It seems that..

It seems that I have everything
It seems that I have lots of job
It seems that I've got lots of friends..

Then i realize~ right now friend that I could entrust my heart to is limited...
One is near to me..accompanied me a lot~ listen to what I had to say,.
Second is graduated from school..uet always keep up to my life...wonderin if I'm fine of time being..
Third has always been my friend and it has been for 8 years..she go her own life right now..I missed her a lot but I couldn't bear to make a fuss to her..
Forth had left school..he always and will be there for me and listen..i told him I was unhappy and he asked me out to talk..
Fifth is in America but we contact a lot..i told her almost every part of my life

It seems that there are a lot of people around me that cares.
But...im not priority to them~ they got their own lives..
This has been me all the time to let burden not to be burden...
I rather that I'll be the place for people when they need it..I gave everything I had and yet...what is left back..

Where do I belong?
Is there any place where I can be the prior?
Somewhere that I can lay back on and rest....

Where is it?

Lazy me is back

College life really is hectic~
My blog is dead for ages since the last time I posted..
Hmm how do I start~

Studies are not really good for now...Im suffocated by assignments that I barely know how to do..
Compositions that are restricted..I really don't like it..compositions are supposed to be what we feel and what we think..its almost like an essay of abstract title..why should we be restricted??
Skip that..

I really missed the life when I was in semester 1...its simple and happy..I don't have to deal with any complicated things..but now =(
I really get emotional very often recently...friends~ assignment~ jobs~ missing someone ><

Where do I belong?
Is there any place where I can cling on? Will someone be there for me?