Things had been different lately..
The voice which tells me to don't give up stopped.
I thought about it..is it what I want?or is it what I insist of getting?
Guess I got my answer =)
There maybe other opportunities out there..
So here is it~wait for me
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Back again
I've not been updating blog for weeks by now.
So sorry for that.
Anyway lets talk about recent things.
I got my baby Iphone 4s!!
Damn happy about it XD
Its really useful to me for having a smartphone.
Its white in colour.
For those who cares I actually took maxis's plan.
First time you gotta pay about RM1750 for the phone and about RM300 of extra charges
Subsequently every month you have to pay RM100 for the phone,sms and wifi fees.
Its actually kinda worth it since the 3G network is quite fine. (at least its better than my lousy school wifi)
On line 24 hours XD
One thing about iphone is that the battery will go dead very fast..
By fast I mean real fast!
I got addicted to the games as well.
Oh..about siri~ Its kinda..not useful to me.
The voice sensor is kinda stupid and always hear the wrong thing =.=
I don't get it why some people hate 4s so much and regret buying it.
Besides the battery I don't see what is the reason to hate such a beauty. (its just what I feel)
I need to leave now~till the next time =)
So sorry for that.
Anyway lets talk about recent things.
I got my baby Iphone 4s!!
Damn happy about it XD
Its really useful to me for having a smartphone.
Its white in colour.
For those who cares I actually took maxis's plan.
First time you gotta pay about RM1750 for the phone and about RM300 of extra charges
Subsequently every month you have to pay RM100 for the phone,sms and wifi fees.
Its actually kinda worth it since the 3G network is quite fine. (at least its better than my lousy school wifi)
On line 24 hours XD
One thing about iphone is that the battery will go dead very fast..
By fast I mean real fast!
I got addicted to the games as well.
Oh..about siri~ Its kinda..not useful to me.
The voice sensor is kinda stupid and always hear the wrong thing =.=
I don't get it why some people hate 4s so much and regret buying it.
Besides the battery I don't see what is the reason to hate such a beauty. (its just what I feel)
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Right now
Again I've left bloggie alone for days..weeks maybe.nevermind~
So I'm back again.
Today is Saturday so let me rewind a little about the past few days.
Last Sunday was band idol (finally)
Went there early for sound check and preparation.
Compete and lost ><
Lost to a bunch of staff and teacher from Subang Parade.
Hmm...we ourselves did well (I personally think)
Its a little unfair actually. I don't wanna talk about it any further.
Here is the video for those who wants to see.
And so..Monday.
Nothing much.class as usual.
Tuesday. Always the hectic day.
Passed 'the Richard' level one again and I feel proud XD
Hmm..others were fine
Did enjoy jazz class.
Weili did a little jamming with us~
1st time played jazz in class (we never did last time)
Next week will be more exciting...he said
Wednesday..hmm~
Boring Harmony class..lunchtime concert..
Then VOCAL ONCE AGAIN!
CMM went crazy again.
Nevermind..she goes crazy every week anyway.
Thursday.
Always my favourite day!!
Because...production class!!!muahaha
Did the voice recording and it SUCKS!
Didn't expect it to turn out this way..maybe I haven't mix it?
Then..a little war start to turn up.
Don't wanna talk about it..skip~
I finally got my jacket!! (thanks to my dearest dears~Xinwei and Celin) <3
Its so so nice...muakkzzzz
Friday..sienz as usual.
Finish my presentation work
Went to do some pants shopping after dinner.
Guess thats all for now~
Got to work..ciao!
So I'm back again.
Today is Saturday so let me rewind a little about the past few days.
Last Sunday was band idol (finally)
Went there early for sound check and preparation.
Compete and lost ><
Lost to a bunch of staff and teacher from Subang Parade.
Hmm...we ourselves did well (I personally think)
Its a little unfair actually. I don't wanna talk about it any further.
Here is the video for those who wants to see.
And so..Monday.
Nothing much.class as usual.
Tuesday. Always the hectic day.
Passed 'the Richard' level one again and I feel proud XD
Hmm..others were fine
Did enjoy jazz class.
Weili did a little jamming with us~
1st time played jazz in class (we never did last time)
Next week will be more exciting...he said
Wednesday..hmm~
Boring Harmony class..lunchtime concert..
Then VOCAL ONCE AGAIN!
CMM went crazy again.
Nevermind..she goes crazy every week anyway.
Thursday.
Always my favourite day!!
Because...production class!!!muahaha
Did the voice recording and it SUCKS!
Didn't expect it to turn out this way..maybe I haven't mix it?
Then..a little war start to turn up.
Don't wanna talk about it..skip~
I finally got my jacket!! (thanks to my dearest dears~Xinwei and Celin) <3
Its so so nice...muakkzzzz
Friday..sienz as usual.
Finish my presentation work
Went to do some pants shopping after dinner.
Guess thats all for now~
Got to work..ciao!
Friday, December 02, 2011
My day
Sorry for the late blogging.
I've been quite busy lately due to the upcoming band idol competition.
Hmm..we are fine I guess~
Just hope that there are no mistakes going on (touchwood!)
So..according to the title today~
Its my birthday..
The day I'm afraid the most.
I know some people must be thinking that I'm an idiot.
Since that time I really don't like birthday.
All I wanted is to get a debit card =)
So I went to school today for band practice.
Today was just as normal as other day.
Thank god.
I was sorta until I texted sifu.
Fine..guess its time for me to move on and stop thinking nonsense.
Best for me =)
So practice was still okay. Teacher said it was fine.
On the way back I get the news where Kajang town is flood.
Gosh..thank god I'm not there.
Its seemed that its gotten serious.
The cars are all flooded and the shops are all soaked wet.
And there are rumors going on that a crocodile appeared..swimming in town.
I think I'll end here for now.
Happy birthday to myself =)
I've been quite busy lately due to the upcoming band idol competition.
Hmm..we are fine I guess~
Just hope that there are no mistakes going on (touchwood!)
So..according to the title today~
Its my birthday..
The day I'm afraid the most.
I know some people must be thinking that I'm an idiot.
Since that time I really don't like birthday.
All I wanted is to get a debit card =)
So I went to school today for band practice.
Today was just as normal as other day.
Thank god.
I was sorta until I texted sifu.
Fine..guess its time for me to move on and stop thinking nonsense.
Best for me =)
So practice was still okay. Teacher said it was fine.
On the way back I get the news where Kajang town is flood.
Gosh..thank god I'm not there.
Its seemed that its gotten serious.
The cars are all flooded and the shops are all soaked wet.
And there are rumors going on that a crocodile appeared..swimming in town.
I think I'll end here for now.
Happy birthday to myself =)
Monday, November 28, 2011
Can I?
Tired
Frustrating
Emo?
Can I please sleep for 24 hours?
Can things be a little smoother?
Can I think of nothing just for a minute?
Frustrating
Emo?
Can I please sleep for 24 hours?
Can things be a little smoother?
Can I think of nothing just for a minute?
Friday, November 25, 2011
Awesomeness
Thursdays.
In the morning I went to school for band practice.
We started at 10am I practice for about 2 hours.
I've been gliding the bass for 2 hours.
I imagine that.
At the end of the practice.. My fingers have (I have no idea what it calls in english) something sort of a little water balloon on my fingers XD Sorry for the bad explanation.
It doesn't hurts actually..but then as time goes by it gets more and more bulky.
So after that Celin, Xinwei and me went for lunch with May and Stephen.
Stephen is indeed not bad at all..as long as May is happy =)
Then back to school for Solfege class..(boring)
After class.
I accompanied Xinwei to Sunway to get movie tickets.
Nothing much over there.
Then after that she dropped me at Celin's house.
May was already there.
C showed us some cosplay pictures and all of us went crazy.
Then sifu messaged me asking if I was already at 1U.
He told me he just woke up and I pulled him to go with us.
Cant believe he really rushed to go with us..
Waited at the lobby of his condo..(he is really freaking slow)
As usual he is never fast!
At least he was just late for 3 minutes.
Around him I could never be normal or to say...crazy.
LOL..we kept talking and talking
Celin, May and I went in to the cinema for Breaking Dawn and sifu went to arcade himself.(sorry for him but he himself is willing to)
The movie was AWESOMEE!!!
I can't stop myself from going crazy after the movies.
Then I went to look for Summer at the bowling alley..Called bro down from the arcade.
Stephen came for May..both of them had walk themselves.
Celin and bro accompanied me at the bowling alley.
Its good to see him once again after for a few weeks.
Hmm..his bowling skills are really bad.
Celin went off early so that leaves me with stupid sifu.
Kept talking stupid things and hitting my head (If I became stupid its all your fault!)
Summer is playing his game and thanks to bro for accompanying me there.
I really had no idea what to do if I were alone right there.
So his game went on until about 9pm then he sent me and bro home.
Anyway.really thank you bro.
Wasting your time for me =)
Best bro I've ever had.
Hmm..remember you promised me something last week that you'll give me today!
Yesterday I realized something.
This is for you guys. Especially for that few particular person.
有你们在身旁...这样就够了♥
I really meant it.
Standing in between you guys.
Makes me feel....wanted.
Someplace that I can find my warmth.
Someplace that I am cherished.
Sifu..for helping me in everything..accompanied me..Yet still bullied me >< ( history won't repeat..don't worry)
Can't believe you really did that.
For my dear Xinwei..
Listen for what I ever had to say..although sometime your mood is not that good either but yet.. =)
In the morning I went to school for band practice.
We started at 10am I practice for about 2 hours.
I've been gliding the bass for 2 hours.
I imagine that.
At the end of the practice.. My fingers have (I have no idea what it calls in english) something sort of a little water balloon on my fingers XD Sorry for the bad explanation.
It doesn't hurts actually..but then as time goes by it gets more and more bulky.
So after that Celin, Xinwei and me went for lunch with May and Stephen.
Stephen is indeed not bad at all..as long as May is happy =)
Then back to school for Solfege class..(boring)
After class.
I accompanied Xinwei to Sunway to get movie tickets.
Nothing much over there.
Then after that she dropped me at Celin's house.
May was already there.
C showed us some cosplay pictures and all of us went crazy.
Then sifu messaged me asking if I was already at 1U.
He told me he just woke up and I pulled him to go with us.
Cant believe he really rushed to go with us..
Waited at the lobby of his condo..(he is really freaking slow)
As usual he is never fast!
At least he was just late for 3 minutes.
Around him I could never be normal or to say...crazy.
LOL..we kept talking and talking
Celin, May and I went in to the cinema for Breaking Dawn and sifu went to arcade himself.(sorry for him but he himself is willing to)
The movie was AWESOMEE!!!
I can't stop myself from going crazy after the movies.
Then I went to look for Summer at the bowling alley..Called bro down from the arcade.
Stephen came for May..both of them had walk themselves.
Celin and bro accompanied me at the bowling alley.
Its good to see him once again after for a few weeks.
Hmm..his bowling skills are really bad.
Celin went off early so that leaves me with stupid sifu.
Kept talking stupid things and hitting my head (If I became stupid its all your fault!)
Summer is playing his game and thanks to bro for accompanying me there.
I really had no idea what to do if I were alone right there.
So his game went on until about 9pm then he sent me and bro home.
Anyway.really thank you bro.
Wasting your time for me =)
Best bro I've ever had.
Hmm..remember you promised me something last week that you'll give me today!
Yesterday I realized something.
This is for you guys. Especially for that few particular person.
有你们在身旁...这样就够了♥
I really meant it.
Standing in between you guys.
Makes me feel....wanted.
Someplace that I can find my warmth.
Someplace that I am cherished.
Sifu..for helping me in everything..accompanied me..Yet still bullied me >< ( history won't repeat..don't worry)
Can't believe you really did that.
For my dear Xinwei..
Listen for what I ever had to say..although sometime your mood is not that good either but yet.. =)
Monday, November 21, 2011
Shoppin!!
Its another week all over again~
Monday..the most relaxing day of all.
There are exams going on in Yamaha today.its gonna go on for a week I guess.
A lot of classes are canceled.
After classes in the morning, I went to Sunway with Xinwei.
My aim is to get some clothes for New Year and also for band.
Next is to return the laptop battery to my cousin .
For band clothes,Penny told us to get something with classic boxes.
I went in to Asian Avenue to shop.
Before getting anything we went for porridge.
After eating...here we go~
I still prefer to look for clothes in asian avenue than to find it in Sunway's branded shop.
Expansive and not really nice (doesn't suit my taste actually)
Hmm..its kinda tricky..
Finally I still manage to get 2 clothes.
One is a long shirt with black and white boxes with a little grey vest outside.
Thank god I don't look fat in it.
Continue walking..round and round sunway~
Finally still back to AA.
Got another grey blouse that I looveee!
I'll take some pictures and post it soon =)
I'm really tired today.
Thank god I could go late to school tomorrow.
Let me sleep more..XD
Neo showed me a video on youtube yesterday.. Usavich
Heard before?
Its damn stupid and retarded that I kept laughing.
Unexpectedly gor went high too LOL!
Saying the rabbit is him and that freaking weird chick is me @.@
This weird chick.
Its so eww!!
Anyway..check out that Video~
Link here
Gotta get some sleep.
Nitez everyone =)
Monday..the most relaxing day of all.
There are exams going on in Yamaha today.its gonna go on for a week I guess.
A lot of classes are canceled.
After classes in the morning, I went to Sunway with Xinwei.
My aim is to get some clothes for New Year and also for band.
Next is to return the laptop battery to my cousin .
For band clothes,Penny told us to get something with classic boxes.
I went in to Asian Avenue to shop.
Before getting anything we went for porridge.
After eating...here we go~
I still prefer to look for clothes in asian avenue than to find it in Sunway's branded shop.
Expansive and not really nice (doesn't suit my taste actually)
Hmm..its kinda tricky..
Finally I still manage to get 2 clothes.
One is a long shirt with black and white boxes with a little grey vest outside.
Thank god I don't look fat in it.
Continue walking..round and round sunway~
Finally still back to AA.
Got another grey blouse that I looveee!
I'll take some pictures and post it soon =)
I'm really tired today.
Thank god I could go late to school tomorrow.
Let me sleep more..XD
Neo showed me a video on youtube yesterday.. Usavich
Heard before?
Its damn stupid and retarded that I kept laughing.
Unexpectedly gor went high too LOL!
Saying the rabbit is him and that freaking weird chick is me @.@
Its so eww!!
Anyway..check out that Video~
Link here
Gotta get some sleep.
Nitez everyone =)
Saturday, November 19, 2011
about Friday~
It changed.
Everything changes..
Is it too late to realize?
I was suppose to finish my production work yesterday so I went out with my dad since he is going to send me to school after fetching my aunt from the airport.
When I'm having lunch with aunt and dad, Andrea called me and told me that the room is not usable. (I even forget the reason)
I got no point going there since I cant do anything there.
So I end up attending my cousin's scholarship award thingy in his college together with my aunt (thats the point she came here)
Its kinda bored actually.
Then when we're going back..I messaged bro see if he wants to go out.
He said yes and we went out for a meet in Sunway.
It had been a while since I talked to him.
Got high as usual when I saw him..we talked for about 2 hours..
Update ourself..
Thanks for everything bro.
I really had no idea what to think what to do without your advise and comfort.
I'll wait for your news..a week you promised.
Went for a drink in Station 1..go on chatting.
He's doing fine.Glad to hear that at least.
Night time my cousin sis came back from work then she and my aunt came to my house for sleepover.
I became their GPS and guide them to my house.
Hmm...nothing much going on at night.
I kept feeling like shit.
I kept getting fcking instincts there days.
Get to feel something too.
Things are going wrong again.
All I can do is to count on you =)
Tired.
Everything changes..
Is it too late to realize?
I was suppose to finish my production work yesterday so I went out with my dad since he is going to send me to school after fetching my aunt from the airport.
When I'm having lunch with aunt and dad, Andrea called me and told me that the room is not usable. (I even forget the reason)
I got no point going there since I cant do anything there.
So I end up attending my cousin's scholarship award thingy in his college together with my aunt (thats the point she came here)
Its kinda bored actually.
Then when we're going back..I messaged bro see if he wants to go out.
He said yes and we went out for a meet in Sunway.
It had been a while since I talked to him.
Got high as usual when I saw him..we talked for about 2 hours..
Update ourself..
Thanks for everything bro.
I really had no idea what to think what to do without your advise and comfort.
I'll wait for your news..a week you promised.
Went for a drink in Station 1..go on chatting.
He's doing fine.Glad to hear that at least.
Night time my cousin sis came back from work then she and my aunt came to my house for sleepover.
I became their GPS and guide them to my house.
Hmm...nothing much going on at night.
I kept feeling like shit.
I kept getting fcking instincts there days.
Get to feel something too.
Things are going wrong again.
All I can do is to count on you =)
Tired.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Painting
Busy these days.
Repaint my house.
Paint the ceiling to white and repaint my room's color.
I sorta hate my room's previous color..
It really makes my room look like Disney room ><
Blue plus pink..imagine that.
Thank god for this time I choose something in the same tone but with contrast on the brightness.
At least art class that I took during my early years was not wasted right now.
Sis almost choose pink that will make me puke.
I still prefer something greyish blue..something like this
Repaint my house.
Paint the ceiling to white and repaint my room's color.
I sorta hate my room's previous color..
It really makes my room look like Disney room ><
Blue plus pink..imagine that.
Thank god for this time I choose something in the same tone but with contrast on the brightness.
At least art class that I took during my early years was not wasted right now.
Sis almost choose pink that will make me puke.
I still prefer something greyish blue..something like this
Feel comfortable and soothing.
Perfect for rooms.
The ceiling painting yesterday was already tiring.
Heads up all the time.
Painting the corner with brush before doing it with the roller (my dad is sorta clumsy)
I have to climb up the ladder once again
I still remember the first time in my life ever that I climb ladder was during my 1st part time job.
Shoes are on the tall rack that I have to climb up to get it..
Legs were shivering ><
Thanks to that I have the guts to climb..LOL
Back to painting.
Oh yea..forget to mention that me and my sis slept in the living room yesterday on out mattress.
Kinda fun actually..XD
Things in our room are all shifted out to prepare for painting.
Guess tonight we're gonna sleep in the living room again.
Gosh..my stomach is annoying me right now~
Gotta go home and hunt for food..ciao
Friday, November 11, 2011
Another usual day
Its Friday..again.
Hmm...another 'stay-at-home-do-nothing' day.
Yesterday was another crazy day again in school.
First it was electone class where I spend almost half an hour of class discussing with teacher about computer things.
You see I wanted to get a production set at home so that I could do my own production without staying back in school till late night.
Then its drum class again..Edmund is as funny as usual~
The only thing I don't like is he smokes and he's got the smoke breath (really hate it)
Learned new fill-ins...quite awesome..gosh~Elaine took a photo without me knowing >< and its awful..
Then..had lunch and prepared for the next class...
Solfege was special...we sang pop songs instead of the stupid boring childish tunes =)
Lastly...MP!! Showed teacher my song and he edited it..he is really good (I wonder why couldn't I have half of his brain capacity??)
Stayed back for YYO..had dinner with Xinwei,May and Celin.
Nothing special for the whole night except I got the Viola part again.=.=
Friday~
Woke up at 10am feeling fresh.
Went to get Reeve's ukulele from Vivian.
Surprisingly she knows my bos.
This field is so small..she is even teaching cello at my centre for part time.
The Ukulele is so so cute!! its like baby guitar~
So I guess this is the only guitar I don't know how to play...
Gotta learn XDD
The whole afternoon practising..
watching movie...doing assignment..
At least I did some of my assignment this time XD
So I guess thats all for now =)
Hmm...another 'stay-at-home-do-nothing' day.
Yesterday was another crazy day again in school.
First it was electone class where I spend almost half an hour of class discussing with teacher about computer things.
You see I wanted to get a production set at home so that I could do my own production without staying back in school till late night.
Then its drum class again..Edmund is as funny as usual~
The only thing I don't like is he smokes and he's got the smoke breath (really hate it)
Learned new fill-ins...quite awesome..gosh~Elaine took a photo without me knowing >< and its awful..
Then..had lunch and prepared for the next class...
Solfege was special...we sang pop songs instead of the stupid boring childish tunes =)
Lastly...MP!! Showed teacher my song and he edited it..he is really good (I wonder why couldn't I have half of his brain capacity??)
Stayed back for YYO..had dinner with Xinwei,May and Celin.
Nothing special for the whole night except I got the Viola part again.=.=
Friday~
Woke up at 10am feeling fresh.
Went to get Reeve's ukulele from Vivian.
Surprisingly she knows my bos.
This field is so small..she is even teaching cello at my centre for part time.
The Ukulele is so so cute!! its like baby guitar~
So I guess this is the only guitar I don't know how to play...
Gotta learn XDD
The whole afternoon practising..
watching movie...doing assignment..
At least I did some of my assignment this time XD
So I guess thats all for now =)
Sunday, November 06, 2011
My baby!!
Japanese Visual Kei bands.
Not many could accept it..but for me..its fine~as long as its not too EXTREME
My favourite one..SID~
Their makeups are not that over.
Yet their songs are all so so so freaking awesome!!
Favourite song of them - Uso , Sleep , Cosmetic (3 of my favourite)
Not really heavy metal but just nice for me..sorta relaxing too.
Goshh...they are so cute!!
Not many could accept it..but for me..its fine~as long as its not too EXTREME
My favourite one..SID~
Their makeups are not that over.
Yet their songs are all so so so freaking awesome!!
Favourite song of them - Uso , Sleep , Cosmetic (3 of my favourite)
Not really heavy metal but just nice for me..sorta relaxing too.
Goshh...they are so cute!!
They are damn hottttt!!
How could you resist Mao's cuteness XD
Omigoshh....dear Aki!!
Why the hell is he so cute??!!
Okay.here I go again
Work as usual this morning.
Woke up and everyone at home is missing except my dad and sleeping sister.
Mom and aunts are all gone.
Start prepare for work..
Went out for breakfast with dad.
Work was fine..quite busy today..
Writing cheque...handling fees.
Ooh..I shall talk about my student today.
I think I may be a little extreme..
My keyboard student is improving like almost....a lot compared to the first day I taught him
He was blank..I mean TOTALLY blank.
No idea how to read notes..and damn quiet!
Within 3 months..He could read!!
Guess what...his rhythmic sense is quite good.( kinda scared me)
For a 3 month learning student..he is considered quite good.
Am I a little too fast?
So..I really enjoyed teaching right now..
These are things I never done in the past...taught but not to teach.
Its kinda...interesting actually~
Its like what people usually say..paint a white plain canvas..
Thats exactly what I'm doing right now.
I'm glad that my online business is still surviving.
Too bad for those friends who stopped their business page.
Thank god I didn't sell clothes..its really tough to hang around.
Bag was the best choice and I did it! =)
Its mainly luck actually.
I can't believe even until right now I still have orders.
For those who never seen..here it is
The Spring Garden
The Spring Garden blog (incomplete)
The blog is incomplete since nobody even cares about it ><
Hmm..got some branded bags to sell out..brand new
Interested..look for me =)
I went out with Xinwei just now to help her choose a new glasses frame.
We go crazy choosing again..talking all the way
I really could do and say anything in front of her..
Really a good company to me.
Can't believe I wasn't close to her during secondary time..stupid me
Then we went for some yogurt ice cream in Tutti Fruiti~
Talk talk talk...laugh laugh laugh~
Thank she is feeling better now =)
After that..plenty of time left~
End up treating her cake in Secret Recipe..the love of both of us..CHOCOLATE!!
She don't really eat chocolate but yet love chocolate cake..weird huh XD
Then sent me home..
Got boring again..then went online =)
done..
End Report.
time to rest my mind..ciao~~
Work as usual this morning.
Woke up and everyone at home is missing except my dad and sleeping sister.
Mom and aunts are all gone.
Start prepare for work..
Went out for breakfast with dad.
Work was fine..quite busy today..
Writing cheque...handling fees.
Ooh..I shall talk about my student today.
I think I may be a little extreme..
My keyboard student is improving like almost....a lot compared to the first day I taught him
He was blank..I mean TOTALLY blank.
No idea how to read notes..and damn quiet!
Within 3 months..He could read!!
Guess what...his rhythmic sense is quite good.( kinda scared me)
For a 3 month learning student..he is considered quite good.
Am I a little too fast?
So..I really enjoyed teaching right now..
These are things I never done in the past...taught but not to teach.
Its kinda...interesting actually~
Its like what people usually say..paint a white plain canvas..
Thats exactly what I'm doing right now.
I'm glad that my online business is still surviving.
Too bad for those friends who stopped their business page.
Thank god I didn't sell clothes..its really tough to hang around.
Bag was the best choice and I did it! =)
Its mainly luck actually.
I can't believe even until right now I still have orders.
For those who never seen..here it is
The Spring Garden
The Spring Garden blog (incomplete)
The blog is incomplete since nobody even cares about it ><
Hmm..got some branded bags to sell out..brand new
Interested..look for me =)
I went out with Xinwei just now to help her choose a new glasses frame.
We go crazy choosing again..talking all the way
I really could do and say anything in front of her..
Really a good company to me.
Can't believe I wasn't close to her during secondary time..stupid me
Then we went for some yogurt ice cream in Tutti Fruiti~
Talk talk talk...laugh laugh laugh~
Thank she is feeling better now =)
After that..plenty of time left~
End up treating her cake in Secret Recipe..the love of both of us..CHOCOLATE!!
She don't really eat chocolate but yet love chocolate cake..weird huh XD
Then sent me home..
Got boring again..then went online =)
done..
End Report.
time to rest my mind..ciao~~
Saturday, November 05, 2011
Happy birthday my fren =)
Happy birthday to you.
If I'm not mistaken...I've known you since primary school I guess~
This is called fate I guess..
Because of music I know you..Because of music we became close.
We weren't close at first..its just hi-bye friends.
This year.. we entered the same school~
Then I realize.. what we think. what we liked is almost the same (I mean character)
Hmm.. we are really one match best friend~
Its different from my previous best friend..maybe its because we're in the same field (I don't mean anything else)
You're really nice and sorta unique~
Weird like me XD
Really good in music sense actually its just refuse to use it.
Hmm...really a good company to me these while =)
Your birthday this year may not be as what you think.
But anyway...its your special day~
Should not be ruined by others..not worth it~
Its the day you strive to live...without your effort in the past..you wouldn't have what you posses now~
Besides your mom..you are the one to thank for
So..cheer and remember~
I'm always here..
Thats why I told you my thing lo~
Don't expect..you will be afraid of birthday next time..I've tried once and thats enough.
At least you have friends to celebrate with you okay..
I know this post is nothing to you.
But this is the most that I could do to cheer you =)
Love you kayzz ~~
For you~
If I'm not mistaken...I've known you since primary school I guess~
This is called fate I guess..
Because of music I know you..Because of music we became close.
We weren't close at first..its just hi-bye friends.
This year.. we entered the same school~
Then I realize.. what we think. what we liked is almost the same (I mean character)
Hmm.. we are really one match best friend~
Its different from my previous best friend..maybe its because we're in the same field (I don't mean anything else)
You're really nice and sorta unique~
Weird like me XD
Really good in music sense actually its just refuse to use it.
Hmm...really a good company to me these while =)
Your birthday this year may not be as what you think.
But anyway...its your special day~
Should not be ruined by others..not worth it~
Its the day you strive to live...without your effort in the past..you wouldn't have what you posses now~
Besides your mom..you are the one to thank for
So..cheer and remember~
I'm always here..
Thats why I told you my thing lo~
Don't expect..you will be afraid of birthday next time..I've tried once and thats enough.
At least you have friends to celebrate with you okay..
I know this post is nothing to you.
But this is the most that I could do to cheer you =)
Love you kayzz ~~
For you~
Substitute teacher
I've become a substitute teacher for a month.( I meant piano.)
Ms Lee (my bos) is preparing for her wedding and after that going for a honeymoon so I took over her students.
I can't believe that I'm teaching a grade 8 student.
I was kinda afraid at first...omigosh..I'm half pail of water myself..G8?!
When it started..then I realize..
I moved on..I really did moved on compared to when I was grade 8
I could guide her..I really could.
Damn glad..
Then a G1 student..nothing special~
Okay...G2 student who was 14.
she was kinda impressed with what I taught her..a little pop things.
I kinda like her too =)
How good if I could teach her permanently.. XD (I'm so bad)
I start to love teaching now.
Initially its kinda boring..but now~watching them improve.
Its really nice when they could achieve something next time.
I wonder what my teacher was thinking when she taught me last time.
Does she feels proud of what I am right now?
I'm really grateful to have her to teach me in the past..without her guidance.
I'm not what I am right now.
She taught me since I was 6 years old...
Only right now I realize..The knowledge I have right now is really sufficient..as what she taught me last time.
Tell me stories..introduce me into various composers and songs.
Thanks Ms Koe =)
I was this...10 years ago=)
Hmm..my house is kinda..
Noisy today with all my aunts here..
Tonight is gonna be a problem with everyone here ><
Where the hell are they gonna sleep?!
Hope we could come up with a solution by tonight.
Ms Lee (my bos) is preparing for her wedding and after that going for a honeymoon so I took over her students.
I can't believe that I'm teaching a grade 8 student.
I was kinda afraid at first...omigosh..I'm half pail of water myself..G8?!
When it started..then I realize..
I moved on..I really did moved on compared to when I was grade 8
I could guide her..I really could.
Damn glad..
Then a G1 student..nothing special~
Okay...G2 student who was 14.
she was kinda impressed with what I taught her..a little pop things.
I kinda like her too =)
How good if I could teach her permanently.. XD (I'm so bad)
I start to love teaching now.
Initially its kinda boring..but now~watching them improve.
Its really nice when they could achieve something next time.
I wonder what my teacher was thinking when she taught me last time.
Does she feels proud of what I am right now?
I'm really grateful to have her to teach me in the past..without her guidance.
I'm not what I am right now.
She taught me since I was 6 years old...
Only right now I realize..The knowledge I have right now is really sufficient..as what she taught me last time.
Tell me stories..introduce me into various composers and songs.
Thanks Ms Koe =)
Hmm..my house is kinda..
Noisy today with all my aunts here..
Tonight is gonna be a problem with everyone here ><
Where the hell are they gonna sleep?!
Hope we could come up with a solution by tonight.
Friday, November 04, 2011
不知道
现在的我
以不知道什么是什么
像那时... 我都分不清了
有这么糟糕吗？
事情有那么难堪吗？
现在的怎么都不一样了
至少我现在能确定 之前的发现，感觉都是对的
讨厌...为什么不能坦言
有这么讨你厌吗？
以不知道什么是什么
像那时... 我都分不清了
有这么糟糕吗？
事情有那么难堪吗？
现在的怎么都不一样了
至少我现在能确定 之前的发现，感觉都是对的
讨厌...为什么不能坦言
有这么讨你厌吗？
going on
I'll start off with the updates.
Yesterday was kinda stupid.
3 lecturer canceled class..
So I ended up having the whole day until 9pm.><
Here it is...another horror movie with Xinwei.
'Don't be afraid of the dark'.
Its not really scary actually...its kinda..fake too
So..after movie we went for a walk..all over~
Hmm..nothing much after that.
YYO at night...pathetic!
8 person again!
Poor doremon actually XD
Julie came in and he asked about the 'missing' students..
This is what Julie said. 'Its okay.A few loyal one will do' wth
She really thought we are deff..I can hear you bitch.
So..its kinda waste of time being there..(regret going)
Thank god we finished early.
I have no idea right now..
I really am lost right now..
Another problem at the other side..
How long are we gonna wait?!
How many times are you gonna say the same thing??!
I could even depend on myself right now and what the heck are you still doing slacking around!?
All I could say is I would not die without you. You wanna go on like this IDC!
Just stop controlling everything like you have the right! (sorry to say this)
I know sometimes its for our own good...but please..
I'm grown enough to know what the hell I'm doing okay!
I know its rude but can you shut the hell up until you prove to me that you deserve the right for my respect?!
Yesterday was kinda stupid.
3 lecturer canceled class..
So I ended up having the whole day until 9pm.><
Here it is...another horror movie with Xinwei.
'Don't be afraid of the dark'.
Its not really scary actually...its kinda..fake too
So..after movie we went for a walk..all over~
Hmm..nothing much after that.
YYO at night...pathetic!
8 person again!
Poor doremon actually XD
Julie came in and he asked about the 'missing' students..
This is what Julie said. 'Its okay.A few loyal one will do' wth
She really thought we are deff..I can hear you bitch.
So..its kinda waste of time being there..(regret going)
Thank god we finished early.
I have no idea right now..
I really am lost right now..
Another problem at the other side..
How long are we gonna wait?!
How many times are you gonna say the same thing??!
I could even depend on myself right now and what the heck are you still doing slacking around!?
All I could say is I would not die without you. You wanna go on like this IDC!
Just stop controlling everything like you have the right! (sorry to say this)
I know sometimes its for our own good...but please..
I'm grown enough to know what the hell I'm doing okay!
I know its rude but can you shut the hell up until you prove to me that you deserve the right for my respect?!
Wednesday, November 02, 2011
Moving on
Okay..finally I get to blog.
Lots of practice and homeworks these days.
So..piano class on Monday.
Piano is really worrying me.
I could barely complete any of my songs this semester.
Its all damn tough.
I can't do anything right now but to practice like mad.
History assignment...I haven't even read the topic.
Now presentation is coming up..oohh~I'm dead meat.
Whats real funny these days is during Richard's class..
A lizard appeared..everyone in the classroom was afraid except me.
I was sitting there watching them trying to find it out..damn hilarious!!
I didn't expect Richard to be afraid of lizards too.
LOL..the whole class turned into chaos because of a freaking lizard!
Xinwei was so shocked when Richard threw a paper to her XDDD (she thought it was a lizard).
Today there was a drum masterclass.
Its kinda disappointing actually.
Compared to last semester..this time is kinda boring.
And yet...we still love Edmund!! XD
Then I skipped vocal class.
I really wonder what would that Cow say when she find out the students left are not more than half.
She will definitely go crazy..
Hmm...about my inner-self.
I'm good these days =)
Quite happy..
Yet sometimes he really makes me worry.
Oh yea~I have no idea why but some people around me is acting weird these days.
To be precise...treating me weird.
I really hate to think these kinda thing already. I can sense it but I have no idea why they acted that way.
If you don't like what I did..of hate my attitude or something please speak out..
Don't hate me behind me!
Anyway..If there is anything I did that offended you guys..
I'm really sorry...I didn't do it on purpose.
Right now all I hope is he would feel better..
Things would get better =)
TATA
Lots of practice and homeworks these days.
So..piano class on Monday.
Piano is really worrying me.
I could barely complete any of my songs this semester.
Its all damn tough.
I can't do anything right now but to practice like mad.
History assignment...I haven't even read the topic.
Now presentation is coming up..oohh~I'm dead meat.
Whats real funny these days is during Richard's class..
A lizard appeared..everyone in the classroom was afraid except me.
I was sitting there watching them trying to find it out..damn hilarious!!
I didn't expect Richard to be afraid of lizards too.
LOL..the whole class turned into chaos because of a freaking lizard!
Xinwei was so shocked when Richard threw a paper to her XDDD (she thought it was a lizard).
Today there was a drum masterclass.
Its kinda disappointing actually.
Compared to last semester..this time is kinda boring.
And yet...we still love Edmund!! XD
Then I skipped vocal class.
I really wonder what would that Cow say when she find out the students left are not more than half.
She will definitely go crazy..
Hmm...about my inner-self.
I'm good these days =)
Quite happy..
Yet sometimes he really makes me worry.
Oh yea~I have no idea why but some people around me is acting weird these days.
To be precise...treating me weird.
I really hate to think these kinda thing already. I can sense it but I have no idea why they acted that way.
If you don't like what I did..of hate my attitude or something please speak out..
Don't hate me behind me!
Anyway..If there is anything I did that offended you guys..
I'm really sorry...I didn't do it on purpose.
Right now all I hope is he would feel better..
Things would get better =)
TATA
Saturday, October 29, 2011
300th post!!
Oh yeah~
Its my 300th post!!
Congratulation to me..(oh duh~I'm getting stupid again)
Hmm..first I wanna thank my family...my friends (cut the crap XD)
Oh..sorry..back to reality
My students all canceled class today.
So then..plan changed..I went for movies with Xinwei at Jusco.
This is the first time I watched horror movie in cinema (clap clap)
Paranormal activity 3..wohoo!
Its kinda....not really scary seriously..
I got shocked about 5 times..thats all.
The screams were kinda predictable but the story..I didn't expect it to be this way.
Like what May said..unpredictable this time.
Hmm...so now I get it..
The one I pity the most it Katie..
At first she was not the one who 'communicate' with those things but why end up she is the one who was possesed?!
Her dumb sister...she is really stupid enough to make things this way =.=
Fine..next..we had a little walk.
Got some things then went home.
I got myself some Ricola candy =)
Hmm..we went to Metro after that because Xinwei wanna get something
Guess what people?
I did something freaking brave that I wanted to do for years and didn't have the gutz!
Thanks to Xinwei.. XD
I always end up doing crazy stuff with her...here it is
I FINALLY PIERCED MY EARS!! MY 3RD HOLE!!
Congratz to myself..I realy didn't expect myself to do this.
Anyway...Its not that pain okay!
Stupid me for being this scared all along.=.=
I feel idiotic right now..
Its almost...nothing! It just feels like a papercut..thats all.
But one thing..I'm not really scared of pain actually..
Unless its an injection (psychology problem) XD
Braces was not a problem at all for me (laugh proudly)
Duh...okay~
Guess that is all for now.
I gotta prepare to celebrate someone's birthday =)
Ciao~
Before that..here is a picture I took in JCO~(with Xinwei's iphone )
FYI..wearing fake eyelash XD
Its my 300th post!!
Congratulation to me..(oh duh~I'm getting stupid again)
Hmm..first I wanna thank my family...my friends (cut the crap XD)
Oh..sorry..back to reality
My students all canceled class today.
So then..plan changed..I went for movies with Xinwei at Jusco.
This is the first time I watched horror movie in cinema (clap clap)
Paranormal activity 3..wohoo!
Its kinda....not really scary seriously..
I got shocked about 5 times..thats all.
The screams were kinda predictable but the story..I didn't expect it to be this way.
Like what May said..unpredictable this time.
Hmm...so now I get it..
The one I pity the most it Katie..
At first she was not the one who 'communicate' with those things but why end up she is the one who was possesed?!
Her dumb sister...she is really stupid enough to make things this way =.=
Fine..next..we had a little walk.
Got some things then went home.
I got myself some Ricola candy =)
Hmm..we went to Metro after that because Xinwei wanna get something
Guess what people?
I did something freaking brave that I wanted to do for years and didn't have the gutz!
Thanks to Xinwei.. XD
I always end up doing crazy stuff with her...here it is
I FINALLY PIERCED MY EARS!! MY 3RD HOLE!!
Congratz to myself..I realy didn't expect myself to do this.
Anyway...Its not that pain okay!
Stupid me for being this scared all along.=.=
I feel idiotic right now..
Its almost...nothing! It just feels like a papercut..thats all.
But one thing..I'm not really scared of pain actually..
Unless its an injection (psychology problem) XD
Braces was not a problem at all for me (laugh proudly)
Duh...okay~
Guess that is all for now.
I gotta prepare to celebrate someone's birthday =)
Ciao~
Before that..here is a picture I took in JCO~(with Xinwei's iphone )
Friday, October 28, 2011
Memories
Its tomorrow.
Hmm~going for dinner with him for is birthday~
So sorry that I can't go to his party..I really hope to go especially in Mist Club.
Too bad for me ><
Anyway~
Poor sis...getting emo and trying to defend herself by numbing her heart.
Don't worry too much..what is yours will be yours..what's not is not worth hurting yourself for it.
Its a fine day today and yet I have no where to go.
Thought of watching Paranormal Activity with May and Xinwei today.
Too bad Xinwei can't go.
Its been boring today.
Woke up...have brunch...online.full stop.
I wanna watch movie!!
I wanna go for karaoke!!
Missed the past times where I went for karaoke with Andrea,Neo, Summer and Bronson.
Really crazy..although I was not that happy that day.
Thanks to them I manage to pick up myself after a horrible day~(for those who remember)
Them sending me home... humoring me all along the journey..
Nostalgic..those are all memories~beautiful memories...
Anyway..those are part of my Semester 1 memories..
Hmm...I still do miss the times where I was going crazy with Neo and Andrea.
Everyday of schooling day was crazy to me.
Laughing fills up the cold atmosphere..
Being with them is the best thing I've ever felt..
Although right now one is gone..another one is still here..
I know its impossible but I really hope the back time feeling could still be here..
Possible??
Hmm~going for dinner with him for is birthday~
So sorry that I can't go to his party..I really hope to go especially in Mist Club.
Too bad for me ><
Anyway~
Poor sis...getting emo and trying to defend herself by numbing her heart.
Don't worry too much..what is yours will be yours..what's not is not worth hurting yourself for it.
Its a fine day today and yet I have no where to go.
Thought of watching Paranormal Activity with May and Xinwei today.
Too bad Xinwei can't go.
Its been boring today.
Woke up...have brunch...online.full stop.
I wanna watch movie!!
I wanna go for karaoke!!
Missed the past times where I went for karaoke with Andrea,Neo, Summer and Bronson.
Really crazy..although I was not that happy that day.
Thanks to them I manage to pick up myself after a horrible day~(for those who remember)
Them sending me home... humoring me all along the journey..
Nostalgic..those are all memories~beautiful memories...
Anyway..those are part of my Semester 1 memories..
Hmm...I still do miss the times where I was going crazy with Neo and Andrea.
Everyday of schooling day was crazy to me.
Laughing fills up the cold atmosphere..
Being with them is the best thing I've ever felt..
Although right now one is gone..another one is still here..
I know its impossible but I really hope the back time feeling could still be here..
Possible??
Thursday, October 27, 2011
All for today
So..masterpiece is out!!
Thank god I could make it in time..
Weifung..the system is damn easy lar! ><
I really feel like vomiting blood just now XDD\
Too bad the balancing is still kinda...terrible~
At least I could make it for this Saturday =)
So I went to school for drum class today~
Elaine seemed to be weird again...hmm..no idea
So..after class I went for lunch with May and Celin in Oldtown.
Ate asam laksa..not bad actually XD
Back to school after that to finish my works.
Special thanks to Weifung for trying to help me~
Then dad came to pick me up. My sis followed so I brought her to me 'lab'(MPR)..
That place is seriously my HEAVEN..
How I wish to transform my room into mixing room~
Full of synthesizer and I shall name it.. 'Studio Bedroom'
First in the world and it shall be mine to own! XD
Hmm..guess there is nothing much to mention about today.
My overall mood---- awesome XD
Oh!
I need advise here...should I do a makeover for bloggie??
Thank god I could make it in time..
Weifung..the system is damn easy lar! ><
I really feel like vomiting blood just now XDD\
Too bad the balancing is still kinda...terrible~
At least I could make it for this Saturday =)
So I went to school for drum class today~
Elaine seemed to be weird again...hmm..no idea
So..after class I went for lunch with May and Celin in Oldtown.
Ate asam laksa..not bad actually XD
Back to school after that to finish my works.
Special thanks to Weifung for trying to help me~
Then dad came to pick me up. My sis followed so I brought her to me 'lab'(MPR)..
That place is seriously my HEAVEN..
How I wish to transform my room into mixing room~
Full of synthesizer and I shall name it.. 'Studio Bedroom'
First in the world and it shall be mine to own! XD
Hmm..guess there is nothing much to mention about today.
My overall mood---- awesome XD
Oh!
I need advise here...should I do a makeover for bloggie??
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
These days
Its been weird these days..
What I meant is the 'atmosphere' surrounding me..
The people around me.
All gotten emo..It seems that these is this 'emo-gas' passing around.
Sis lost her mood yesterday~
Didn't really wanna talk so I stop asking..I wonder if she is okay right now?
Hmm...Next was Summer..wrote on the event message as if he is gonna suicide any moment..scared me!
Yesterday I went back to school for class.
Went for lunch with Xinwei and Fiona..really missed the last time 3 of us went to Midv~
Ate porridge for lunch..quite big bowl of it.
For the afternoon..class again (all the replacements)
Then went back home at about 4pm.
Mom said she wants to go to the night market so we went.
I asked daddy but he didn't reply my message.
By the time we went there it was raining so we waited for it to stop in the car.
Then its was just drizzling so...fine~its ok for me =)
Then it starts to rain back again (damn!)
We just find a stall which sells thai food and sat under the shade and have out dinner.
The rain is getting worse..wat the! spoil all the stupid fun ><
So then thank got it gotten smaller and at least we get to walk around.
Oohh..forget to mention..I got myself 2 more pairs of eyelashes and finally bought the glue =)
Finally daddy called me...Its raining anyway so I told him not to come.
His health is not so good these days..
Before his birthday I don't hope to see him getting sick again.
His present..really tied me up..
This time its really tough..my god~
At least I'm fine with going through it because this is all I ever liked =)
This is to sis if you ever read this.:
Remember you're not alone okay =)
Although I may not be a great company or a great whatever but I'm willing to be there for you when you need it ok.
Cheer =)
Today..
All I could say is boring!
Hmm..I wonder if everyone is okay by now?
I shall wait then~
Iphone 4s...when are you coming to me?!!T.T
What I meant is the 'atmosphere' surrounding me..
The people around me.
All gotten emo..It seems that these is this 'emo-gas' passing around.
Sis lost her mood yesterday~
Didn't really wanna talk so I stop asking..I wonder if she is okay right now?
Hmm...Next was Summer..wrote on the event message as if he is gonna suicide any moment..scared me!
Yesterday I went back to school for class.
Went for lunch with Xinwei and Fiona..really missed the last time 3 of us went to Midv~
Ate porridge for lunch..quite big bowl of it.
For the afternoon..class again (all the replacements)
Then went back home at about 4pm.
Mom said she wants to go to the night market so we went.
I asked daddy but he didn't reply my message.
By the time we went there it was raining so we waited for it to stop in the car.
Then its was just drizzling so...fine~its ok for me =)
Then it starts to rain back again (damn!)
We just find a stall which sells thai food and sat under the shade and have out dinner.
The rain is getting worse..wat the! spoil all the stupid fun ><
So then thank got it gotten smaller and at least we get to walk around.
Oohh..forget to mention..I got myself 2 more pairs of eyelashes and finally bought the glue =)
Finally daddy called me...Its raining anyway so I told him not to come.
His health is not so good these days..
Before his birthday I don't hope to see him getting sick again.
His present..really tied me up..
This time its really tough..my god~
At least I'm fine with going through it because this is all I ever liked =)
This is to sis if you ever read this.:
Remember you're not alone okay =)
Although I may not be a great company or a great whatever but I'm willing to be there for you when you need it ok.
Cheer =)
Today..
All I could say is boring!
Hmm..I wonder if everyone is okay by now?
I shall wait then~
Iphone 4s...when are you coming to me?!!T.T
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Holiday start!
Yesterday was sorta..dull~
Teaching again...Saturday will soon to become my teaching day..
The center is gonna add 8 more students for me..woah~
I'm gonna go crazy.
One thing that is fine about it is...CASH! Muahahaha
Now I start to feel the satisfaction of teaching although its just a few months.
The students I taught started from zero..totally zero..
Now...They seemed to improve a lot~(thank god I got some brilliant student XD)
Okay..so I went to gym yesterday.
They got some new treadmills =)
Its really nice to sweat once in a while..
Summer called me after my bath.
He is fine right now after going for treatment again yesterday morning.
Its gonna be his birthday next week..I wonder if I could make it ><
Trying hard to accomplish his present in time..
Anyway..he is gonna celebrate it in a club and 'smartly' asked me to go!
He knew I cant and yet trying to seduce me into that so call 'heaven'....wth~(I really wanna go!!)
Fine...I shall celebrate with him next time~
Its holiday now...again~
Its so fast..It seemed like the last semester break just passed..
I don't want it to be that fast!!!
I still wanna enjoy my 18th! spare me!!
So..it also means that I can't meet my siss for a week..too bad
Oh yea~dad told me about a news in the newspaper yesterday..
Its about a kid who choked to death eating a meatball..
I'm so sorry but I laughed like hell!
My 1st reaction is 'wth?! That could really happen??'
LMAO...so sorry but I can't help it myself.
Sorry kid..rest in peace
Guess thats all for now.
Teaching again...Saturday will soon to become my teaching day..
The center is gonna add 8 more students for me..woah~
I'm gonna go crazy.
One thing that is fine about it is...CASH! Muahahaha
Now I start to feel the satisfaction of teaching although its just a few months.
The students I taught started from zero..totally zero..
Now...They seemed to improve a lot~(thank god I got some brilliant student XD)
Okay..so I went to gym yesterday.
They got some new treadmills =)
Its really nice to sweat once in a while..
Summer called me after my bath.
He is fine right now after going for treatment again yesterday morning.
Its gonna be his birthday next week..I wonder if I could make it ><
Trying hard to accomplish his present in time..
Anyway..he is gonna celebrate it in a club and 'smartly' asked me to go!
He knew I cant and yet trying to seduce me into that so call 'heaven'....wth~(I really wanna go!!)
Fine...I shall celebrate with him next time~
Its holiday now...again~
Its so fast..It seemed like the last semester break just passed..
I don't want it to be that fast!!!
I still wanna enjoy my 18th! spare me!!
So..it also means that I can't meet my siss for a week..too bad
Oh yea~dad told me about a news in the newspaper yesterday..
Its about a kid who choked to death eating a meatball..
I'm so sorry but I laughed like hell!
My 1st reaction is 'wth?! That could really happen??'
LMAO...so sorry but I can't help it myself.
Sorry kid..rest in peace
Guess thats all for now.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Back again
I have not been online for days.
Finally I'm in front of the computer.
I always reach home late these days..
Now I start to do some productions for assignment project.
I've been waited long enough to do this.
Hmm...really challenging and interesting~
I showed Pok my song and he says not bad..he don't even believe it was done my me.
Right now I've got so many projects waiting for me to do~
my assignment song, my composition using Andrea's poem and a present for someone..
I really need lots of time ><
Lots of incident happened these days..
Too much for me to write in here..I'll try to summarize it.
About Solarize (my band).
We're doing just fine..not bad actually...
It has been a while since I played the bass..thank god I'm not that rotten..yet XD
We got 2 professional coach so...I guess we'll do just fine =)
Too bad that we could only practice once a week..
Yesterday was crazy..
We laughed like hell before YYO.
'Doremon' came late and we waited.
Cheryl used 45 min to finish a Subway sandwich due to excess laughing caused by me and May.
May spoke in Russian accent and mine..Italian (though it sounds Mexican XD)
Okay..lets talk about today..
I don't hell know whats going on with me today.
So sorry if I scared you guys.
The only moment I felt okay is during and practice.
I woke up this morning and don't really felt like talking..
Did treatment to my hair..
I feel...weird.
Its better if you guys don't ask.
Leave me for some time..I will be alright~
Neo came back for a file today..he looks different now..A little weird actually..
These days..I seemed to trigger the largest interest of my life..
Live band performing..and music production..
I cant help myself going high looking at the mixers and synthesizers..
I don't mind doing that for the rest of my life~
Although I'm not good right now but I'll make sure to improve myself before I graduate and make sure I mastered in it.
Could I achieve that??
Him...is he okay?Is the pain still there?
I've got no idea.
It seemed to be better a few days before but now...its like nothing.
Is it really nothing or...?
I don't now anything right now..my mind is almost blank right now.
Whatever will be will be =)
Finally I'm in front of the computer.
I always reach home late these days..
Now I start to do some productions for assignment project.
I've been waited long enough to do this.
Hmm...really challenging and interesting~
I showed Pok my song and he says not bad..he don't even believe it was done my me.
Right now I've got so many projects waiting for me to do~
my assignment song, my composition using Andrea's poem and a present for someone..
I really need lots of time ><
Lots of incident happened these days..
Too much for me to write in here..I'll try to summarize it.
About Solarize (my band).
We're doing just fine..not bad actually...
It has been a while since I played the bass..thank god I'm not that rotten..yet XD
We got 2 professional coach so...I guess we'll do just fine =)
Too bad that we could only practice once a week..
Yesterday was crazy..
We laughed like hell before YYO.
'Doremon' came late and we waited.
Cheryl used 45 min to finish a Subway sandwich due to excess laughing caused by me and May.
May spoke in Russian accent and mine..Italian (though it sounds Mexican XD)
Okay..lets talk about today..
I don't hell know whats going on with me today.
So sorry if I scared you guys.
The only moment I felt okay is during and practice.
I woke up this morning and don't really felt like talking..
Did treatment to my hair..
I feel...weird.
Its better if you guys don't ask.
Leave me for some time..I will be alright~
Neo came back for a file today..he looks different now..A little weird actually..
These days..I seemed to trigger the largest interest of my life..
Live band performing..and music production..
I cant help myself going high looking at the mixers and synthesizers..
I don't mind doing that for the rest of my life~
Although I'm not good right now but I'll make sure to improve myself before I graduate and make sure I mastered in it.
Could I achieve that??
Him...is he okay?Is the pain still there?
I've got no idea.
It seemed to be better a few days before but now...its like nothing.
Is it really nothing or...?
I don't now anything right now..my mind is almost blank right now.
Whatever will be will be =)
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Envy!
Saturday = teaching day to me.
Woke up..ate brunch..went for teaching.
2 of my students didn't come..
Waste my time waiting..
Okay~back home..online do nothing..
Blog..fbing~
Tonight I'm going for MPO for the 1st time in my life O.O
I know its a failure..1st time in my whole life I'm watching an orchestra..my god~
Oh...right just now I saw Neo's photo in facebook.
He is releasing his 1st album..(no idea what kinda album)
Chat with him a bit..seriously envy!!!
Forget to ask about the album.
He said I also could do that..but I don't think so.
I don't think I have the package to these things..
The most I can get it behind the scene..and that is what I'm aiming for.
So glad for him. At least his choice to stop pays some price.
As his disciple~I must work on too!
Cant lose to him...you just wait!I'll be there someday!! =P
Woke up..ate brunch..went for teaching.
2 of my students didn't come..
Waste my time waiting..
Okay~back home..online do nothing..
Blog..fbing~
Tonight I'm going for MPO for the 1st time in my life O.O
I know its a failure..1st time in my whole life I'm watching an orchestra..my god~
Oh...right just now I saw Neo's photo in facebook.
He is releasing his 1st album..(no idea what kinda album)
Chat with him a bit..seriously envy!!!
Forget to ask about the album.
He said I also could do that..but I don't think so.
I don't think I have the package to these things..
The most I can get it behind the scene..and that is what I'm aiming for.
So glad for him. At least his choice to stop pays some price.
As his disciple~I must work on too!
Cant lose to him...you just wait!I'll be there someday!! =P
Friday, October 14, 2011
This week summarize
Its been a while since I online.
Really tired these days after reaching home.
Homeworks...practice..hectic~
Real sorry for not updating blog these days.
I'll just state some big things that is going on this week.
First..stupid 'Johnny Bravo' ( a teacher in yamaha with weird body just like JB)
He never liked academy students.
On Tuesday my bag n xinwei's was in St 8..he went and hid it and told us he didn't notice who took it..
Xinwei and I went everywhere searching for it..asking Julie,the counter downstairs..the cleaner..
Whats even worse it the car keys are in the bags..we cant even go home~
We went in to the studio and look 4 3 times and finally choochin open the cabinet and its in there.
Omg..I really went mad!
Next..Wednesday was as usual..with vocal~
Oh yea~I'm freaking going mad at a person too..
Not JB this time....hurting my friend is a terrible mistake bitch!
I've got plenty of reasons to hate you!!
Don't greet me when you see me because it makes me feel disgusting~
Your actions especially....speechless..
Don't think that you can own the whole world!
Take a mirror and look in it!! You are just a bitch!
Thursday...YYO was okay
I finally mastered the alto-clef!!!
Congratz! LOL
Why I always get the Viola part ><
Before that I went out for dinner with Celin,May,Manhey,Kaayee and Xinwei.
We even went crazy in Mcdonald..laughing all the way~makes my stomach cramp.
Love hanging out with you guys =)
One thing I love about my current school now is there are not many students..
Means we are quite close to seniors..
Unlike those big big colleges..they don't even know who the hell is their seniors~
It seemed big but from what I observed..their friend circle is not that big either..
Its will always be that gang going in and out..
We....one word..UNITED! XD
Right Weifung? XD
Hmm..another thing about Production.
They changed to Cubase program..
Too bad the key is not allowed to use overnight.
Means I've got no time at all to do..O.O
No idea how to plan my time now..I planned to stay till the night to do but now..
Dead..
All the times I had,the room is occupied..
I have no idea why workshop class must be at that room...
I hope Pok is gonna come out with a good solution~
Really tired these days after reaching home.
Homeworks...practice..hectic~
Real sorry for not updating blog these days.
I'll just state some big things that is going on this week.
First..stupid 'Johnny Bravo' ( a teacher in yamaha with weird body just like JB)
He never liked academy students.
On Tuesday my bag n xinwei's was in St 8..he went and hid it and told us he didn't notice who took it..
Xinwei and I went everywhere searching for it..asking Julie,the counter downstairs..the cleaner..
Whats even worse it the car keys are in the bags..we cant even go home~
We went in to the studio and look 4 3 times and finally choochin open the cabinet and its in there.
Omg..I really went mad!
Next..Wednesday was as usual..with vocal~
Oh yea~I'm freaking going mad at a person too..
Not JB this time....hurting my friend is a terrible mistake bitch!
I've got plenty of reasons to hate you!!
Don't greet me when you see me because it makes me feel disgusting~
Your actions especially....speechless..
Don't think that you can own the whole world!
Take a mirror and look in it!! You are just a bitch!
Thursday...YYO was okay
I finally mastered the alto-clef!!!
Congratz! LOL
Why I always get the Viola part ><
Before that I went out for dinner with Celin,May,Manhey,Kaayee and Xinwei.
We even went crazy in Mcdonald..laughing all the way~makes my stomach cramp.
Love hanging out with you guys =)
One thing I love about my current school now is there are not many students..
Means we are quite close to seniors..
Unlike those big big colleges..they don't even know who the hell is their seniors~
It seemed big but from what I observed..their friend circle is not that big either..
Its will always be that gang going in and out..
We....one word..UNITED! XD
Right Weifung? XD
Hmm..another thing about Production.
They changed to Cubase program..
Too bad the key is not allowed to use overnight.
Means I've got no time at all to do..O.O
No idea how to plan my time now..I planned to stay till the night to do but now..
Dead..
All the times I had,the room is occupied..
I have no idea why workshop class must be at that room...
I hope Pok is gonna come out with a good solution~
Monday, October 10, 2011
My finger
Today I went to school early because Xinwei's class starts early.
Poor me..have to go at 7.30 in the morning for 3pm class.
Its okay actually..we gotta tolerate each other anyway.
She waits for me...I wait for her.
So..morning was excellent..
I'm suppose to accompany Sue with a guitar for her lunchtime concert.
We try off The Show by Lenka..but then it gets kinda boring because we're doing in in band idol anyway.
Oh yea!! I forget to mention that I'll be going for band idol this year.
Something different this time.I'l playing bass instead of guitar.
Wooh....excited~
Before that..always this problem..Band name!
I suggested SOLARIZE and they seemed to like it (as there are no any other ideas)
Nostalgic..it has been a long time since I played in a band~
Back to lunchtime case.
We kept changing songs..and my finger damn hurts playing the guitar~
Although so..I'm actually okay with it..I love guitar..I love pop songs.
Final decision! Just the way you are by Bruno Mars.
Then I went to KLCC with Xinwei to get the MPO tickets.
Its kinda fun actually...then I get a Shu Uemura concealer and I'm both happy and frustrated.
Happy because I got it...frustrated because I'm so FREAKING BROKE!!
I need cash~ I shall wait for my money to come ><
Then I went back to school for class.
After class..Xinwei seemed depressed.
Hmm~guess some freaking bitch went crazy again...whatever..
Its been hours now and my finger still hurts!!! T.T
I'm paralyzed!!!
And so...oh yea~
Guess no one is more crazy than me..
I've change my piano songs for 3 times already..
Too tough for me to handle...
Finally ended up with Bach and Chopin again!! Exactly same like the 1st sem
Thats all for now I guess..
Fingers hurts!
Poor me..have to go at 7.30 in the morning for 3pm class.
Its okay actually..we gotta tolerate each other anyway.
She waits for me...I wait for her.
So..morning was excellent..
I'm suppose to accompany Sue with a guitar for her lunchtime concert.
We try off The Show by Lenka..but then it gets kinda boring because we're doing in in band idol anyway.
Oh yea!! I forget to mention that I'll be going for band idol this year.
Something different this time.I'l playing bass instead of guitar.
Wooh....excited~
Before that..always this problem..Band name!
I suggested SOLARIZE and they seemed to like it (as there are no any other ideas)
Nostalgic..it has been a long time since I played in a band~
Back to lunchtime case.
We kept changing songs..and my finger damn hurts playing the guitar~
Although so..I'm actually okay with it..I love guitar..I love pop songs.
Final decision! Just the way you are by Bruno Mars.
Then I went to KLCC with Xinwei to get the MPO tickets.
Its kinda fun actually...then I get a Shu Uemura concealer and I'm both happy and frustrated.
Happy because I got it...frustrated because I'm so FREAKING BROKE!!
I need cash~ I shall wait for my money to come ><
Then I went back to school for class.
After class..Xinwei seemed depressed.
Hmm~guess some freaking bitch went crazy again...whatever..
Its been hours now and my finger still hurts!!! T.T
I'm paralyzed!!!
And so...oh yea~
Guess no one is more crazy than me..
I've change my piano songs for 3 times already..
Too tough for me to handle...
Finally ended up with Bach and Chopin again!! Exactly same like the 1st sem
Thats all for now I guess..
Fingers hurts!
Friday, October 07, 2011
Inner me
I didn't really update my blog lately..
Too much is going around my mind.
So..classes as usual.
Performed on wednesday for lunchtime and it freaking sucks!
I stopped and repeat again ><
Oh god..I guessed I look like an idiot out there.
Xinwei got sick these days..
Andrea is still that happy..
Me...I don't know exactly.
Sometimes I feel like I don't know who I am anymore.
Xinwei said that day..Why does it seems like I'm the only one who won't go emo?
Hmm....I'm a typical Saggi I guess.
Hate to show out what I really feel..what I am inside.
Unlike those tiny whiny girls who kept going emo...crying for no reason~
Unfortunately guys buys that @.@ Whatever...
Things had been tough lately..everything kept flooding my mind.
Guess not one even notice huh~ I prefer it this way.
Everything beside me seemed so uncertain..
Too much guessing to do...I really do get tired sometimes.
Tell myself not to guess further..but my heart and brain don't seemed to listen.
I still kept back to that concept..
'No one in this world could help me in terms of mentality except myself '
I can't depend on anyone...advise is just a way to calm self down for like....an hour?
Evidence...can you be trusted??
I can't bear it anymore to get hurt or to hurt someone.
I've been protecting and covering myself up long enough to be crushed..
My limits went over once..not this time again.
Guess that is what my life meant to be...right now I just feel like getting a dozen of Heineken.
I actually had a chance of going out tomorrow night..
Too bad the tickets are sold off...
Sigh.. disappointed.
I'm currently composing a song using Andrea's lyrics.
I just love to compose...This is the only thing I can do whole day thinking without getting bored.
I can't believe I wrote down every notes with every counting the whole morning.
This feeling doesn't come often...
By feeling I mean the feeling during composing...
I can fall in love with my composition..The melody..the message that I wanted to tell.
So far in my life I've never found someone who could really transcribe my words in a composition..
Until a few months ago..I was shocked and impressed.
No one really understands and love my composition for its feeling and the meaning.
All I found these times is just because it sounds nice..thats it.
Everything I wrote or played...there certainly is a message inside..
Just waiting for someone to unlock it.
Message that was hidden deep in the maze of my heart.
People kept asking me why play it so emo??
I never answered...not once~
The notes are words for me..If anyone even realize..
I don't compose or play my stuff that often...
Okay..sometimes its damn bored.but mostly...there are times for it.
No one ever knows =)
The one who I'm waiting for is the messenger to my melodies..
Too much is going around my mind.
So..classes as usual.
Performed on wednesday for lunchtime and it freaking sucks!
I stopped and repeat again ><
Oh god..I guessed I look like an idiot out there.
Xinwei got sick these days..
Andrea is still that happy..
Me...I don't know exactly.
Sometimes I feel like I don't know who I am anymore.
Xinwei said that day..Why does it seems like I'm the only one who won't go emo?
Hmm....I'm a typical Saggi I guess.
Hate to show out what I really feel..what I am inside.
Unlike those tiny whiny girls who kept going emo...crying for no reason~
Unfortunately guys buys that @.@ Whatever...
Things had been tough lately..everything kept flooding my mind.
Guess not one even notice huh~ I prefer it this way.
Everything beside me seemed so uncertain..
Too much guessing to do...I really do get tired sometimes.
Tell myself not to guess further..but my heart and brain don't seemed to listen.
I still kept back to that concept..
'No one in this world could help me in terms of mentality except myself '
I can't depend on anyone...advise is just a way to calm self down for like....an hour?
Evidence...can you be trusted??
I can't bear it anymore to get hurt or to hurt someone.
I've been protecting and covering myself up long enough to be crushed..
My limits went over once..not this time again.
Guess that is what my life meant to be...right now I just feel like getting a dozen of Heineken.
I actually had a chance of going out tomorrow night..
Too bad the tickets are sold off...
Sigh.. disappointed.
I'm currently composing a song using Andrea's lyrics.
I just love to compose...This is the only thing I can do whole day thinking without getting bored.
I can't believe I wrote down every notes with every counting the whole morning.
This feeling doesn't come often...
By feeling I mean the feeling during composing...
I can fall in love with my composition..The melody..the message that I wanted to tell.
So far in my life I've never found someone who could really transcribe my words in a composition..
Until a few months ago..I was shocked and impressed.
No one really understands and love my composition for its feeling and the meaning.
All I found these times is just because it sounds nice..thats it.
Everything I wrote or played...there certainly is a message inside..
Just waiting for someone to unlock it.
Message that was hidden deep in the maze of my heart.
People kept asking me why play it so emo??
I never answered...not once~
The notes are words for me..If anyone even realize..
I don't compose or play my stuff that often...
Okay..sometimes its damn bored.but mostly...there are times for it.
No one ever knows =)
The one who I'm waiting for is the messenger to my melodies..
Monday, October 03, 2011
Sunday, October 02, 2011
时间
是我错
是我不对
我没察觉
我不够敏感
我到底是不是伤害了你?
是时间在玩我们
是时间的差距 让一切都不同了
你的温柔体贴我能感受
可我怎么都没想到?!
如果当初你先出现
今天的结局就不会这样了
你能给我一点时间吗?
一点就好
可以吗?
是我不对
我没察觉
我不够敏感
我到底是不是伤害了你?
是时间在玩我们
是时间的差距 让一切都不同了
你的温柔体贴我能感受
可我怎么都没想到?!
如果当初你先出现
今天的结局就不会这样了
你能给我一点时间吗?
一点就好
可以吗?
Going out late
Yesterday night I went out for jazz performance by my jazz lecturer.
My whole family went (since they have to send me)
So..we got the wrong road at first and everyone has already arrived~
So sorry XD
Reached there..called Summer.
I meet up with him before going in.
He had a stomach ache..pity~
At least he bought some meds.
Went into Alexis..its freaking cool!
Dark..gloomy..romantic~
This is the kind of place I like actually
We sat together with Xinwei,Fiona and her boyfriend.
Glad to meet up with xinwei...she seems fine but I guess she is just hiding all inside.
Hmm...so~all the stupid talking starts..
I didn't notice Weili was just sitting at the table beside us.
He saw me and he walked over to our table and chat for a little while..he really seemed different.
Much....professional,yea thats the word..
Watching jazz performance at such a place..how can I stand it without some red wine XD
So we ordered 2 glasses..I shared with both Xinwei and Summer~
Most of Xinwei's I'm the one who is drinking..=.= wth
Then...I told him about it..
Freaking god!I didn't expect that...I'm really a freaking idiot!
Hmm..overall the performance was kinda cool.
Mostly enjoyed talking with everyone.
Meeting Summer again was fun too.=)
Thats all for now.
My whole family went (since they have to send me)
So..we got the wrong road at first and everyone has already arrived~
So sorry XD
Reached there..called Summer.
I meet up with him before going in.
He had a stomach ache..pity~
At least he bought some meds.
Went into Alexis..its freaking cool!
Dark..gloomy..romantic~
This is the kind of place I like actually
We sat together with Xinwei,Fiona and her boyfriend.
Glad to meet up with xinwei...she seems fine but I guess she is just hiding all inside.
Hmm...so~all the stupid talking starts..
I didn't notice Weili was just sitting at the table beside us.
He saw me and he walked over to our table and chat for a little while..he really seemed different.
Much....professional,yea thats the word..
Watching jazz performance at such a place..how can I stand it without some red wine XD
So we ordered 2 glasses..I shared with both Xinwei and Summer~
Most of Xinwei's I'm the one who is drinking..=.= wth
Then...I told him about it..
Freaking god!I didn't expect that...I'm really a freaking idiot!
Hmm..overall the performance was kinda cool.
Mostly enjoyed talking with everyone.
Meeting Summer again was fun too.=)
Thats all for now.
Saturday, October 01, 2011
すみません
I said I'm sorry.
But the message was never transmitted.
Is the word not clear enough?
Or is it that your heart is denying everything?
This is not what we choose..i know~
That is why I'm saying sorry..
You'll never get it
But the message was never transmitted.
Is the word not clear enough?
Or is it that your heart is denying everything?
This is not what we choose..i know~
That is why I'm saying sorry..
Friday, September 30, 2011
Outing before yyo
Thursday
So I had my electone class in the morning.
Surprisingly Pok said my playing was not bad..
My reaction..O.O serious?! I played like shit~
Whatever...its nice to get a compliment though XD
After class.. practice~
Then I accompanied Xinwei to fetch A..and meanwhile get some food for Xinwei since she cant really park well and so I have to go down...
It seems that A is not that happy with me there..Its simply NOTHING but she is not happy with it @.@
Back at school when Manhey showed me Neo's message that he is not going out with us..
I seriously get mad!
He said he won't ffk me!
Called and he didn't pick up...Fire was already on my head.
Thank god he replied me when I was in MP class saying that he'll go.
At last he surrender~
LMAO~
Then I went out with Celin,Manhey,May and Kyee to 1U.
Met him at the arcade and headed to Johnny's to meet Manhey n Kyee..
Hmm..Chat like mad as usual..laugh laugh~
Being around that guy..I couldn't be normal XDD
Its kinda fun actually..yet~I won't think anything else anymore =)
Back to freaking YYO..
I got the Viola again!!!God!! save me!
The songs were nice actually..expecially Elgar's Chanson de Matin..I always love that.
Emo and dark...
I kinda like to stay up late night like this and go out with seniors aka friends..
Seniors are not really seniors now..its more like friends.although we are in a different batch.
This going to be part of my college life~
I cherish all of you...my friends =)
So I had my electone class in the morning.
Surprisingly Pok said my playing was not bad..
My reaction..O.O serious?! I played like shit~
Whatever...its nice to get a compliment though XD
After class.. practice~
Then I accompanied Xinwei to fetch A..and meanwhile get some food for Xinwei since she cant really park well and so I have to go down...
It seems that A is not that happy with me there..Its simply NOTHING but she is not happy with it @.@
Back at school when Manhey showed me Neo's message that he is not going out with us..
I seriously get mad!
He said he won't ffk me!
Called and he didn't pick up...Fire was already on my head.
Thank god he replied me when I was in MP class saying that he'll go.
At last he surrender~
LMAO~
Then I went out with Celin,Manhey,May and Kyee to 1U.
Met him at the arcade and headed to Johnny's to meet Manhey n Kyee..
Hmm..Chat like mad as usual..laugh laugh~
Being around that guy..I couldn't be normal XDD
Its kinda fun actually..yet~I won't think anything else anymore =)
Back to freaking YYO..
I got the Viola again!!!God!! save me!
The songs were nice actually..expecially Elgar's Chanson de Matin..I always love that.
Emo and dark...
I kinda like to stay up late night like this and go out with seniors aka friends..
Seniors are not really seniors now..its more like friends.although we are in a different batch.
This going to be part of my college life~
I cherish all of you...my friends =)
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Tuesday update
So..Tuesday~
Went to school as usual.
Sleepy as usual too ><
Hmm~took AV key for practise.
Then..Julie came outside the studio with those Ministry people.
I heard her explaining the rules about taking studio keys..bla bla bla~
I wanted to go out and look for xinwei but that guy outside my door thought he interrupted me and asked me to continue..
I wanted to say..'Dude..I need to go out okay'..stands in front of my door =.=
So~improvisation class.
Whats freaking annoying is that the Ministry people came in to observe~
Impro class man!WTH?! Damn tension..
Thanks god Richard 'acted' with us..Choose the one we've done before and acted like its the next exercise we're doing. (smart-ass teacher)
They were in like about 10minutes.(what's the point?!)
Thank god anyway...they really freak us out.
History class was like usual..hmm~not that bored for me..
Then my favourite!!!Jazz class!!
I just loovee the teacher..he is awesome and freaking straight..I really like that
Hmm..our class today is all about Weili talking about his music lifestyle things...reality about music industry~
Love to hear that..and of course..as funny as usual =)
After that..nothing much going on.
Went out for some snacks with Andrea,Chooc and Rose..
Ate tutti fruitti!!!! damn happy!! XDD
Thats all for now~
Oh yea..I created the best pic of Vanity =)
LOL..cool huh? XDD
But I kinda look short ><
Duh....I need heels!!! XD
Went to school as usual.
Sleepy as usual too ><
Hmm~took AV key for practise.
Then..Julie came outside the studio with those Ministry people.
I heard her explaining the rules about taking studio keys..bla bla bla~
I wanted to go out and look for xinwei but that guy outside my door thought he interrupted me and asked me to continue..
I wanted to say..'Dude..I need to go out okay'..stands in front of my door =.=
So~improvisation class.
Whats freaking annoying is that the Ministry people came in to observe~
Impro class man!WTH?! Damn tension..
Thanks god Richard 'acted' with us..Choose the one we've done before and acted like its the next exercise we're doing. (smart-ass teacher)
They were in like about 10minutes.(what's the point?!)
Thank god anyway...they really freak us out.
History class was like usual..hmm~not that bored for me..
Then my favourite!!!Jazz class!!
I just loovee the teacher..he is awesome and freaking straight..I really like that
Hmm..our class today is all about Weili talking about his music lifestyle things...reality about music industry~
Love to hear that..and of course..as funny as usual =)
After that..nothing much going on.
Went out for some snacks with Andrea,Chooc and Rose..
Ate tutti fruitti!!!! damn happy!! XDD
Thats all for now~
Oh yea..I created the best pic of Vanity =)
LOL..cool huh? XDD
But I kinda look short ><
Duh....I need heels!!! XD
Monday, September 26, 2011
Monday..again =.=
I'm really sleepy this morning.
Feel like jumping in the bed again after waking up ><
Its kinda warm..unlike the usual cold-to-death morning.
Hmm..just like usual days~
Follow xinwei to school..
Ooh..gotta mention again that my crazy mood is back =)
I've face the fuckin reality and this is what I end up to be...as normal as I can be (ooh..it rhymes XD)
So..went to school.Everyone was busy about the Ministry trip thingy~
Hunting for tags to put out student card...
Prepared for interview.but waited and waited...
Hmm..whole morning practicing and chatting (wouldn't let go of chatting )
Then afternoon I went crazy with Fiona,xinwei and the new student.
LMAO..looking at stupid photos and laugh like hell in the hallway~
Its kinda nostalgic..the last time did those laughing things until that stage is when he was here.
Hmm..without him here its really boring~(see! how important you are!)
Don't get cocky though~
So..I laughed until I forget that I have class..
Thank god I'm only late for 5 minutes.
So class went on..
I came out from class and heard that the interview has been canceled
My reaction..WTF?!
Damn stupid okay..told us to prepare and said it was canceled..thank god I didn't went and memorize the fckin handbook!
Forget it..Julie biscuit owe us one! =P
Went home early today..directly after my class at 4pm.
Thats all for monday.
Feel like jumping in the bed again after waking up ><
Its kinda warm..unlike the usual cold-to-death morning.
Hmm..just like usual days~
Follow xinwei to school..
Ooh..gotta mention again that my crazy mood is back =)
I've face the fuckin reality and this is what I end up to be...as normal as I can be (ooh..it rhymes XD)
So..went to school.Everyone was busy about the Ministry trip thingy~
Hunting for tags to put out student card...
Prepared for interview.but waited and waited...
Hmm..whole morning practicing and chatting (wouldn't let go of chatting )
Then afternoon I went crazy with Fiona,xinwei and the new student.
LMAO..looking at stupid photos and laugh like hell in the hallway~
Its kinda nostalgic..the last time did those laughing things until that stage is when he was here.
Hmm..without him here its really boring~(see! how important you are!)
Don't get cocky though~
So..I laughed until I forget that I have class..
Thank god I'm only late for 5 minutes.
So class went on..
I came out from class and heard that the interview has been canceled
My reaction..WTF?!
Damn stupid okay..told us to prepare and said it was canceled..thank god I didn't went and memorize the fckin handbook!
Forget it..Julie biscuit owe us one! =P
Went home early today..directly after my class at 4pm.
Thats all for monday.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
In life
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept,
things we don't want to know but have to learn,
and people we can't live without but have to let go.
things we don't want to know but have to learn,
and people we can't live without but have to let go.
Things that are going on now~
So..Its Sunday again.
Woke up early and prepare for work.
Oh yea! I wore colored contact lens in front of my mom already.
I told her about it and she told me not to buy anymore after these 2 pairs.(Like I would XD)
Hmm..ate oat and some oreo biscuits.
I gotta slim down..><
Daddy is poking me with those words again..
I'm trying okay!...need some time~
Hate it..why is it so hard to lose weight?!
Its like doing so much but yet..Its still the same ><
So damn regret right now..stupid instant noodles!!!
Things would be different if I did some changed back then..
Hmm....what's over is over now.
Okay.so I went to work.
Sleepy as usual..
My student Joe..I'm kinda proud of him.
I didn't thought he would improve that much but he was fine.
Finally he started talking to me and could even joke..
LOL..he is a cute little boy~ =)
I wondered how my teacher felt when she was teaching me last time?
She has been teaching me since I was like...6?
Yea..more than 10 years.
Thanks to her that I am able to be what I am today.
That should be all for now..
To you..I still miss you ><
Woke up early and prepare for work.
Oh yea! I wore colored contact lens in front of my mom already.
I told her about it and she told me not to buy anymore after these 2 pairs.(Like I would XD)
Hmm..ate oat and some oreo biscuits.
I gotta slim down..><
Daddy is poking me with those words again..
I'm trying okay!...need some time~
Hate it..why is it so hard to lose weight?!
Its like doing so much but yet..Its still the same ><
So damn regret right now..stupid instant noodles!!!
Things would be different if I did some changed back then..
Hmm....what's over is over now.
Okay.so I went to work.
Sleepy as usual..
My student Joe..I'm kinda proud of him.
I didn't thought he would improve that much but he was fine.
Finally he started talking to me and could even joke..
LOL..he is a cute little boy~ =)
I wondered how my teacher felt when she was teaching me last time?
She has been teaching me since I was like...6?
Yea..more than 10 years.
Thanks to her that I am able to be what I am today.
That should be all for now..
Friday, September 23, 2011
Thursday~1st yyo
Had a good time yesterday~
First is my electone class...Got some new songs~
Very very nice but..IT KILLS ME with the freaking running notes and counting ><
Practice the whole morning.
Went hanging around then with seniors~
Then its solfege class...hmm cute teacher we've got there =)
Continue practicing plus some chatting with the new students and Fiona~
Then finally..PRODUCTION!! after for so long.
Its very nostalgic being in that room where he was there..
Those program that he opened before for me to see..
That particular place..brings back memories..
Guess I still need some time before everything could go back to normal.
I can't blame anyone for this case.
Its me myself who dig this freaking hole and jumped in..sigh~
Stupid me.
Then went for dinner with Celin, May and Andrea~loveys
Hmm..did some photo shooting.. here it is
The words down there means.
Perhaps...it is destined
I won't try to get any answer anymore...
Hmm..back to the case.
Night time YYO~(Yamaha Youth Orchestra)
Forced to go this semester.
It was kinda lousy to me..I got the Viola part on the Electone..
Hell!!I got blur when I see the freaking score..
ITS ALL IN ALTO CLEF!
Xinwei was laughing all the way ><
Kept writing the notes..each notes!
It finished early..Dad fetch me home~
Yeah.i summarized everything XDD
Yet I still..
First is my electone class...Got some new songs~
Very very nice but..IT KILLS ME with the freaking running notes and counting ><
Practice the whole morning.
Went hanging around then with seniors~
Then its solfege class...hmm cute teacher we've got there =)
Continue practicing plus some chatting with the new students and Fiona~
Then finally..PRODUCTION!! after for so long.
Its very nostalgic being in that room where he was there..
Those program that he opened before for me to see..
That particular place..brings back memories..
Guess I still need some time before everything could go back to normal.
I can't blame anyone for this case.
Its me myself who dig this freaking hole and jumped in..sigh~
Stupid me.
Then went for dinner with Celin, May and Andrea~loveys
Hmm..did some photo shooting.. here it is
Vanity family~
Vampires with different personality..
This is a potret of me =)
own creation.
Perhaps...it is destined
I won't try to get any answer anymore...
Hmm..back to the case.
Night time YYO~(Yamaha Youth Orchestra)
Forced to go this semester.
It was kinda lousy to me..I got the Viola part on the Electone..
Hell!!I got blur when I see the freaking score..
ITS ALL IN ALTO CLEF!
Xinwei was laughing all the way ><
Kept writing the notes..each notes!
It finished early..Dad fetch me home~
Yeah.i summarized everything XDD
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
Monday..bored
My day was as usual..
Its gotten even boring.
I played Final Fantasy songs the whole morning.
The feeling is awesome.
I really love those songs because they could make me play with feelings within.
Its not often that I could play like that expect for my own creation.
Andrea was right...she express through words and poems.
I express through melody and notes~
We could really be a good partner =)
Monday is a really boring day for me.
Only one class >.<
Something is really wrong with me.
I can't continue this way anymore.
This got to stop!!
Its so not me now...guess that is what it feels like.
Really afraid.
Thanks anyway to May for giving me some advise which..seriously helps me a lot..
For now..thats all~I hope there would be something to continue~
Its gotten even boring.
I played Final Fantasy songs the whole morning.
The feeling is awesome.
I really love those songs because they could make me play with feelings within.
Its not often that I could play like that expect for my own creation.
Andrea was right...she express through words and poems.
I express through melody and notes~
We could really be a good partner =)
Monday is a really boring day for me.
Only one class >.<
Something is really wrong with me.
I can't continue this way anymore.
This got to stop!!
Its so not me now...guess that is what it feels like.
Really afraid.
Thanks anyway to May for giving me some advise which..seriously helps me a lot..
For now..thats all~I hope there would be something to continue~
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Sad case..
Trying to complete my lyrics..
But I could think no more..
I have no idea how to express this..
Its not hate that I felt..
Its frustration and disappointed towards myself..
Holding it up is easy..
Letting it go..it maybe imposible.
But I could think no more..
I have no idea how to express this..
Its not hate that I felt..
Its frustration and disappointed towards myself..
Holding it up is easy..
Letting it go..it maybe imposible.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
For now?or forever?
It feels weird..
Still trying to think things in another way..
Trying to adapt..
I guess~
Its not easy..Its really kinda tough...
Slacking around in every corner.
The feeling and the enthusiasm isn't there anymore..
A simple song brings everything back..
I couldn't hold back anymore~
Its feels... disappointing and frustrating..
At least there may be a next episode in this story..I really hope so~
Laughing covers up things for now..could it be forever..
Only time could tell..
Just hope that this is not the ending~
Who knows..
Still trying to think things in another way..
Trying to adapt..
I guess~
Its not easy..Its really kinda tough...
Slacking around in every corner.
The feeling and the enthusiasm isn't there anymore..
A simple song brings everything back..
I couldn't hold back anymore~
Its feels... disappointing and frustrating..
At least there may be a next episode in this story..I really hope so~
Laughing covers up things for now..could it be forever..
Only time could tell..
Just hope that this is not the ending~
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