Continue~

                  So..Things are kinda okay~
                      Not that bad but..its not that good either
                This is something I have to say..
                  If an argument happens..
                       Usually its because both sides are doing something wrong~
                   Admit and peace out...thats the best..=D

                    Owh...today I went for lunch with Heng (cousin) and the twos..
                 He explained to me about business thing..
                    And I showed him mine too..
                       Ate lunch and I went back to school...
                   The atmosphere was weird..hmm~

                       Same old thing..a lot of talking with Neo
                         I have to say this..
               Somethings I feel or said only Neo could understand..
                     I'm sorry to say this..
                       Somethings others in school may not understand and may not agree..
                Andrea and Xinwei should know that..
                    Sometimes he is the only one that I can refer to~
                      Don't worry..I know what I'm doing..^^

               About my little store..
                      Not much of a progress..but I've done the whole blog..
               Love the blog..XD
                    Just hope its goes smoothly..^^
              
                 oh yea!!forget to mention..
                 Last friday..there is a new guest in my house...XD
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                         Kawaii!! haha

Yo people =)

                 Hey people..
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Wake up!

                   Emotions feels deep down in the heart

                 Thinking of why things happens
  
                   Did I make the wrong decision?

                  Did I make it even worse?

                   Leaves wither down from the tree

               Like tears withering down on cheeks

                      The pain that I could not understand

                  The disappointment that I've never had

                         Whats wrong and whats right..its not vital anymore

                     Whats not your will never be yours~

                                > Wake up...

Crazy me

                  So..new day for me today~
                  I have no idea whats wrong with me but I'm totally HIGH!
                Gosh...I've been laughing all the way since morning..XD
                    Lol..its such a long time since I've been such crazy~
               Its kinda fun anyway..
                  I was hmm...okay before Elaine start making me laugh like hell!!
            Then I went for lunch with Neo and Andrea~
                 We went to Mcd...again..=.=
                  I've like been eating mcd during thursday for quite a few weeks already~
              Because of that cup!
                     By that time I'm already laughing away..
               At Mcd..I got even worse~
        Because of the both of them!!
                Gosh..Neo kept making me laugh..
            Andrea's expression...OMG!!the funniest thing I've ever seen...
                Don't hit me when you see this..XD

                 Then we go on crazying until dinner time~
              Went to eat noodles at SS2..
               Then...continue laughing all away~
                  
                 Even until in Adeline's car..
                  Going home~
                 Laugh till I'm so so tired now..

                  TTYL people~
              

Face it~

                        Hmm...
                      This morning was cold..
                      Its was raining heavily by the time we reach school..(thank god!)
                   I have no idea whether the school is cold or I am cold..XS
                    Shivering in class...
                       ps...my STUPID HEAD is freaking heavy!!
                  Damn~
                    Plus that Jcca keep babbling...argh!
                   At least piano class was okay...or else I'll go crazy.
                    Not really in a good mood either~
                I believe no one even notice that...I'm such a good actress.XD
                  But then..Neo seems to we worse than me..
                   He can't even walk properly~
                     And even didn't eat anything!
                      

              Okay..skip that~
                  I knew someone..a friend
               Who intend to stop studying soon..
               I'll label that person as K.
                   K intend to stop studying and try luck in the society~
           Before that..I totally disagree
                   But after some thinking and listening what K got to say..
                  I realize..I actually agree what K planned to do~
                      See..my situation is kinda similiar~
               If is someone else..they will disagree..but the me now..
                    I will ask to go for it..at least try and get some experience~
              
                   We have no idea how many years is left in our life~
                       touchwood but maybe..tomorrow is your last day..
                 Who knows?
                     Since there is time left..do whatever you want
                     I've always been told that I'm too pessimistic~
              But...don't you think thats the truth??
                 Being pessimistic is being true to youself..
                      And dare to face the reality..
                 Avoiding = being cruel to ourself
                   I'm not that kind of person though~
                        
                   Perhaps...look it this way~
             Avoiding is like drugs..happiness for a short period...then what?!
                   It comes back..=.=
                Face it! How you know what'll end up?
                       If it really end up badly..thats because its fate
                  Ending up the way it is its not our choice to make..
                     What else??we are only human anyway~

              
                
                    

How I wish

                    How I wish....that I have the skills
                       How I wish....I have sufficient items I needed
                      How I wish...things were not like that
                        How I wish....he would come up with something
                       How I wish....I could do the things I want
                   How I wish....people are more real in this era
                     How I wish....people can cut down on their lies
                  How I wish...I had what I needed
                    How I wish...~

                                I had a chance..

                     How I wish....any of my wish really come true~

                       I wish~

Pirates!!!

                       Finally I went to watch it today!!
               Pirates of the Caribbean!!
                    Guess what...compared to the previous once..
                   This is even better..
                       Its definitely worth the watch..=D
                    The movie is damn hilarious.
                         I was laughing all the way~
                  
                 I am so so so in love with Johnny Depp!!gosh~
                  The way he run..hahaha..cute!
                     It was said that Depp will continue to act as Captain Jack Sparrow until the audience is bored with him..
            Come on! who will hate such a guy??!!
                   He is totally awesome in acting~
               Cute,funnyXD
                     Darn..totally in love!!♥♥♥
                Hahaha..omg,going crazy here~

                Hmm...its nice to go out with sis again~
                    Glad that she much better right now..=)
                   Glad that they are okay ^^
                      All the best~
                         Love you guys.^^
                   
                           
                

=) just another usual day

                       Its out!
                      Pirates of the Caribbean is out today.^^
                           And I'm gonna watch it tomorrow.=DD
                     Yeah~
                       Anyone wanna come along??

                     Thank god that I could go~
                  Summer didn't go tomorrow..
                   But at least there is train..XD
                    
                     Today's class was as usual.nothing much to talk about
                Mostly..glad that its back to normal~
                    =D real happy to see that~
                
                              Hmm..guess thats all for today
                

What if?

                      I was thinking right then

                      What if there is a second chance to fix things right

                You are only allowed to choose one

                  What will I choose?
 
                       This is a one and only chance...

                     I thought about it..
                           Nothing came up..=.=

                     How could this happen?
                          I thought I have tons of things to make it right again..

                     Then I realize..

                         Theres nothing worth it for me to change

                        I like living in the moment~
              Doing things I wanted as I have the chance..
                           This is me people...=)

                        No regrets..
                      No back ups.^^

                          

                          

Let it out~

                          It seems like there are lots of problem with the 'both of them' lately..
                      Helping all I could but..
                        Its still all about them.
                     Theres not much that I can do.

               Pass that off~

             Let it out
Let it all out, Let it all out
You needn't put on a brave face
The flowers that someone doodled on the wall is swaying

No one know what it means to be like yourself
Along a long, long road you lose some and gain some
Though you get lonely suddenly and there are days when you cry

Let it all out, Let it all out
強がらなくていいんだね
誰かが描いてった　壁の落書きの花が　揺れる

自分らしさなんて　誰もわからないよ
長い長い道の途中で　失くしたり拾ったり
急に寂しくなって　泣いちゃう日もあるけど

              

Nature Inspiration~

                 It was raining just now

                  I walked out my balcony

                 And realize something~

                    I saw the raindrop landed on my balcony

               It jumped for a while..and end up landed in the same place

                     What I meant is..

                        no matter how high you jump

                     The ending point is still the same..

                         How much you avoid..

                       You still have to face it~

                           So...just face it with courage..
                         Because it will happen..

                   Sooner or later~♥

Untitled..XD

                        So...I went to school as usual today~
                  Its was freaking hot today in the morning..MORNING MAN!
                     Forget it~
                       Jessica's class was like usual once..
                    Freaking boring!!
                      How the heck can she be that boring??
           Man..she is a pro...in boring-ness!
                Xinwei said~
                     10 minutes = 2 years
                      2hours = 1 century..
                   XDDD
                Then I'm a freaking old woman..XS
                   Jessica really trigger my sleeping alarm..>__<
                       Woah...BORING!
          
                Thank god after that my parents came to fetch me at 1pm..^^
                   We went for lunch at an indian store.
                   The system is kinda cute~
                All they give is a big piece of banana leave as plates~XS
                   And the waiters hold the curry and go from table to table...
             The food...hmm
                     Its not that nice but its okay..
              
                Then I was 'dragged' to the temple by my dad..>.<
                    Its not that I refuse to go there..but its soooo hot!!
                   Then..nothing much~

                Wohoo..its raining in the afternoon!!
                     So happy!!
                  And its holiday tomorrow!!
                wahahaha....sry~
                    XDD

                  Oh yea~
                  Andrea got her blog!! 
                 Classical girl is going for an evolution..
              People...visit if you can..^^
               http://classicalera-evolving.blogspot.com/ ♥♥

Dissapointed?maybe

                   The breeze is warm

                         Since the sky has not been crying for hours
                     
                 I was asking myself

                              How long will this last?

                                I have no idea since when

                           I've become more of an pessimistic person

                  Maybe is because of him...
            
                                 that makes me lose confidence of the future

                     I don't have the courage to think about what will happen next time

             Cause I'm afraid
            
                I'll be disappointed again..
                           Like it always does~>__<

Sun after the rain

                        >___<
                       They went back to Perak again~
                         Left me alone again~
                     *sad sad
                        But at least..last night I chat with Manhey in the phone till 11.30pm..
                 Till my battery is totally dead~
                     Thank god both of them is okay right now..
                       Although its not a happy ending but this is also an acceptable ending~
                    Just hope it heels fast
                        
                     Right now I'm really looking forward to the Pirates of the Caribbean next week
                         I've been waiting for it for months!
                  I don't care if you don't wanna send me home Summer! =P
                      I've been waiting too long for you to crash my plans~
                   XDDDD

                  

Whats in me~

                     to A:
                                I'm so sorry for you~
                             Its from within me~
                                   You've suffered lots~
                                         Thought too much till get insomnia~
                                    Wasted all your tears~
                             Suppressing yourself always~
                          Trying hard not to show that you're not happy~
                                But..everyone know whats going on~
                      These things are weird if you really analyse it~
                               I'll do what I can okay~
                                     Just stay strong..^^
                
                        
                   to B:
                      I'm not sure what you're thinking~
                        I just hope you know what you're doing~
                            Everything thats going on is a little confusing~
                               Are you doing that on purpose?
                                
                             Or...this is who you are~
                                The you I didn't know~
                              

                         Nothing much to say today..
                          Hmm...
                        Talked a lot with Neo today..
                             He is totally a different person I expect..
                     Seriously....
                              
                        In another case..
                            Manhey is still the same..><
                      Poor girl~
                          She doesn't deserve to be treated like that..
                        But..I can't tell you face to face~
                           You may not read this but I've gotta say..
                        Its not worth it AT ALL!
                           Don't think so much...
                                     Clear your mind and use it for other things..
                                 I'll always be there for you okay..^^
                     My 'sis'..=)
          
                         Me and Xinwei..
                       We are both too ALIKE!!
                         I meant in the sense of thoughts and things that we like..(exclude partners)
                 We are a CRAZY team..XD
                              Know each other well..^^
                         Glad to have her as a friend...=)
                   Btw...missed my old friends as well~

What the!

                     Today morning I went to school...
                       Went in AVLab.
                         And it was a total shock!
                       Its is in a mess..real mess..
                          There are maggie mee everywhere on the floor!
                     Liquid paper drawing on the piano..
                      Posters are all spoilt!
                               Damn those kids!
                            Spoil our things!

                                  
                                      Even below the piano!

                
                                Poor Elton John lost his face..>______<

                                
                                             I hate them doing this!!!!
                                             WTF!
                                       Its not like they pay for the facilities!!
                                          Cool down..cool down~

                
                            Next..
                              I finally get to see my 'sister' Manhey..=)
                         Missed her..XD
                               I wonder why she is so upset today..
                      Hmm..if she don't wana say~
                             Its okay..as long as she heals ^^
                        
                        Its already a week since I saw you.
                           hmm...what could I say~
                           I'm kinda happy..^^
                          Finally heard you playing again~
                     Its damn hilarious about the cake thing.XD
                          I can't even tell that you're joking..you're really a pro!
                    
                  Kinda bored today..so took a picture.
                          I love this..=D

                                 As usual...edited~
                                    Trust me!!just a little

Sunset

                               This is really pretty.=)
                                       One thing I love about sunset is that...
                                         After that..dark comes..
                                          Then..its a whole new thing again~

Spread wings~

翼を廣げて　手と手を取り合えば
雲の上さえける氣がする
あなたのいる現在(いま)　耐え難い過去もない
無數の光から君を　導く

It is possible to even walk above the clouds,
If you spread out your wings and combine our hands together
In the present where you are now, the oppressive past would no longer exist
Countless lights will guide you

心をひらこう　過去と現實(いま)見つめて
全て受け止め　進める氣がする
まっすぐに見た瞳(め)を　片時も離さずに
人ごみの中から君を　探して

Open your heart as the past and reality watches
Take everything; it's time to proceed on
My eyes watched immediately so that the pieces of time won't be released
Within the crowd of people, you searched

Dandelion

             
                    Dandelions..
                                   Fragile creature...
                                                   A creature who moves according to what approaches..
                                       I love it..in the sense that it is free to fly..
                                                I hate it..in the sense that it cant obtain freedom itself..
                           If nothing aids it..
                                  Forever it will be...
           
                                           Just a normal weed~

                      I'm so sorry that I have to post this but..I couldn't stand it anymore!
                      WTF!
                       Why do you always have to be like that!
                     Its not that I don't respect you!
                     I gave you all the fucking respect you need!
                     I talk I shut..I've always did that!
                     Damn it..you never know what I am thinking
                           Because I rather NOT LET YOU KNOW!
                You always acted like you know me well..know us so much!
                    Hell yeah?
                          You know nothing!!

                 Since young I never tried to fight back..
                      Because I know its useless!
                   Damn it!
                     Everything that you said these days..
                   I have my own explanation!
                     I choose to shut up like I always do..
                  Because I don't wanna explain..to you!
                        I have my own reasons doing my thing..
                   I know what I'm doing and I appreciate what you've done for me these years..
              Even though you dissapoint us again and again!
                      6 years already!!6 years..
                  Have you notice how much have I grown?
                     Or just doing the fucking thing that means hell lot to you but doesn't even help a bit!!
             In case you didn't notice...
                      We're all fed up!
               What the hell are we waiting for..
                     NOTHING!YOU HEAR ME!!NOTHING!

                 All these years I we have been solving things alone..
                    Because of you I've learn to do so much backup that sometimes I hated myself for doing that!
              I couldn't find that confidence again..
                    It collapsed...
                      But I still move on..
                 Although its only myself going on..
                   Listen to this!
                      THE DAY I GIVE UP,IS THE DAY EVERYTHING ENDS!!

                       I did some baking again today after a year..
                                 Hmm..nothing much to talk about.pictures..here =)

                              My dear oven.XD

                   Me with the freaking chocolate batter~

                                 Mr Batter went in the oven~

                        It starts to grow FAT~
                                 This is what Summer said."not you grow fat then its okay.."
                               Me..:"=.=...choiii!!!"

               This is when it scares me..ITS GONNA EXPLODE!!
            

                         See the crack..because of the 'explosion'

                                

                      This is the masterpiece!!
                                  Check out the chocolate..XD
  
               Hmm.I may go out again tomorrow..
                        With Summer again~
                 That guy is damn free...what kind of exam he have..curious..XD



            

                            Another add on of my yesterday's activities~
                                Last night Summer called me..
                            Called me out for dinner..
                              Of course I said yes..I wanna go out..><
                        Summer came with Sky..(lol..sounds cool)
                              Brought them to 7wonder Restaurant..=)
                                     I didn't know Summer don't really eat spicy food..
                         Sorry....poor guy finish the whole plate of fried rice (which for me its nothing)
                            He felt that it is spicy...(ps..I'm a crazy spicy food eater)

                        Summer will kill me if he sees this..XD

                              Then we went to Metro Point..again..><
                    Second time in a day~
                          I watched them bowling..(I couldn't even take up the ball..don't ask me to play)
                  Here it is~

                This is hilarious..lol
                        Like japanese~

Sundays?

                            This morning I was wakened up by my dad,..
                      Damn..sleepy~
                         Slept at 1am last night because I'm watching LEGION..
               Its so so nice..
                               I liked these kind of weird movies..XD
                          So..for breakfast..
                        We went to Cheras just to eat dimsum...=.=
                       I was like wth...Its not like that our place here does not have nice dimsum shop.
                   Whatever..

              Then noon at 12pm..
                 I went out with Joe,Karyee,Suetyee and Joyeng..
               Initially I was wondering what kind of cool plan they have.
                But we end up having lunch at Metro Point's Kenny rogers..
                     erm....okay~whatever la
                  Then walk and walk and walk..
                    Initially we decided to go for some karaoke..
                 but i think its not worth it~
                    So...just walking around FUNNILY~
                   *Imagine that*

               Then back to Karyee's shop and thats the end~
                   Hmm...weird~
              Still.....WHATEVER!

                 Came home...online..
             Summer chatted me..
                 Asked me to go clubbing..
                   OMG!!!i want!!!
                  I really wana go once and experience it..
              At least know what it is like..
                   Don't worry...I'm not that kind of girl.. XD
                Damn..its bad the best time to go is at night..
                 Which..hell I can't go at all
                    Come home after 1am..
              MY HEAD IS GONE!
                     Moms....you know..XD

                        Nevermind..
                My chances will come soon...hehe