Friday freak

    I've not been blogging for sometime so here I am...back.
 Things have gotten a bit...out of my box lately.
  Chances..offers I've never had.
  Should I say...the industry luck that I have?

 I'll go through one by one.
So as the holiday started, things changed.
  This time of holiday I would consider it quite useful and meaningful.
  I knew a friend...studying in Raffles University in Singapore who does lighting..mixing work in a concert.
 He was a friend of a friend I could say.
    I told him about what I want to do in the future.
 He was interested to help me out.
    He offered me a assistant job in live performance backstage mixing.
  It was a freaking great opportunity for me but unfortunately I have to turn him down since I'm just a beginner and I really could not afford to have any mistakes during a live performance.
   So...I feel so sorry for myself ><

 Working and working.
 Thats all I did..class replacement.
    A guitar teacher that I knew from where I work suddenly offered me a job in Station One.
 Live performance for singing and keyboard...as well as accepting offers for wedding performances.
   I've decline one offer last December and I was freaking frustrated about it since it is so far from where I lived.
      I really can't believe that my parents allowed me to go for it ( guess they finally accepted who I am )
  It on every Wednesay night 9pm-12am.
    What kinda sucks is..I told Steve ( the friend who offered me) my voice sucks.
 I can barely sing. He still forced me to tryout in their audition and its TONIGHT!!
    OMG OMG OMG..
  Past few days..although its not there yet but then I was freaking scared already.
     Sing...alone...in public...duh..Im so dead ><

      Summer will give me,my mom and my sis a ride there since my mom never want to drive far at night ==
 This is gonna be awesome.The pay is actually not bad for 3 hours per day.
    I'll do this constantly even when school reopens.
      My first ever live job~
 Station One...its your Pride! XDD
        I really doubt my skills to sing...
   Uhh...but then I can't resist any offer like this.so I must well just thickened up my skin and go ahead with the audition~
      Frankly..the pay matters nothing to me.
   Its fun..and I could get some experience to overcome some performing frights.

 Hmm... Things gotten quite awful in my relations last year and so I never think about it anymore.
  Anyway.. Yaya  ( a friend that I know through another friend and we got quite close since she is a really nice girl) went to Taiwan for about 3 weeks and she's slowly getting a grab on their society.
   She's really brave to study there alone..new roommates..new courses and tons of places that she had never seen in her life~
    I kept her in company through phone all these while..at least she's got someone to talk to~
  I really thank for encouraging me all these while and help me up with my vocals =)

 Now...My dear dear Melanie has been in America for about 8 month.
   Enjoying her 'branded' life XD
      Enjoying watching people there...( those with blue eyes and 6 packs)
   Having a great time with the weather there.
     We chat and skype quite often since she left and its really nice feeling that she 's still near every time we chat.
   Love you a lot dear.
     Thanks so much for the Gucci necklace you get me..although I haven get it yet ><
    I'll wear it for you someday ^^
       Waiting for the day you come back here.
    Iphone really did a lot for us huh XDD
    
For those who are reading this..
  Here is a quite for you
' Sometimes when you lose something..you'll get something else much better. So don't complain so soon. '


Its time for me to prepare up my songs for tonight.
Wish me luck.