Monday, November 28, 2011

Can I?

     Tired


Frustrating


 Emo?


  Can I please sleep for 24 hours?


     Can things be a little smoother?


  Can I think of nothing just for a minute?

Friday, November 25, 2011

Awesomeness

      Thursdays.
 In the morning I went to school for band practice.
     We started at 10am I practice for about 2 hours.
 I've been gliding the bass for 2 hours.
    I imagine that.
At the end of the practice.. My fingers have (I have no idea what it calls in english) something sort of a little water balloon on my fingers XD  Sorry for the bad explanation.
      It doesn't hurts actually..but then as time goes by it gets more and more bulky.
  So after that Celin, Xinwei and me went for lunch with May and Stephen.
     Stephen is indeed not bad at all..as long as May is happy =)
  Then back to school for Solfege class..(boring)
  
  After class.
    I accompanied Xinwei to Sunway to get movie tickets.
  Nothing much over there.
     Then after that she dropped me at Celin's house.
  May was already there.
      C showed us some cosplay pictures and all of us went crazy.
 Then sifu messaged me asking if I was already at 1U.
       He told me he just woke up and I pulled him to go with us.
   Cant believe he really rushed to go with us..
   Waited at the lobby of his condo..(he is really freaking slow)
      As usual he is never fast!
       At least he was just late for 3 minutes.
  Around him I could never be normal or to say...crazy.
   LOL..we kept talking and talking
  
  Celin, May and I went in to the cinema for Breaking Dawn and sifu went to arcade himself.(sorry for him but he himself is willing to)
   The movie was AWESOMEE!!!
       I can't stop myself from going crazy after the movies.
  Then I went to look for Summer at the bowling alley..Called bro down from the arcade.
     Stephen came for May..both of them had walk themselves.
 Celin and bro accompanied me at the bowling alley.
     Its good to see him once again after for a few weeks.
    Hmm..his bowling skills are really bad.
 Celin went off early so that leaves me with stupid sifu.
    Kept talking stupid things and hitting my head (If I became stupid its all your fault!)
 Summer is playing his game and thanks to bro for accompanying me there.
  I really had no idea what to do if I were alone right there.
    
     So his game went on until about 9pm then he sent me and bro home.
  Anyway.really thank you bro.
     Wasting your time for me =)
   Best bro I've ever had.
         Hmm..remember you promised me something last week that you'll give me today!
 
  Yesterday I realized something.
    This is for you guys. Especially for that few particular person.
有你们在身旁...这样就够了♥
I really meant it.
     Standing in between you guys.
 Makes me feel....wanted.
       Someplace that I can find my warmth.
 Someplace that I am cherished.
      Sifu..for helping me in everything..accompanied me..Yet still bullied me >< ( history won't repeat..don't worry)
  Can't believe you really did that.
     For my dear Xinwei..
 Listen for what I ever had to say..although sometime your mood is not that good either but yet.. =)
 


  
    

       
  

Monday, November 21, 2011

Shoppin!!

Its another week all over again~
   Monday..the most relaxing day of all.
    There are exams going on in Yamaha today.its gonna go on for a week I guess.
 A lot of classes are canceled.
    After classes in the morning, I went to Sunway with Xinwei.

   My aim is to get some clothes for New Year and also for band.
      Next is to return the laptop battery to my cousin .
 For band clothes,Penny told us to get something with classic boxes.
    I went in to Asian Avenue to shop.
 Before getting anything we went for porridge.
        After eating...here we go~
 I still prefer to look for clothes in asian avenue than to find it in Sunway's branded shop.
    Expansive and not really nice (doesn't suit my taste actually)
      Hmm..its kinda tricky..
 Finally I still manage to get 2 clothes.
    One is a long shirt with black and white boxes with a little grey vest outside.
       Thank god I don't look fat in it.
  Continue walking..round and round sunway~
       Finally still back to AA.
   Got another grey blouse that I looveee!
          I'll take some pictures and post it soon =)

     I'm really tired today.
 Thank god I could go late to school tomorrow.
      Let me sleep more..XD

Neo showed me a video on youtube yesterday.. Usavich
     Heard before?
          Its damn stupid and retarded that I kept laughing.
      Unexpectedly gor went high too LOL!
        Saying the rabbit is him and that freaking weird chick is me @.@
     This weird chick.
     Its so eww!!
          Anyway..check out that Video~
 Link here 
          Gotta get some sleep.


Nitez everyone =)


 

Saturday, November 19, 2011

about Friday~

        It changed.

      Everything changes..

       Is it too late to realize?

I was suppose to finish my production work yesterday so I went out with my dad since he is going to send me to school after fetching my aunt from the airport.
   When I'm having lunch with aunt and dad, Andrea called me and told me that the room is not usable. (I even forget the reason)
      I got no point going there since I cant do anything there.
    So I end up attending my cousin's scholarship award thingy in his college together with my aunt (thats the point she came here)
       Its kinda bored actually.
 Then when we're going back..I messaged bro see if he wants to go out.
      He said yes and we went out for a meet in Sunway.
      It had been a while since I talked to him.
     Got high as usual when I saw him..we talked for about 2 hours..
 Update ourself..
         Thanks for everything bro.
   I really had no idea what to think what to do without your advise and comfort.
      I'll wait for your news..a week you promised.
        Went for a drink in Station 1..go on chatting.
   He's doing fine.Glad to hear that at least.
      
      Night time my cousin sis came back from work then she and my aunt came to my house for sleepover.
 I became their GPS and guide them to my house.
      Hmm...nothing much going on at night.
  
       I kept feeling like shit.
    I kept getting fcking instincts there days.
     Get to feel something too.
      Things are going wrong again.
    All I can do is to count on you =)


Tired.

    

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Painting

Busy these days.
      Repaint my house.
 Paint the ceiling to white and repaint my room's color.
    I sorta hate my room's previous color..
 It really makes my room look like Disney room ><
   Blue plus pink..imagine that.
Thank god for this time I choose something in the same tone but with contrast on the brightness.
     At least art class that I took during my early years was not wasted right now.
 Sis almost choose pink that will make me puke.
      I still prefer something greyish blue..something like this
Feel comfortable and soothing.
Perfect for rooms.

The ceiling painting yesterday was already tiring.
 Heads up all the time.
   Painting the corner with brush before doing it with the roller (my dad is sorta clumsy)
     I have to climb up the ladder once again
 I still remember the first time in my life ever that I climb ladder was during my 1st part time job.
  Shoes are on the tall rack that I have to climb up to get it..
 Legs were shivering ><
      Thanks to that I have the guts to climb..LOL
   
 Back to painting.
    Oh yea..forget to mention that me and my sis slept in the living room yesterday on out mattress.
   Kinda fun actually..XD
         Things in our room are all shifted out to prepare for painting.
    Guess tonight we're gonna sleep in the living room again.

Gosh..my stomach is annoying me right now~
   Gotta go home and hunt for food..ciao
      

Friday, November 11, 2011

Another usual day

Its Friday..again.
     Hmm...another 'stay-at-home-do-nothing' day.
   Yesterday was another crazy day again in school.
   First it was electone class where I spend almost half an hour of class discussing with teacher about computer things.
    You see I wanted to get a production set at home so that I could do my own production without staying back in school till late night.
     Then its drum class again..Edmund is as funny as usual~
 The only thing I don't like is he smokes and he's got the smoke breath (really hate it)
   Learned new fill-ins...quite awesome..gosh~Elaine took a photo without me knowing >< and its awful..
  Then..had lunch and prepared for the next class...
 Solfege was special...we sang pop songs instead of the stupid boring childish tunes =)
      Lastly...MP!! Showed teacher my song and he edited it..he is really good (I wonder why couldn't I have half of his brain capacity??)
   Stayed back for YYO..had dinner with Xinwei,May and Celin.
    Nothing special for the whole night except I got the Viola part again.=.=

    Friday~
       Woke up at 10am feeling fresh.
    Went to get Reeve's ukulele from Vivian.
       Surprisingly she knows my bos.
 This field is so small..she is even teaching cello at my centre for part time.
          The Ukulele is so so cute!! its like baby guitar~
     So I guess this is the only guitar I don't know how to play...
 Gotta learn XDD

        The whole afternoon practising..
   watching movie...doing assignment..
       At least I did some of my assignment this time XD
      So I guess thats all for now =)
        

Sunday, November 06, 2011

My baby!!

 Japanese Visual Kei bands.
    Not many could accept it..but for me..its fine~as long as its not too EXTREME
        My favourite one..SID~
       Their makeups are not that over.
         Yet their songs are all so so so freaking awesome!!
  Favourite song of them - Uso , Sleep , Cosmetic (3 of my favourite)
Not really heavy metal but just nice for me..sorta relaxing too.
       Goshh...they are so cute!!

They are damn hottttt!!


How could you resist Mao's cuteness XD


Omigoshh....dear Aki!!
 Why the hell is he so cute??!!
    Okay.here I go again
      Work as usual this morning.
  Woke up and everyone at home is missing except my dad and sleeping sister.
       Mom and aunts are all gone.
    Start prepare for work..
    Went out for breakfast with dad.
      Work was fine..quite busy today..
   Writing cheque...handling fees.
      
       Ooh..I shall talk about my student today.
 I think I may be a little extreme..
      My keyboard student is improving like almost....a lot compared to the first day I taught him
   He was blank..I mean TOTALLY blank.
      No idea how to read notes..and damn quiet!
  Within 3 months..He could read!!
         Guess what...his rhythmic sense is quite good.( kinda scared me)
    For a 3 month learning student..he is considered quite good.
       Am I a little too fast?
     So..I really enjoyed teaching right now..
    These are things I never done in the past...taught but not to teach.
      Its kinda...interesting actually~
  Its like what people usually say..paint a white plain canvas..
       Thats exactly what I'm doing right now.

       I'm glad that my online business is still surviving.
    Too bad for those friends who stopped their business page.
       Thank god I didn't sell clothes..its really tough to hang around.
 Bag was the best choice and I did it! =)
         Its mainly luck actually.
    I can't believe even until right now I still have orders.
      For those who never seen..here it is
                   The Spring Garden
                   The Spring Garden blog (incomplete)
             The blog is incomplete since nobody even cares about it ><
     Hmm..got some branded bags to sell out..brand new
      Interested..look for me =)

       I went out with Xinwei just now to help her choose a new glasses frame.
      We go crazy choosing again..talking all the way
   I really could do and say anything in front of her..
        Really a good company to me.
    Can't believe I wasn't close to her during secondary time..stupid me
      Then we went for some yogurt ice cream in Tutti Fruiti~
     Talk talk talk...laugh laugh laugh~
       Thank she is feeling better now =)
   After that..plenty of time left~
      End up treating her cake in Secret Recipe..the love of both of us..CHOCOLATE!!
  She don't really eat chocolate but yet love chocolate cake..weird huh XD
       Then sent me home..
 Got boring again..then went online =)
       done..

End Report.
    time to rest my mind..ciao~~

Saturday, November 05, 2011

Happy birthday my fren =)

       Happy birthday to you.
  If I'm not mistaken...I've known you since primary school I guess~
     This is called fate I guess..
       Because of music I know you..Because of music we became close.
   We weren't close at first..its just hi-bye friends.
      This year.. we entered the same school~
    Then I realize.. what we think. what we liked is almost the same (I mean character)
      Hmm.. we are really one match best friend~
  Its different from my previous best friend..maybe its because we're in the same field (I don't mean anything else)
  
  You're really nice and sorta unique~
        Weird like me XD
    Really good in music sense actually its just refuse to use it.
     Hmm...really a good company to me these while =)
 
     Your birthday this year may not be as what you think.
   But anyway...its your special day~
     Should not be ruined by others..not worth it~
 Its the day you strive to live...without your effort in the past..you wouldn't have what you posses now~
     Besides your mom..you are the one to thank for
 So..cheer and remember~
      I'm always here..
  Thats why I told you my thing lo~
      Don't expect..you will be afraid of birthday next time..I've tried once and thats enough.
   At least you have friends to celebrate with you okay..
      
   I know this post is nothing to you.
    But this is the most that I could do to cheer you =)
        Love you kayzz ~~
     


For you~

Substitute teacher

   I've become a substitute teacher for a month.( I meant piano.)
     Ms Lee (my bos) is preparing for her wedding and after that going for a honeymoon so I took over her students.
     I can't believe that I'm teaching a grade 8 student.
 I was kinda afraid at first...omigosh..I'm half pail of water myself..G8?!
     When it started..then I realize..
         I moved on..I really did moved on compared to when I was grade 8
    I could guide her..I really could.
      Damn glad..
  Then a G1 student..nothing special~
    Okay...G2 student who was 14.
       she was kinda impressed with what I taught her..a little pop things.
    I kinda like her too =)
  How good if I could teach her permanently.. XD (I'm so bad)
  
   I start to love teaching now.
 Initially its kinda boring..but now~watching them improve.
    Its really nice when they could achieve something next time.
 I wonder what my teacher was thinking when she taught me last time.
    Does she feels proud of what I am right now?
 I'm really grateful to have her to teach me in the past..without her guidance.
  I'm not what I am right now.
       She taught me since I was 6 years old...
   Only right now I realize..The knowledge I have right now is really sufficient..as what she taught me last time.
  Tell me stories..introduce me into various composers and songs.
      Thanks Ms Koe =)
I was this...10 years ago=)
  
   Hmm..my house is kinda..
 Noisy today with all my aunts here..
       Tonight is gonna be a problem with everyone here ><
     Where the hell are they gonna sleep?!
  Hope we could come up with a solution by tonight.



  

  
  

Friday, November 04, 2011

不知道

现在的我

以不知道什么是什么

像那时... 我都分不清了

 有这么糟糕吗?

事情有那么难堪吗?

     现在的怎么都不一样了

至少我现在能确定   之前的发现,感觉都是对的

     讨厌...为什么不能坦言
有这么讨你厌吗?

going on

     I'll start off with the updates.
  Yesterday was kinda stupid.
    3 lecturer canceled class..
 So I ended up having the whole day until 9pm.><
  Here it is...another horror movie with Xinwei.
    'Don't be afraid of the dark'.
 Its not really scary actually...its kinda..fake too
      So..after movie we went for a walk..all over~
 Hmm..nothing much after that.

     YYO at night...pathetic!
 8 person again!
     Poor doremon actually XD
   Julie came in and he asked about the 'missing' students..
      This is what Julie said.  'Its okay.A few loyal one will do' wth
 She really thought we are deff..I can hear you bitch.
    So..its kinda waste of time being there..(regret going)
      Thank god we finished early.

       I have no idea right now..
      I really am lost right now..
  Another problem at the other side..
      How long are we gonna wait?!
    How many times are you gonna say the same thing??!
       I could even depend on myself right now and what the heck are you still doing slacking around!?
  All I could say is I would not die without you. You wanna go on like this IDC!
     Just stop controlling everything like you have the right! (sorry to say this)
  I know sometimes its for our own good...but please..
       I'm grown enough to know what the hell I'm doing okay!
   I know its rude but can you shut the hell up until you prove to me that you deserve the right for my respect?!

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Moving on

      Okay..finally I get to blog.
 Lots of practice and homeworks these days.
    So..piano class on Monday.

 Piano is really worrying me.
     I could barely complete any of my songs this semester.
 Its all damn tough.
     I can't do anything right now but to practice like mad.
 History assignment...I haven't even read the topic.
 Now presentation is coming up..oohh~I'm dead meat.
  
    Whats real funny these days is during Richard's class..
 A lizard appeared..everyone in the classroom was afraid except me.
  I was sitting there watching them trying to find it out..damn hilarious!!
     I didn't expect Richard to be afraid of lizards too.
 LOL..the whole class turned into chaos because of a freaking lizard!
   Xinwei was so shocked when Richard threw a paper to her XDDD (she thought it was a lizard).

   Today there was a drum masterclass.
        Its kinda disappointing actually.
  Compared to last semester..this time is kinda boring.
    And yet...we still love Edmund!! XD
      Then I skipped vocal class.
   I really wonder what would that Cow say when she find out the students left are not more than half.
    She will definitely go crazy..
  
 Hmm...about my inner-self.
      I'm good these days =)
  Quite happy..
       Yet sometimes he really makes me worry.
  Oh yea~I have no idea why but some people around me is acting weird these days.
     To be precise...treating me weird.
 I really hate to think these kinda thing already. I can sense it but I have no idea why they acted that way.
   
If you don't like what I did..of hate my attitude or something please speak out..
 Don't hate me behind me!


Anyway..If there is anything I did that offended you guys..
   I'm really sorry...I didn't do it on purpose.

  Right now all I hope is he would feel better..
 Things would get better =)

TATA