A little before-sleep blogging

Its been hectic lately with piled up assignment which I haven't even touch any.
Tutorial is coming soon this Tuesday and yet I have nothing to present.
I am sooo doomed!

There are so much going on in me right now. Band, assignment, performance, exams, him..etc
Band idol will be on my birthday this year and I'm dying to win this..i really want this so badly!
Vacen will be the judge this time an I ain't gonna show him shits.
We're in such a mess right now...haven't even be sure of a song yet..everything is halfway dangling~
Vocal difficulties as well as balancing problems on the instruments.
I guess we'll just have to sort things out as soon as possible.

Last night I went for the annual dinner of my teaching centre.
It was kinda awkward at first but then after a few cups...here I go again..non-stop karaoke
Its a habit now..once start~its not gonna end until I call the shots.
At least I get to stop thinking for a night~

Performances and composing are piling me up too.
Projects of mine which I haven't even have a slight clue of it..
Trying to balance up things..hope I can get the best choice.
Performances for school concert is rather frustrating as well. I got no time to arrange so many things right now.

I'll stop my complains for now ;)
Will update soon *i hope*

Here's a recent update of photo

About school

And so here I am back again.
School has been quite free and easy for the first few weeks..lecturers cancel class quite often though.
I still haven't get my assignment question so right now I can still enjoy my free time =)

I went to this Pop Camp last Monday and it was quite awesome~
Played some great music in a band and also not forgetting my new friends~
Conclusion...great time with great people and great music.
Next I am going to prepare for the largest project..BAND IDOL.
As usual I shall be playing the bass~
Junior Andy will be on the keyboard, Jack will be on the drum, Caryn and also our new junior Audrey will be ainging...not forgettin our unsure guitarist~
We even names it (its actually me and Jack) LA SOULLE.
Quite cool huh...I added in the LE in the end so that they won't pronounce it La-soul-le instead.

Hmm..I really hopes this will work out well.
As for school. There are some dumb new rules where we have to obey seriously.
The management only allow us to take a studio key for 2 hours. Come on..we need more than that to practice..
Second, that student tag that looked quite awful on us..
Etc (forget most of it ;p)

Thats most of it for now
Picha time <3 xoxo

Ps! I changed my hair color

Holiday

 I'm still on my holidays~

 Bored like hell as well...all I did was just being at home, doing absolutely nothing than sleeping and eating XD
 Oh yea and I finally went on with my dancing classes. This time I went for new jazz.

Hmm..the only great things that happened was that I went out with Neo, Reeve, Andrea and Bronson and the gang last Sunday.
We went for Karaoke at Puchong's Neway. The K-lunch buffet was just so so..
  Then crazy singing session for the rest of the time left. Frankly I did really enjoy being with them although I am again the youngest of all -.-

Then after that Bronson sent me home together with his girlfriend and Reeve. We went for some satay at the town I stayed.
 Fun time but there isn't any pictures with me.

After that I rushed back home to attend the video award competition that was held in PGRM Cheras.
  It was such a frustration that our video didn't manage to get into the top 3 ><
Effort wasted..anyway the competitors are indeed very strong.
  Whats nice is that I get to listen to some of the local singers' performers and get to know a rapper also local musician and got his number as well.
   I should get some advise for the future so that is why I did that =)
That teacher is sorta nice and friendly. To be frank he is friendly in a scary way~ *if you know what I mean*

Pictures now~ Ciao xoxo

Step up~~

So its still holiday right now~
Freaking bored everyday without any job to do..unfortunately everyone is not free when I'm free~
anyhow...these days there is a Japanese guest right at my bestie's home..its sorta like an exchange program or something..
I'm really dying to meet her next week.
Its still too bad that my japanese language is still so-so in a way..
I don't think I get to communicate in Japanese though~

Step up 4 is right up the cinema~
And its my day to watch it =)
Thanks so much to Celin for accompanying me~ and also Neo to watch the 2nd time (im still doubting him to be that nice )

So the movies was AWESOME!!!
The choreography was brand new and special....every scene has its story..
Its actually talking about a group of dancers in Miami trying to capture attention and win the highest viewer in youtube for cash prize.
Then it ended up protesting towards the developer which wants to take over their territory that is the only house for a lot of people..
The group that was called 'The Mob' talked through their dances..show what they want to say through their choreograph~
Of course finally its a happy ending which they get to keep their community =)

I really love their dance <3
Hope that I could dance like that one day since my dancing is still kinda amateur~

Celin drove me home then~ and so...
Waiting for my Japanese class now =)

Sayonara
Xoxo

You..

Why the hell do I still think about you?!

Why the hell do you still exist in my heart?!

Why the hell do I still miss you after for so long?!!

You don't even give a damn about me anymore but yet....a part of me still think about you..

How have you been? What are you up to now?

I wonder if I still exist in your heart...
I wonder if any part of you still hope to see me again...

Why does it have to be you?
如何して？
何故私わまで君お愛していない？

Big day on Saturday

I'm so sorry for the late updates.
My Saturday has been very hectic.
I woke up at 9.30 in the morning and started all the makeup and hairdo thingy...
It took me longer than I expect. I finish at 11.30am... Crazy huh XD
So my senior came and pick me up and headed to school.
It was my third semester concert already..time really never felt tired huh.

The preparations was really busy.
It was the graduation first before the concert...
Watching my seniors graduate..getting their honored certificate from school..thinking of my time in the future..
Its really nostalgic..guess we've been through quite a lot~

After graduation..here comes concert..
Everything was fine except for some little mistakes during the performance..overall is still awesome to me~
I had a really great time playing and fooling around with my fellow friends in school..
You know...times like this makes me think of you~ I hated that.

Then...our michael jackson medley was much awesome than what we expected.. Only one word to describe
'囲いKAKOI' ( means cool in japanese)

Concert ends fast. I took tons of photos with my schoolmates and also graduated seniors. Here are the photos~

Miss you guys already ;(

This song is dedicated to everyone~
Her voice is so pretty that I couldn't resist it.

Here it is..supercell vocalist~

Chelly

A wish

Dad said it again.
'its gonna start...one more month and everything is gonna be alright'
I've heard that for about 7 years from now.
Persuaded again and again by this doubted news..
Is it really going to happen or is these all just a bullshit?
I've strive long enough by my own to be tough and I don't give a damn anymore about what is going to happen.
All these years I've been doing everything on my own...working...collecting cash to get what I want...
I even have several jobs..
To me I've done great for my level. At least I did learn to be independent.

Its already 7 years...
7 years of striving to live..
Once I graduated high school..I worked and worked~ not to neglect studies also.
My mom did an awesome job. She is the person I admire the most.
A mere lady striving for the family..
Thanks mom =)
One day...I'll stop all these~ I'll take over the responsibility by doing what I am capable of.


My only wish now is that what he says is real~

Everything about recent stuff

So its the study break now for me~
two more days to my exam as well..
I'm glad that this course I picked..the exams are more...different as we don't have to do much last minute reading.
Recital exams are exactly what we are doing all these while..

Hmm~ not really excited this time as I actually feel quite confident in a way.

Oh yea..I haven't mention this..
The video that I worked on in the previous competition worked out very awesome.
We got the champion..
This means a lot to me as I could really prove that I could manage this..I have the skills in this ^^

Speaking about skills..I attended the Yamaha Electone Festival yesterday in Matic Hall.
The competitors were mostly awesome..
The kids are skilled with their experience as well.
I guess I couldn't compare myself with them as I only learned the electone for a year =)
At least I did improve~

Before going out~ as usual..love to makeup.
To me its more of covering up flaws and be someone more confident~
My sis's job >>

Are you happy?

I saw this on facebook just now~
This is exactly what I was thinking

Best day after for so long~

Yesterday had been simple but yet..I felt it once again..
The true warmth of caring and relationship..

Firstly~ I finally finished my management assignment yesterday!
Yahoo!! One down..2 more to go!

Anyway~ my childhood friend came over yesterday...by childhood I really mean child..we knew each other since kindergarten..
Same class..same school in primary~ same secondary...finally same class in our last 2 high school years.
After since graduated...everything changed~ so thats how it is like in college...

Hmm~ initially I was thrilled to leave secondary school and hurry to proceed to college life...but then It ended up not what I expected..
Complicated and social-surrounded kinda life...
Humans with weird personality and behaviour...humans with no idea what kind of plot hiding in them~
Most of them just care of themselves~(others of them are actually really nice)

So...last night we chat a lot~
Simple chats that doesn't need any topic or similarities...just what we know and what we are thinking..
Talking without worrying any secret will leak out..talk without limitation~
We had a great time fooling around with out 'went-to-us' friend XD
How nice if she was here with us...

Anyhow~ everything has an ending..
This time...I felt it~ distance would not be a problem for friendship..
Friends that are sincere can only be seen through time


Love u guys~
永遠の友達

10 things about me

I've thought of this lately..what are the characteristics of me

1. I am a girl who loves to 'decorate' myself. This is because who I was previously...fat and ugly (not to say that I'm not now)~ this is the only thing that I could be more confident..

2. Loves music..mainly composing~ hmm...this is because of my personality. I like own creations..this is how I express myself. I am not good in describing things in words. The only way I can 'talk' without limits is through compositions.

3. To me friends are more than anything. Friends are really important to me as I am the type of person who cant bear with loneliness and not talking as I crap a lot XD.. My friends are my most precious and proud possessions~

4. I don't really have confident in myself~ I mean outlook wise. I actually cared a lot about how people look at me. Its like a little kind of phobia as I mentioned before, bad looking so I couldn't hope for any confident in myself. To me I'm always that fat and ugly..

5. I don't wait for people to give me the things I hope for. If I see something I want, I'll look for a way to get it my own.. To me it is quite a non-realistic dream... To wait must well earn it on your own.

6. I am scared of some dogs..mainly unknown dogs~ the only once I'm not afraid is my aunt's dog.

7. Hope to move out and live independently. This was my dream for a long time..too bad I can't get this chance.. How nice if I could go out at night and hangout with friends until midnight~ no worries of time limits..no worries of reporting to parents..no worries of transport to school.

8. Hate unfair stuffs. It damn drives me crazy... For certain things I really count it very precisely.. I cant think of anything exact right now.

9. Wished to perform in cafes and events. I really love to perform as a pop musician..to sing as well as playing. My voice may not sound that awesome but it could be used at a certain limit.. Currently waiting for jobs to start or else I'll be bored to death..

10. I love Japan like...A LOT! I love to listen love to speak love to read..I wonder if I were from Japan last life XD
I currently took up Japanese class and I'm working hard for it ^^ really wish that I could speak fluently =)

These are the main 10 things about me =)

If

If I could be a little more hardworking..

If I could be a little more talented...

If I could be a little more confident...


I would have done it as the best~

Sometimes things may not be as the way we want it to be..but what I learnt from all these living years is...

'Improvise' as you can~
recreate your destiny =)

Selfish people

Before I get into my main topic I'll brag a little about today.

I really hate Monday. 

I guess nobody will like it huh..I really missed my bed so much this morning~

  Woke up early morning and prepared for class.

 Workshop was fine as I didn't really showed my lecturer anything new for composition tutorial.

     Every time I think about it and I get annoyed. Why do lecturers love to ban our compositions?

 The chord sounds logic but perhaps the progression is not that awesome..after all compositions are about the sound..the tone color~

  Anyway other classes are fine as well.

So here is the main point~

   There are many kinds of human in this world. 

The one that annoys me the most is actually selfish people.

  By selfish I mean those who only think about themselves and don't give a fuck about the world.

 Everything must be within their control.

    Sad case is when you helped these kind of human but yet when you needed some in return you only get a piece of shit from them.

  I wonder what are in these people's mind..don't they feel a little sorry for themselves?

    Everyone wants to be treated nicely..everyone hopes that they can get some assistance during needed times.

  Why can't they think that way?

 Some even happens to best friends ( who actually trust the wrong person)

    Sometimes the more you know someone and the more you help them, they won't remember what you did for them and even repay in a horrible way.

  

  People please..

   Think about others more than yourself.

You are living in the world where there are other humans with their own emotions. 

      Don't be such an ignorant and take advantage of people's kindness.

 

   

  

Chilling on Friday

Its Friday again today~
Planned to chill out and hang around today and I did it..

I woke up at 11 something in the morning and I feel awesome =)
Had brunch that my dad got us and after that I did some treatment to my hair as usual..
I was still affected by my anger yesterday as our ensemble practise was canceled due to the selfish brat!
Everything is always about herself and everyone must follow her timing and schedule ==
If it isn't she being the worst player we wouldn't have worried about the quality of our performance during the concert time...
Fine then~ I couldn't be bothered anymore...

Back to what I was doing..
My best pal that I've known for 8 years finally came over my house to hangout~ its been such a long time since I last met her...missed her like hell especially when there are so many awful things happened these days..

We chat for about 3 hours and its really nice to have someone to talk ^^
I really hope that everything that she is dealing now could end up in a better way...don't lose hope =)
Love you 💙

So~ its goes on

Tuesday the hectic day again...
Class since the morning..then ensemble practise for tomorrow's lunchtime concert~
We're doing 'Love the way you lie' our version...I think it sounds kinda awesome in a way...

Whats shocking today is that I passed my lecturer and seminar assignment which I don't hell know how to do..
My lecturer said it was fine~ Thats a really huge relieve for me..

Then after class I went over to Paradigm with a senior...she chat with me for some time while waiting for the big lousy lazy pig to arrive...
Always freaking late!!! Every time gotta wait for this freaking pig! Its annoys me sometimes...
Gahh...frustrated of waiting...
Anyway I saw them...at Paradigm~
So....as expected~ whatever..I'm out of the freaking story right now...
I'll just mind my own business =)

Thanks

Its been tough lately..but I think I can cope with it now and I know what to do =)

Right now only you guys will read this so here it is...thanks for your advise and for trying to cheer me up~
I don't mind losing anymore since there is no more value there...
I'll keep to my own pride and move on~

Thanks for everything guys...
At least I know where to head for..

ありがとうみなさん＼(^o^)／
心配するな,それわ超えている

Tool?

 Limits?
I got it anyhow..
I'm not a toy..I'm not a tool..
I'm a freaking human for god sakes!!

  take and throw take and throw..
So this is my value...I see~

Fine then..

     I won't show any mercy then..
You wanna calculate..I'll give you double!

Try me

Changes

Everything changes..


Because our way of living




Changes~

Forgotten?

Before going in to what I feel..lets start a little about today..
So~ mom is not working so we went to Mines book fair..guess what? I got a japanese language book that I hell loved it!! <3
I'm gonna learn it hard..watch me
I've been really walking whole day since morning..its really nice though buying things that you really like..

Do guys ever wonder why girls love shopping so much?
I'll tell you here...apart from personal interest to get something..it makes us girls have some time to pause our minds from thinking unwanted things..its like time stops at those moment~ looking at pretty things...testing those cosmetic testers..all we care about that moment is to decide whether to buy it or not..
Its actually alike the reason why guys play games online.. =)

Okay...these days had been tough for me..
To be honest..I've never been that down for the rest of my life..
I guess I can only show out to some people...someone even said that I don't look like me anymore..its like soulless..
Hmm...I really couldn't help it this time..
I've been totally thrown into a nowhere island to die there alone..(almost)
I've been thinking a lot...am I the one who causes the problem? Am I the one who is too sensitive?
Gahhh...social problem ><
Seriously I'm really pissed off...
Is it that hard to give me a hand? Do something for your friend that you're capable of? To sound more pathetic..help those who really needed?!
I guess this is what they mean by '日久见人心' (translation:see someone by the inside as time passes)
I put everything in to help, advise...and how often I say no to a request?!
I don't hope for any repay but...at least a better treatment perhaps?

*no matter what...sometimes you're just left alone..this is the reality
Who never felt lonely? I presume even god does sometimes (no offense)*

hope for a change..hope for a cure =)

It seems that..

It seems that I have everything
It seems that I have lots of job
It seems that I've got lots of friends..

Then i realize~ right now friend that I could entrust my heart to is limited...
One is near to me..accompanied me a lot~ listen to what I had to say,.
Second is graduated from school..uet always keep up to my life...wonderin if I'm fine of time being..
Third has always been my friend and it has been for 8 years..she go her own life right now..I missed her a lot but I couldn't bear to make a fuss to her..
Forth had left school..he always and will be there for me and listen..i told him I was unhappy and he asked me out to talk..
Fifth is in America but we contact a lot..i told her almost every part of my life

It seems that there are a lot of people around me that cares.
But...im not priority to them~ they got their own lives..
This has been me all the time to let burden not to be burden...
I rather that I'll be the place for people when they need it..I gave everything I had and yet...what is left back..

Where do I belong?
Is there any place where I can be the prior?
Somewhere that I can lay back on and rest....

Where is it?

Lazy me is back

College life really is hectic~
My blog is dead for ages since the last time I posted..
Hmm how do I start~

Studies are not really good for now...Im suffocated by assignments that I barely know how to do..
Compositions that are restricted..I really don't like it..compositions are supposed to be what we feel and what we think..its almost like an essay of abstract title..why should we be restricted??
Skip that..

I really missed the life when I was in semester 1...its simple and happy..I don't have to deal with any complicated things..but now =(
I really get emotional very often recently...friends~ assignment~ jobs~ missing someone ><

Where do I belong?
Is there any place where I can cling on? Will someone be there for me?

8th April.

I've not been blogging like..for a century I guess?

Sorry bloggie I left you alone again~
  These weeks had been hectic for me.
Assignment that I've never done before in my whole life suddenly came in..
 Analysis on classical pieces really making me crazy...
   I never cared about classical thingy and now forced to think..duh

  Hmm...something is wrong with me lately.
       I am practically busy all the time but there are times where I feel lonely too.
   5 seconds doing nothing and I kinda feel that already.
      
     Sifu has been entertaining me these days..listen to what I had to grump~
    Making me laughed like hell..
      Sigh...perhaps he is the only one that I feel comfortable to talk to.
   Everyone and everything in school is getting.....weird~
   Perhaps I'm wrong but thats what I felt.
        I already regret not transferring to other schools but what can I do now..
  I've got no choice but to go on...
    
       I took in some projects and it might be a good thing for my career.
    Just hope I get a chance in competitions...
       I need to improve myself in composing..singing and sound sensitivity.
    Fuck classical..you're so blocking my way.

  Duh...I'll stop here~
     Freaking assignment is waiting for me

Interesting pichas

Hmm~for today I'm kinda lazy so I'll just post some interesting pictures I've found on my phone's application =)

Anyway~ If you like it feel free to download..

Luck?

Luck is playing around with me recently.
Last post I was kinda frustrated about the audition but then...
I went for it that night.
The the singers there was awesome~
Anyway I went and have a try. Steve accompanied me with is guitar and i started to sing.
I was shocked myself...the voice over the microphone doesn't even sound like me.. The high notes that I usually could not reached sounded out perfectly.
I really enjoyed the feel up there..totally relaxed~ it feels like a comfort zone to me ^^
So after the audition passed, Steve came to me and told me that I got the job.
After this I will take on wedding performance as well~ oh gawd
I can't believe this is going on..

Hope for the best <3

Friday freak

    I've not been blogging for sometime so here I am...back.
 Things have gotten a bit...out of my box lately.
  Chances..offers I've never had.
  Should I say...the industry luck that I have?

 I'll go through one by one.
So as the holiday started, things changed.
  This time of holiday I would consider it quite useful and meaningful.
  I knew a friend...studying in Raffles University in Singapore who does lighting..mixing work in a concert.
 He was a friend of a friend I could say.
    I told him about what I want to do in the future.
 He was interested to help me out.
    He offered me a assistant job in live performance backstage mixing.
  It was a freaking great opportunity for me but unfortunately I have to turn him down since I'm just a beginner and I really could not afford to have any mistakes during a live performance.
   So...I feel so sorry for myself ><

 Working and working.
 Thats all I did..class replacement.
    A guitar teacher that I knew from where I work suddenly offered me a job in Station One.
 Live performance for singing and keyboard...as well as accepting offers for wedding performances.
   I've decline one offer last December and I was freaking frustrated about it since it is so far from where I lived.
      I really can't believe that my parents allowed me to go for it ( guess they finally accepted who I am )
  It on every Wednesay night 9pm-12am.
    What kinda sucks is..I told Steve ( the friend who offered me) my voice sucks.
 I can barely sing. He still forced me to tryout in their audition and its TONIGHT!!
    OMG OMG OMG..
  Past few days..although its not there yet but then I was freaking scared already.
     Sing...alone...in public...duh..Im so dead ><

      Summer will give me,my mom and my sis a ride there since my mom never want to drive far at night ==
 This is gonna be awesome.The pay is actually not bad for 3 hours per day.
    I'll do this constantly even when school reopens.
      My first ever live job~
 Station One...its your Pride! XDD
        I really doubt my skills to sing...
   Uhh...but then I can't resist any offer like this.so I must well just thickened up my skin and go ahead with the audition~
      Frankly..the pay matters nothing to me.
   Its fun..and I could get some experience to overcome some performing frights.

 Hmm... Things gotten quite awful in my relations last year and so I never think about it anymore.
  Anyway.. Yaya  ( a friend that I know through another friend and we got quite close since she is a really nice girl) went to Taiwan for about 3 weeks and she's slowly getting a grab on their society.
   She's really brave to study there alone..new roommates..new courses and tons of places that she had never seen in her life~
    I kept her in company through phone all these while..at least she's got someone to talk to~
  I really thank for encouraging me all these while and help me up with my vocals =)

 Now...My dear dear Melanie has been in America for about 8 month.
   Enjoying her 'branded' life XD
      Enjoying watching people there...( those with blue eyes and 6 packs)
   Having a great time with the weather there.
     We chat and skype quite often since she left and its really nice feeling that she 's still near every time we chat.
   Love you a lot dear.
     Thanks so much for the Gucci necklace you get me..although I haven get it yet ><
    I'll wear it for you someday ^^
       Waiting for the day you come back here.
    Iphone really did a lot for us huh XDD
    
For those who are reading this..
  Here is a quite for you
' Sometimes when you lose something..you'll get something else much better. So don't complain so soon. '


Its time for me to prepare up my songs for tonight.
Wish me luck.
  

期待？

        还在期待什么


还在盼望什么


  一切的一切


        都只是自己的妄想




自己的童话故事....

New Year Celeb

So sorry for the late post~
Last Friday I did a little gathering in my house and also chinese new year celebration with old friends..
So Adeline (neighbour aka friend since I can't remember when) came back from her exchange program in Germany..
I invited her as well..
The morning preparation was almost a chaos~ mom suddenly wants to cook spaghetti..
So I was assigned to get back the ingredients~ Guess what..me and my dad went hunting for it in 3 supermarkets == (I told her to just get KFC since eating is not the main point)
So friends come..long time non see friends~

We had a great time talking messing around and mostly...'playing with cash' XD
My luck isn't so bad this year..hmm~ but I rather its good in another wat
After the gathering I went out for movies with Summer.. Underworld~
It is indeed not bad at all..doesn't disappoint me like what others said.
The main point is that guy vampire is so damn freaking HOT!
Lol~ stunned for a while XD
After that we head for some sushi at Sakae Sushi..
Thats for now my favourite sushi shop..at least its much much better than Sushi King~ agree?

Oh~ I borrowed back an amplifier for my darling bass and now my house is almost full of instruments..
All I lack of is drum and electric guitar..
Then I could solo on everything XD

For today..I can't get use to staying at home yet..
I'm at home whole day and I already feel like rotting ><
Bored to death here...need some air of freedom here~
Someone bring me out please.

Time for dinner...i better run =)

Back home

My days in Perlis is done..
I really hate limitation of time..
Frankly..out of all these years, this time of being in Perlis is the best of all
Its not often that I could be that close to my cousins..having lots of fun =)
The first few days were quite normal...I mean as usual~ nothing much going on except celebrating my dad's birthday.
On Saturday itself my aunts n cousins organise a special birthday party for dad in a karaoke box..
Hmm~ to be honest..the karaoke box kinda sucks.
I'm not really use to karaoke in front of adults...real OLD adults~
Anyway...still had some fun

Sunday was quiet...eating dinner together on New Year Eve~
Then here comes new year..
First day was extremely quiet!
Lots of relatives had gone for trips and tours this year..
Woke up...wore new clothes~ full makeup and stayed at home == wth
Nahh...then at least some relatives came over.
Night time...I went over to my dad's elder sister's house~
Had a awesome talk with my cousin.
I really owe a thanks to him..he said things that inspired me and helped me with my inner obstruct..
Things that have been a question mark and hindrance in me...its almost opened~
He told me things that I hadn't realise and things that I could improve in my personality..

Second day was kinda interesting~
Went out to pray my ancestors then lunch feast at grand's house..
This has been a kind of tradition since..I've no idea when.
Then..chatting time~
Started our 'math game' (gambling i mean)
Lots of fun...and surprisingly lots of luck I possessed =D
Cousins were shocked that I kept getting awesome cards~
Then afternoon I went visiting at my mom's uncle house~
He rare a very cute 2 month old poodle~she is seriously CUTE!! <3
Photos will be presented~
Its almost like a toy..initially I really thought that It's a toy but then it moved and shocked me...

Night time then~ went to cousin's house to 'learn math' XD
That night was fun..we played and I finally get to drink a little~ just 2 cans for the whole new year ><
I earned quite a lot~ what the hell is going on that I suddenly got some luck..should I get some lottery then XD
After that we cousins went out for a drink and its all on me~
How often could I do this thats why I offer to pay for it..
We talked a lot and I get to know that much more.. Its really nice and warming~

Gah~ done for now =)

Oh yea and one thing...
I'VE GAIN WEIGHT!!! Oh shit ><

Trip back to hometown

So..its almost Chinese New Year and everyone is going back to their hometowns..
For me...I will be going back to Perlis.
We started our journey at 6.30am yesterday (friday)..first stop..PENANG!!
Its been years since I last visited Penang. We stayed at my uncle's house for a night..
The place was not as hot as I thought it would be~
Uncle's new house is so damn pretty~huge and cozy...
Settle in and head out to the BEACH!!! (much loves)
Pichas will be at the bottom =)
Hmm~ nothing much besides that house is really like a hotel XD

So this morning...journey home starts
After breakfast we head straight back to Perlis~
Right now this is where I am...freaking bloody HOT and BORING!!
Omigosh...I'm so grateful that I have my 4s baby already..cant imagine my days here without it.
LOVE YOU BABY!!!

Done for now~

Recent thingy

  So its been a while since I posted with my lappy~
       Time really passed on fast.
   I didn't want to admit it but unfortunately its a fact that a year has passed on and I've been in college for a year.
      To be in Yamaha isn't a bad thing at all~
  At least I gain lots of new friends.
         I shall make a short review of everything.

  First...blur and dumb me entered Yamaha~
      Seniors were quite fun.
    Hmm...got a breakthrough of myself to play pieces that I could never touch previously~
         Get to know Elaine...Xinwei...etc~
    Most important...My dear mentor..Neo.
      Things changed...I've changed since I entered college..
  No longer the 'eww' me..
       Grown mature a little (not totally yet)..
   Get to know many kinds of human...weird for some XD
       New friends around me that really took care of me and helped me~
  Make me realize how dumb I was previously ><
    No offense for those who read these but guys my age....hell sucks!
  Their brain is really in-matured or to be exact..dumb!
      What the hell was I thinking?!

      Hmmm...for some breakthrough..
      Dyeing my hair..earning my own cash..
  Drinking alcohol..going out almost anywhere and I told my mom (this is real big)
    Buying things which basically using my own money.
      Wearing night gown for twice a year.
    Performing bass in public...entering band competition~
      For education...learning music history properly
    Able to memorize scores and to play pieces from Rachmaninoff! (me gusta XD)
          Goshh...there are even more~ I better not be that long-winded.


  Okay..for today.
      Xinwei came over to my house to complete her production assignment which I have already completed mine last night.
    Thank god my production stuffs are completed in time..
      So...after her job is done..we went to Jusco~
  Mainly to get a IPhone full case for my travelling plan this Friday.
       Due to my baby iphone always get scratched in the bag I have no choice but to get a full covered case.
   By the way..I even changed the screen protector and now..
     IM BROKE! nahh..just joking
      Its fine actually to get something you needed and love.
   Seriously..whats the point to keep all your freaking money and don't use it at all.
      Crap those savings XDD
  Its just...(touchwood) if the world is really gonna end then those cash you've kept for like..year?
    It all turn into pieces of crap..or to say~ shit.
      Then its even unworthy. (thats me...thinking crap all the time.bear with me here)
    Photos below..its really pretty..
        VIVA brand..it kinda looks like kate spade actually 


     One thing~
 I realized I really love things with spots @.@
     I didn't notice until Xinwei mentioned it
  Gosh...shall I make tattoos of spots on me then? XD


       People...early Chinese New Year wish here..
     Happy Chinese New Year..
      Hope you guys get loads of red packet =)
  Ciao then~~
        

Pretty huh? VIVA brand RM99

简单知足

简单的我
要求不多
这样的一点
对我来说都足够了

也许有人会说我是笨蛋
但这就是我啊
小小的遇见
少少的关怀
能让我这个笨蛋
心里偷笑

一个小时都够了
俩的性格彼此都清楚
也许现在的状况是最完美的
至少没把我抛到脑后

感谢老天=)

Blogging with phone

It's my first time trying out with blogger apps..
Hmm~lets see..
So sorry for not to have any updates for a month..
Since I have my baby I hardly use my computer..left out dear bloggie..sos sorry ><

I shall start of with some main stuffs~
semester end concert is coming soon again~
Two more days to go...everyone is practising hard since this time we don't have a conductor (its a huge disaster)..
Sometimes I wonder if CMM is playing a fool on us ==

Hmm..so oh yea!
I went out for karaoke last last week if I'm not mistaken and it is really fun..
Finally I get to see my dear sifu again..
This time Reeve came along..
We were damn crazy ( as usual)
And so~ some pichas down there

The best thing ever happened is I've been praised by WeiLi..
Gosh~didn't think my composition works...
Really wish to continue next semester ><

Fyi...I've got to new darlings in my house..
One is my production stuffs..its all done and right now i could make songs!!!!!
Next is my darling bass..
It's actually Reeve's..
It's really nice that he borrowed me since I need to practise for concert.
I really love that darling..its a purple bass guitar with awesome touch on d string..not too hard..not too soft.


Thats all for now~
Till concert is over then =)
さよならみなさん