
   They were in like about 10minutes.(what's the point?!)
 Thank god anyway...they really freak us out.
    
      History class was like usual..hmm~not that bored for me..
 Then my favourite!!!Jazz class!!
      I just loovee the teacher..he is awesome and freaking straight..I really like that
    Hmm..our class today is all about Weili talking about his music lifestyle things...reality about music industry~
  Love to hear that..and of course..as funny as usual =)

        After that..nothing much going on.
   Went out for some snacks with Andrea,Chooc and Rose..
      Ate tutti fruitti!!!! damn happy!! XDD
  
 Thats all for now~
 Oh yea..I created the best pic of Vanity =)

 LOL..cool huh? XDD
       But I kinda look short ><
    Duh....I need heels!!! XD

Monday..again =.=

          I'm really sleepy this morning.
    Feel like jumping in the bed again after waking up ><
    Its kinda warm..unlike the usual cold-to-death morning.
      Hmm..just like usual days~
Follow xinwei to school..
    
         Ooh..gotta mention again that my crazy mood is back =)
 I've face the fuckin reality and this is what I end up to be...as normal as I can be (ooh..it rhymes XD)
   So..went to school.Everyone was busy about the Ministry trip thingy~
 Hunting for tags to put out student card...
  Prepared for interview.but waited and waited...
  Hmm..whole morning practicing and chatting (wouldn't let go of chatting )
  
     Then afternoon I went crazy with Fiona,xinwei and the new student.
      LMAO..looking at stupid photos and laugh like hell in the hallway~
    Its kinda nostalgic..the last time did those laughing things until that stage is when he was here.
 Hmm..without him here its really boring~(see! how important you are!)
         Don't get cocky though~
   So..I laughed until I forget that I have class..
       Thank god I'm only late for 5 minutes.
   So class went on..

         I came out from class and heard that the interview has been canceled
       My reaction..WTF?!
       Damn stupid okay..told us to prepare and said it was canceled..thank god I didn't went and memorize the fckin handbook!
     Forget it..Julie biscuit owe us one! =P
        Went home early today..directly after my class at 4pm.
  
Thats all for monday.

In life

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept,



                                things we don't want to know but have to learn, 






          and people we can't live without but have to let go.

Things that are going on now~

      So..Its Sunday again.
 Woke up early and prepare for work.
 Oh yea! I wore colored contact lens in front of my mom already.
 I told her about it and she told me not to buy anymore after these 2 pairs.(Like I would XD)
Hmm..ate oat and some oreo biscuits.
  I gotta slim down..><
Daddy is poking me with those words again..
   I'm trying okay!...need some time~
 Hate it..why is it so hard to lose weight?!
  Its like doing so much but yet..Its still the same ><
So damn regret right now..stupid instant noodles!!!
  Things would be different if I did some changed back then..
Hmm....what's over is over now.

      Okay.so I went to work.
 Sleepy as usual..
      My student Joe..I'm kinda proud of him.
 I didn't thought he would improve that much but he was fine.
 Finally he started talking to me and could even joke..
   LOL..he is a cute little boy~ =)
I wondered how my teacher felt when she was teaching me last time?
    She has been teaching me since I was like...6?
    Yea..more than 10 years.
Thanks to her that I am able to be what I am today.
  
     That should be all for now..


To you..I still miss you ><
  

Thursday~1st yyo

      Had a good time yesterday~
 First is my electone class...Got some new songs~
 Very very nice but..IT KILLS ME with the freaking running notes and counting ><
  Practice the whole morning.
 Went hanging around then with seniors~
   Then its solfege class...hmm cute teacher we've got there =)

 Continue practicing plus some chatting with the new students and Fiona~
    Then finally..PRODUCTION!! after for so long.
 Its very nostalgic being in that room where he was there..
   Those program that he opened before for me to see..
 That particular place..brings back memories..
       Guess I still need some time before everything could go back to normal.
   I can't blame anyone for this case.
 Its me myself who dig this freaking hole and jumped in..sigh~
      Stupid me.

Then went for dinner with Celin, May and Andrea~loveys
   Hmm..did some photo shooting.. here it is

Vanity family~

Vampires with different personality..

This is a potret of me =)

own creation.

     The words down there means.
 Perhaps...it is destined 
         I won't try to get any answer anymore...


Hmm..back to the case.
  Night time YYO~(Yamaha Youth Orchestra)
   Forced to go this semester.
 It was kinda lousy to me..I got the Viola part on the Electone..
 Hell!!I got blur when I see the freaking score..
  ITS ALL IN ALTO CLEF!
     Xinwei was laughing all the way ><
 Kept writing the notes..each notes!
      It finished early..Dad fetch me home~
 Yeah.i summarized everything XDD


Yet I still..

unknown

        Tired..


   It feels kinda crazy..


        I've never felt this way before..


Sad case~