My god...
Today woke up wat 9 am...eats branch

by 9.45...started reading SEJARAH!!
omg...sooo much to study...
I feel dizzy even just holding the book...
haiz...wat to doo..
study study study.....

Exam is comin soon...gambateh!

hehe..

   These day  totally crazy anime...reli sooooo nice....!!!
got these pic frm net of the anime I luvve...
                         -›ιυvзз~~

                                            k-on band....

        Ritsu Tanaka-drum       Mio Akiyama-bass        Yui Hirasawa-guitar      Tsumugi Kotobuki-keyboard

                                               cool one!! Kaicho wa Maid Sama...

                                          of coz...my favorite...bleach!!!!!!!!!! 
                                       yea...ive found some pic of bleach damn funny....
                                                       take a look....^^

             when i 1st say these...i was laughing away....

      hahaha...

      Byakuya shaking the sakura tree calling for SENBONZAKURA...

    BANKAI???!!!!! 
  
   LOL...     















   


                   So funny....
Bleach brand of bleach which have the scent of soul reaper....
What in earth is scent of soul reaper...I dun even know they have scent...lol

  They even have ichigo's pic on it...wahahahaha....

  If zoom in and see the left side if ichigo
'CLEANS AND REMOVE HOLLOW'

                            


Next...fate/stay night..hehe^^ 

   
Vampire knight....wa!!!!!!!!!

Night class of vampires!!!!!
     





    

Kuran Kaname.Cross Yuuki.Kiryuu Zero

                                   

hikari...light

On that day, we walked our separate ways
I wonder what kind of excuses should I come up with now
I sense weakness which could not be concealed every time I stumble blindly         
Your existence on that day strangles this body

With my firm self, I swear to the future that I will believe in those strong eyes of yours
The skies I have traveled, they have a freedom which is similar to solitude. I only don’t want to turn back

If you recall, we were very alike, right?
Whether it was our untruthful words or our retreating figures that pretended to be brave
I’m sure the circumstances are the same for the both of us. We had our mutual emotions too
I’m not strong enough to tell you about my feelings of insecurity

The dream I want to grasp, I was always being buried by my own answers to my questions within the interval of wishes
If it is your present self, will I be reflected in your happy eyes?

There are things which will become tainted and time that flows on
But that’s right, because it’s definitely not a mistake …Yes, I’ll believe that

An eternal dream, if I keep on tracing the painted world,
I will find those times and your radiance there which existed without changing. See, you will be rewarded everything
In the middle of a continuously bewildering journey, I bore my wounds within the fragments of regret but
The answers I kept on searching for is here now, and I held onto your small hand…

あの日それぞれ歩んだ道に
今の僕は どんな風に言い訳をすればいいのだろう
隠し切れない弱さ感じ 闇雲につまずく度に
あの日のキミという存在が この体を締め付ける

揺るぎない自分、未来を誓って キミのその強い眼差しを信じて
旅立った空、孤独にも似た自由 引き返すことはしたくないだけ

思い返せばよく似ていたね
素直じゃない言葉だとか 強がりな後姿とか
それ故きっとお互い様に 飲み込んだ想いもあった
気持ちのまま不安を口に出来るほど 強くなくて

掴みたい夢、願いの狭間で 自問自答に埋もれてゆくばかり
今のキミならこんな僕のことを 微笑む瞳で映してくれるかい?

汚れてしまうこともあるよ 流される時間もあるよ
だけどそう きっと間違いじゃないから ・・・そう 信じては

果てのない理想、描いた世界を 辿って行けばそこにはあの頃と
変わらずに在ったキミの輝きに ほら 何もかもが報われてゆくよ
迷い続けた旅路の途中に 後悔のカケラで傷を負ったけど
探し続けた答えは今ここに 小さなその手が握っていたよ・・・

OMG!!!terrible case...

            Omg...i heard from schoolmates today bout the 'things' that happen in school yesterday.. 

              There are tons of version of the story...no idea which to believe...

                  I heard that there are 2 form 2 guys went n play 碟仙 then hooked up to something that is not suppose to be there....

               LOL...many ppl were afraid...but i went up to the class twice today...nothing much there....

              Gossips said that they even hire someone to eliminate the thing...

wow...kinda big thing in our school...hope nothing big will happen...

            But for that 2 guys...it serves them right...
            I was thinkin...why do we always blame on the thing every time things happen...

           Humans are the one who hook them out.....then be afraid and blame them if anything happens...

Its just like u let the wild dog out n it bit you,u blame them...whose fault is it actually....

  stupid....

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          She said sorry yesterday...i dont know should i 4give her or not...

          or just let it be...until im not around anymore...

               I keep telling myself...juz a few more month...patience...
                I dont feel good....

                  Sometimes I even feel that if there is no such thing of my existance...        

               

                                                            will it be better...?wakaranai....
                          ite...atashiwa no kokoro.....ite

thinkin....

           That day I was standing at my house's balcony....I was thinkin..

             Therez too many things happened...I cant close my 'door'.its too full...Ive tried my very best...

Prefect...music...

            1st case...bout my music exam...its comin soon...but damn...no idea how 2 pass...He kept sayin how could i pass like that...I actually get it...He says one of the problem is expression for that autumn song...

damn...its best alr...

       2nd case...prefect...he wanted to change it soo much...wat could i say...jz follow...although it is not much a problem.but then...it makes me emotional...ive no idea why...

          

             The window of my face reacts to my emotions.....makes my face kinda warm and cold at the same time...all i could realize is that my heart feels cold deep in...im the only one who knows....

      It feels horrible...feels desperate...

 At that time...it gaves me some kind of message....LET IT GO...GIVE UP.....

      I was thinking...maybe that would be the perfect way to end up the problem...

    But...................................would that cure me up?

             I was standing at my balcony..thinking...the clock shows '7.30'...

        The sky looks gorgeous....I took a picture of it down...2 remind me the things that I was thinkin that time...

      どうして　どうして ??

cool clouds

                      
            This is the 'phenomena' shot from my hse balcony...lights out from the cloud...
                                       cool huh....^^

doll...娃娃

 

It feels like a doll sometimes...

           Always been controlled...

        She may have feelings that is hidden deep inside...

                       She couldnt express itself....

              Deep down...its crying...

            Alone....wishing one day she could tell the world how she feels....

Wishing to change the world into a betta place...
                         How she wish...they could listen to wat she wana say...

          Lonely....untreated....

This is the world...this is FACT...

       Somewhere in the world...there is someone who is waiting for you...someone who is meant to be with you...

Just wait...  

                        That day will come...

                                    いつも　君がそばに居てくれたね  いつも　僕に勇気くれていた

                                        You always in by my side...You always give me courage    

ありがとう(arigatou)...                     

look at dis!!

Miserable week...T.T

         Aiyo...this week is so lousy...

       Works n works to do...

       Ive been kinda down this week...its a long story..my sis is goin 2 Singapore dis year end...when i thought back...Ive never got a chance to go for graduation trip when i was 12...Ive always regreted for not goin...my frenz are gone...some never met since then...although the my frenz now are nice but...still regret..ing..

  

     Haiz...what can i do now...life that full of regrets...

   today we played a 'drama' but it seems to be a little over where gossip is all around..still thinkin of a way to reverse it back...It should be okay lar...juz scared lxm scold..haha

   我的心情想一滩水...没有形状...

                          没感觉...麻木了....

                                                         你还在吗?...你还会在吗?

Look out from the window...I felt blur...

The rain makes me feel calm...Ive no idea why that happens...

Listening to the raindrop....feel myself crying inside...

What was I thinkin right then...I dont remember...

When i realise...

It has become a memory....

What do you think of the pics??

ECLIPSE TRAILER!!!!!!tsugoi...

true love??

Is there true love??  This is what my chinese teacher asked....

 Theres kinda funny answer that we gave...but no one could really answer that...is there true love??

What kind of condition is considered true love?

Therez only one answer that i can give....wakaranai..(i dont know)...

Does it really exist?No one knows....

什么是真爱?无人可答....每个人的定义不同的定义吧...                                                               

When there's love, there's peace

Someone used to say that
There are those nodding to it
And there are those doubting it

Whenever I was in pain
you’d hold me closely
And it was in the warmth of those
arms that I felt peace

But then I stopped talking to you and closed
off my heart, this love was torn apart                                                 arigatou....

A bond....

Creating a bond needs a very long time...

               You never know what that person is thinkin...

                                That damn bond make me feel stupid...

At last yingfen n I get an end to the chaos that has been running through the whole time...

       I know its kinda horrible...but wat can i do except that...haiz...

                She makes us do that...i feel waste...at least she has been there for half a month....

                           Surprisingly...everyone agree with our action...this means that its not our fault that it end up like that...

Sayonara....

This chaos inspires me to create a pic....

 Its like a bond between...so fragile...haiz......T.T