6th oct

Its been a cold day today and unfortunately I've catched a cold. Feeling not really well the whole day.

Its too bad that I can't go to the club tonight.

Anyway at this terrible time I missed him so much.

How I wished for him to take care of me when I'm at my lowest.

I felt really lonely today~ people that I do not know and don't really wanna talk to

Arion seemed like someone from a different world than I am and I know sooner or later we might diverge to another path for each of us. 

So I guess I gotta be super independant. 

All I want to do now is to stay in my room for the whole year and hope it passes fast. 

Basically so far we're the only asians in the whole school and of course particularly my course. 

Technology is certainly not for girls but I just loved it.

I've started to actually think that being here in the UK is not a right choice.

Do I actually need this I wonder?

Please

Please god..

Make this year really really fast.

I missed everything back there

I missed his hugs and kisses ❤️

Goodnight

First day

First day without you...

First day without you calling me up~

I miss you already.

我忍不住不哭我知道我答应你可是真的好难

老公我爱你…

我在这里很安全很舒服～

I'm currently in the hotel because of the stupid delayed flight that I cant enter the campus because its too late.

A little room but then its more than enough for a night. 

Tomorrow will be another rough day.

Hubby~

I love you I really do

Wait for me ❤️

In the UK

I've been in the UK for 4 days now and I still couldn't really believe it.

I'm miles away without him..

I missed him every second, wishing he was here with me at this gorgeous place with awesome weather.

He will hold my hands when I'm cold and give me a hug whenever I wanted it.

I missed his arms, I missed his chest.

The safetiness that I was given...

I somehow feel sad and frustrated when I worried him. 

He was worried about me and I cant do anything to make him feel better. 

Blame on the stupid phone line.

Today I was on the subway which actually was delayed with no reason.

Me and the gang was worried that we couldn't make it on time. 

Thank god we managed it.

My poor baby boy was worried about me that he woke up so early in the morning 😢

I'm really worried that might affect his health ><

Its all my fault. 

I'm afraid that one day he might give up and that all for me...

Breaking inside. 

Fingers crossed that wouldn't come. 

I love him

Pics from London to you ❤️