when?

I have no idea since when...I like to stare at the sky..start thinking my own..

          Through the balcony of my condo...the pattern of the sky keep changing..

    I observed than the earth has turned compare to the last time I see.

       The place of the rising of sun is different...it changed..

            
             Do everything in this world changes?

          Why does it needs to change..why cant it be same all the time..

         Question that has no answer....

             Have you ever think what will happen to you at the next day?

      no idea....~
         

眠れずに今夜もまた　当たらない予感を

Not being able to sleep, again tonight the premonitions do not come true

        Just yesterday I get to know bout the news that there are about 31 Australian students coming to our school for a visit...

        Wow..didnt expect that....cool!

          Australians...in our school?What a shocking news..

       There is also this plan that 20 students our our school form 5 s are  going to be sort of their tour guide...

    Hmm...do a school need tour guide?Its not like its a palace...haha^^

       There will be a interview audition to choose the 20 students...cool huh..

        

      Lately...my mum bought kiwi fruit!Its soo nice...

          I haven't been eating kiwi for a long time..it taste good^^

       Take in some vitamin C~

Hmm..

              There is nothing much these days..normal days,normal lives...

        Im starting to distribute the memorial paper for my friends....

              I was thinkin these days about the days after graduation...

         I feel wierd...I want to graduate but dont at the same time..

                I want to stop studying but i dont want to leave my friends...funny huh...

         I know it will come one day..its just a matter of time..

                   

          Its kinda cold these days...it makes me feel cold at the outside and also inside...

          Shivering like never...im afraid..afraid of loneliness...afraid of starting new.....

           Exam is coming soon...i have to study...as much as i can...

         This the last stage...the last of the 1st stage if you know what i mean...

      Life is like stairs...When u think u have reached the top...then u realize there are more stairs..

         stairs....stairs...stairs...haiz...

 These are for pals...:

       Hey guys..if u guys ever see this...

                Its really nice to get to know all of you...u guys are a part of my life...
               Thanks so much for leaving me a gift..the most valuable gift...

             Memories....thank you soo much...

ps..i wont change my phone number..even next time...so that u guys can find for me anytime

                                                                       Just from:Ur craziest friend...Jilien^^

NS..wooho

        OH MY GOD...the hotest topic of the day..PLKN..
       Thank god...I have not been choosen...yeah~
       This morning's top greeting question..."eh..u got kena?".
       
      By 10.30...using someone else's phone...i checked...
       'Maaf..anda tidak terpilih...'
     Wow...damn happy!!It means that..hehe..my sis is gona go for it..^^
    
    Unfortunately...two of my closest friend is choosen..haiz
   Good luck to those who are choosen..hope the best for ya^^

eclips

       wahaha~!!
      I went to Jusco yesterday night to watch ECLIPS!!
     Gosh...so damn nice!
      This series is more hilarious than the previous one;..
       Just as expected from Meyer..its gorgeous..
     God..just love it...im gone go crazy thinking about it...

    Now..waiting like mad for the breaking dawn..
     I know it would be good..the story rocks!
 The only character I hate is the stupid Leah!
     Causes Jacob's injury~

frendship

       What on earth is friendship?

    Friendship is like friends that will ship away after a period of time..

    Everytime I thought about it..it really hurts me..

    Because this is the only thing I really appreciate~
     
    To me..friendship is damn fragile

    It is even fragile than a bubble..

     It is so fragile that I could not bear to touch it...

    Its like it could just burst anytime and dissapear without saying anything or leave anything behind..

    All we can do is just look at it and hope that it wouldn't break off..

     Everyday hoping that it will still be there..

     
   But no mater what I do..it will still burst off..leaving nothing behind..

        it is just a matter of time..~

    I know people will say just blow another bubble again..

   Whats the point?it will burst again one day...

    Worse~...

    

    With thousands of bubbles...i rather prefer one thick rubber..

     Eternal strongness..neverbreaking bond..

      Impossible huh..?

    Im afraid..afraid of everything..

what should I do?

    

sunday

       My sis birthday at 4th July..

     All of us went out for a nice dinner in Bangi..

      It is a japanese food shop called Miyagi..

     Gosh..the design...i love it...

    It is mainly wood brown colour..the walls...deco..gorgeous..

      It feels like nature..with bamboo everywhere..

    The food..wow..big sized...a whole big tray...cost average about RM45++

      Oishii!!

  Me in the restaurant^^

   The 1st dish is sashimi!!then trays of our meal..

I ordered Mini Udon with Tempura Tai..

   Sis is Unagi with Rice

     Dad...Sukiyaki set..^^oishii!!!!!

^^

     
   Hey guys..check this out...
   My friend's story..own production..
 
http://www.facebook.com/pages/ai-qing-gu-shi/129589977079477?ref=sgm

Go on n have a look^^

my thursday

     Its another day again..near to spm..T.T

   I heard that the trial will be at September..gosh..2 more months..

     Its July now..and I am still nothing..no idea of my future..

    Teacher once said...this the moment of life to make the biggest decision~

 Life can be complicated or very simple..its just the way u plan it to be..

       Mine may be the complicated one..

   As usual..wake up in the morning and go to school..

   Study..sleep...stare around doing nothing...

     Thinking of that..after a few years I may miss this feeling...

   Day by day...getting 1 day older each day...

     Waiting for the day that no school uniform is needed in my closet..

  Day of FREEDOM^^

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