You..

Why the hell do I still think about you?!

Why the hell do you still exist in my heart?!

Why the hell do I still miss you after for so long?!!

You don't even give a damn about me anymore but yet....a part of me still think about you..

How have you been? What are you up to now?

I wonder if I still exist in your heart...
I wonder if any part of you still hope to see me again...

Why does it have to be you?
如何して？
何故私わまで君お愛していない？

Big day on Saturday

I'm so sorry for the late updates.
My Saturday has been very hectic.
I woke up at 9.30 in the morning and started all the makeup and hairdo thingy...
It took me longer than I expect. I finish at 11.30am... Crazy huh XD
So my senior came and pick me up and headed to school.
It was my third semester concert already..time really never felt tired huh.

The preparations was really busy.
It was the graduation first before the concert...
Watching my seniors graduate..getting their honored certificate from school..thinking of my time in the future..
Its really nostalgic..guess we've been through quite a lot~

After graduation..here comes concert..
Everything was fine except for some little mistakes during the performance..overall is still awesome to me~
I had a really great time playing and fooling around with my fellow friends in school..
You know...times like this makes me think of you~ I hated that.

Then...our michael jackson medley was much awesome than what we expected.. Only one word to describe
'囲いKAKOI' ( means cool in japanese)

Concert ends fast. I took tons of photos with my schoolmates and also graduated seniors. Here are the photos~

Miss you guys already ;(

This song is dedicated to everyone~
Her voice is so pretty that I couldn't resist it.

Here it is..supercell vocalist~

Chelly

A wish

Dad said it again.
'its gonna start...one more month and everything is gonna be alright'
I've heard that for about 7 years from now.
Persuaded again and again by this doubted news..
Is it really going to happen or is these all just a bullshit?
I've strive long enough by my own to be tough and I don't give a damn anymore about what is going to happen.
All these years I've been doing everything on my own...working...collecting cash to get what I want...
I even have several jobs..
To me I've done great for my level. At least I did learn to be independent.

Its already 7 years...
7 years of striving to live..
Once I graduated high school..I worked and worked~ not to neglect studies also.
My mom did an awesome job. She is the person I admire the most.
A mere lady striving for the family..
Thanks mom =)
One day...I'll stop all these~ I'll take over the responsibility by doing what I am capable of.


My only wish now is that what he says is real~

Everything about recent stuff

So its the study break now for me~
two more days to my exam as well..
I'm glad that this course I picked..the exams are more...different as we don't have to do much last minute reading.
Recital exams are exactly what we are doing all these while..

Hmm~ not really excited this time as I actually feel quite confident in a way.

Oh yea..I haven't mention this..
The video that I worked on in the previous competition worked out very awesome.
We got the champion..
This means a lot to me as I could really prove that I could manage this..I have the skills in this ^^

Speaking about skills..I attended the Yamaha Electone Festival yesterday in Matic Hall.
The competitors were mostly awesome..
The kids are skilled with their experience as well.
I guess I couldn't compare myself with them as I only learned the electone for a year =)
At least I did improve~

Before going out~ as usual..love to makeup.
To me its more of covering up flaws and be someone more confident~
My sis's job >>