Fine..

And so I dyed my front hair back. No big deal bout the color.
I'm still frustrated and disappointed to what he said the past few days.
Disgracing my job and my ambitions.
He said finally said that he doesn't want me in entertainment line...he don't like me singing in cafes.
I love to sing I love to perform and whats that!
To him singing in cafes is quite a low standard job. Damn who could get this LOW STANDARD job that easily!!
I have my passion I have my dreams and this is what I am.
Saying that he'll support me whatever i want to do. I ain't smoking weed, I ain't taking drugs either.
Its just singing that simple.

I'm sorry but I can't help getting mad.

:(

Dear bloggie,

I'm really disappointed with my parents. I thought they were supportive on my thoughts towards art but it seemed that I was wrong.
They think that its a disgrace to them. I am a disgrace to their family.
I am who I am and nothing is gonna change that. I respect them a lot and that is why i've never speak back towards their lecture.
Never ever in my entire life!

And yet....they asked me to become who I am but end up feeling that I am a black spot to their pretty white cloth.

Art is subjective and if you cant tolerate it then just ignore. You have no rights to comment on something you don't understand.
Disappointed~~

Really disappointed....

Sincerely,
Aoi-G

Recent update 18th Feb

It's been some time since I last updates my bloggie here. Sorry once again.
Chinese New Year celebration at hometown has just passed~ I kinda miss those time back there already.
Hanging out with cousins every night is the best time of all!!
After for so long this is actually the first time that I had these much fun chit chat with my cousins. We have ourselves updated about each of our recent life story.
During the day, I've actually camwhored with both of my cousins. They are actually at the same age as I am. We even went for karaoke~~ Its the first time going with both of them 💙

I've had quite a number of red packets this year and it shall be my budget for a new spectacles =)

The festive was fun but I really hated the part where I gain freaking weight!!
I've no idea when could my weight drop down again. ><
Sad case for a plummy like my~

Anyway thats all for now. Pictures for share =D

Happy CNY guys.

A little before-sleep blogging

Its been hectic lately with piled up assignment which I haven't even touch any.
Tutorial is coming soon this Tuesday and yet I have nothing to present.
I am sooo doomed!

There are so much going on in me right now. Band, assignment, performance, exams, him..etc
Band idol will be on my birthday this year and I'm dying to win this..i really want this so badly!
Vacen will be the judge this time an I ain't gonna show him shits.
We're in such a mess right now...haven't even be sure of a song yet..everything is halfway dangling~
Vocal difficulties as well as balancing problems on the instruments.
I guess we'll just have to sort things out as soon as possible.

Last night I went for the annual dinner of my teaching centre.
It was kinda awkward at first but then after a few cups...here I go again..non-stop karaoke
Its a habit now..once start~its not gonna end until I call the shots.
At least I get to stop thinking for a night~

Performances and composing are piling me up too.
Projects of mine which I haven't even have a slight clue of it..
Trying to balance up things..hope I can get the best choice.
Performances for school concert is rather frustrating as well. I got no time to arrange so many things right now.

I'll stop my complains for now ;)
Will update soon *i hope*

Here's a recent update of photo

About school

And so here I am back again.
School has been quite free and easy for the first few weeks..lecturers cancel class quite often though.
I still haven't get my assignment question so right now I can still enjoy my free time =)

I went to this Pop Camp last Monday and it was quite awesome~
Played some great music in a band and also not forgetting my new friends~
Conclusion...great time with great people and great music.
Next I am going to prepare for the largest project..BAND IDOL.
As usual I shall be playing the bass~
Junior Andy will be on the keyboard, Jack will be on the drum, Caryn and also our new junior Audrey will be ainging...not forgettin our unsure guitarist~
We even names it (its actually me and Jack) LA SOULLE.
Quite cool huh...I added in the LE in the end so that they won't pronounce it La-soul-le instead.

Hmm..I really hopes this will work out well.
As for school. There are some dumb new rules where we have to obey seriously.
The management only allow us to take a studio key for 2 hours. Come on..we need more than that to practice..
Second, that student tag that looked quite awful on us..
Etc (forget most of it ;p)

Thats most of it for now
Picha time <3 xoxo

Ps! I changed my hair color

Holiday

 I'm still on my holidays~

 Bored like hell as well...all I did was just being at home, doing absolutely nothing than sleeping and eating XD
 Oh yea and I finally went on with my dancing classes. This time I went for new jazz.

Hmm..the only great things that happened was that I went out with Neo, Reeve, Andrea and Bronson and the gang last Sunday.
We went for Karaoke at Puchong's Neway. The K-lunch buffet was just so so..
  Then crazy singing session for the rest of the time left. Frankly I did really enjoy being with them although I am again the youngest of all -.-

Then after that Bronson sent me home together with his girlfriend and Reeve. We went for some satay at the town I stayed.
 Fun time but there isn't any pictures with me.

After that I rushed back home to attend the video award competition that was held in PGRM Cheras.
  It was such a frustration that our video didn't manage to get into the top 3 ><
Effort wasted..anyway the competitors are indeed very strong.
  Whats nice is that I get to listen to some of the local singers' performers and get to know a rapper also local musician and got his number as well.
   I should get some advise for the future so that is why I did that =)
That teacher is sorta nice and friendly. To be frank he is friendly in a scary way~ *if you know what I mean*

Pictures now~ Ciao xoxo

Step up~~

So its still holiday right now~
Freaking bored everyday without any job to do..unfortunately everyone is not free when I'm free~
anyhow...these days there is a Japanese guest right at my bestie's home..its sorta like an exchange program or something..
I'm really dying to meet her next week.
Its still too bad that my japanese language is still so-so in a way..
I don't think I get to communicate in Japanese though~

Step up 4 is right up the cinema~
And its my day to watch it =)
Thanks so much to Celin for accompanying me~ and also Neo to watch the 2nd time (im still doubting him to be that nice )

So the movies was AWESOME!!!
The choreography was brand new and special....every scene has its story..
Its actually talking about a group of dancers in Miami trying to capture attention and win the highest viewer in youtube for cash prize.
Then it ended up protesting towards the developer which wants to take over their territory that is the only house for a lot of people..
The group that was called 'The Mob' talked through their dances..show what they want to say through their choreograph~
Of course finally its a happy ending which they get to keep their community =)

I really love their dance <3
Hope that I could dance like that one day since my dancing is still kinda amateur~

Celin drove me home then~ and so...
Waiting for my Japanese class now =)

Sayonara
Xoxo