Dreaming~

               Close your eyes and spread your wings.
               Make a wish and dream good dreams.
               Don't ever say, you'll never tell.
                Cause life is short and very frail.
               Just be still and take a look.
               Before you know it, you'll be hooked.
               Then once in a blink of an eye
               you'll soon realize it was all a lie.
              Up you look and there they're gone.
            Why two days feel so long?
              What was once there has disappeared.
                  Now, love is the one thing to fear.
                  Why say go when it was no?
               You open your eyes only to find, 
                 what lied there was your sign.
              So close your eyes and spread your wings.                      Make a good wish and LIVE your dreams !

Saw this nice poem..decided to post it^^
                     

              It all started from zero..
              Feelings burns up stronger day by day..
           It soon blooms up just like how morning glory blooms in the morning when sunlight appear..
             So beautiful that it makes others admires by just looking at it..
                  Sunlight is just what it needs..
               What it really cares about
           Makes it what It really is.....a blooming flower~
              At first..the sun was nothing big to me..
             It doesn't matter if it exist or not...(seriously)
        
                                But as time goes by..it seems to be a part of what I belong..
          Part of what I needed..
                The heat of the sun...warm and caring~
            The brightness of the sun shines the pathway..
                     Then I realize...the sun meant too much to me..
          I keep needing it...keep searching for its heat..
                    
            You are my sun..
                           You have the heat I desire..
                   You have the brightness i need..
                            You are part of my everything~
             Love you^^

                

Sad news for me

                This morning I went for audition at my future college..
             It was okay but I was not okay..
                   I just get to know that I'm not staying at PJ...instead coming home every day..
   Gosh!That means that I'm still in my parents total control..
              How the heck am I suppose to meet him...damn~
           Down down...
            Even now I only get to meet him once a week...
       Zz...damn reality~
             I was really hoping for March..but now..It doesn't make any difference..T.T
        All I could do is to continue waiting...sry~

         The other things went perfectly...working was good these days..
            I feel really good having to get money by working on my own..nicey~
        Having my own laptop was the best thing...I don't have to worry about getting money to buy one now..
          Nothing much really happened these days..just boring days as usual..^^



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起こる限り、すみません。
残念な~

A rest for me^^

             Its Chinese New Year~
               Finally I get to rest for..A WEEK!
               Wohoo...online and online^^
          Its been quite a long time since I could rest like that..nicey
           This CNY is kinda fun...Its such a long time since the last time I met my cousins..
           It was crazy playing around with everyone that has gotten friendly..I wonder why..
               One of my same aged cousin started her course...she is really under tenison although its just the 3rd week she got in college..
         Thank god I gave up science course long time ago..^^
           Mine might be more relaxing~

          I'm really looking forward to March..I really wana study now~
          Please move faster Mr clock..plz.plz plz~
              I'm gonna go out later..so tata^^