Saturday, April 20, 2013

Fine..

And so I dyed my front hair back. No big deal bout the color.
I'm still frustrated and disappointed to what he said the past few days.
Disgracing my job and my ambitions.
He said finally said that he doesn't want me in entertainment line...he don't like me singing in cafes.
I love to sing I love to perform and whats that!
To him singing in cafes is quite a low standard job. Damn who could get this LOW STANDARD job that easily!!
I have my passion I have my dreams and this is what I am.
Saying that he'll support me whatever i want to do. I ain't smoking weed, I ain't taking drugs either.
Its just singing that simple.

I'm sorry but I can't help getting mad.

Friday, April 19, 2013

:(

Dear bloggie,

I'm really disappointed with my parents. I thought they were supportive on my thoughts towards art but it seemed that I was wrong.
They think that its a disgrace to them. I am a disgrace to their family.
I am who I am and nothing is gonna change that. I respect them a lot and that is why i've never speak back towards their lecture.
Never ever in my entire life!

And yet....they asked me to become who I am but end up feeling that I am a black spot to their pretty white cloth.

Art is subjective and if you cant tolerate it then just ignore. You have no rights to comment on something you don't understand.
Disappointed~~

Really disappointed....

Sincerely,
Aoi-G