Passing time

Everything seems so fast..

A day has passed by..

Everyone is concerned about this..

My ex-classmates..

Today is his funeral.

We will go tonight..

As the last time to see him..

Manhey maybe right..
Thinking on the bright side.
This maybe the way you release yourself.
You may feel better this way~

Anyway..if you feel no regrets..

Then its okay =)

RIP.. May you be blessed~

Only human~

                 Human heart are so fragile~

                   Even fragile than a bubble...

                Sometimes you don't have to touch it to crack it..


                      A single word of accidental...

               A crack appears..

                 No one knows..

                       The crack may grow bigger..

                   No one realize it..

                   No one even cares~

                  Soon...it goes to a stage where...                      It couldn't be fixed..

             The crack will always be there.

                whats left is the memories when its perfectly fine~
           We are just merely humans after all~

                  

                

Ending a life

                   I'm so sorry it happen
             This is the case..
            I woke up this morning~
               My sister was screwing around telling me there is a suicide care in my secondary school~
         I thought it was another prank..
               Then when I on my phone..messages kept flowing in..
          I was damn shocked!
          I stunted there for a moment then go into facebook~
          Gosh...its real..
              A friend of mine texted me "XXX commit suicide in school.His body is still there'
         The name...
             I was speechless~
              He was s friend of mine..we had studied in the same class for 3 years.
           His results were damn good..
              History expert.the highest in class~
            He always gets d few top rank in class..
              And now....

            I really wonder what makes him choose death..
           Does it really solves everything...
              Such a young age...there is still a lot of things that he haven't tried..haven't get to do~
          And now..he just rip his chances off...
              I'm really sorry but I have to say this~
         Its really a foolish way to solve problems...
               We are also humans...if this is the way then should I go jump down now?!
        
       However..I will still pray for you~
                All the best in the other side...
            I really want you to see...all your friends that cares about you..
                All of us that would shed our tears for you.
             My friend...
                          Farewell and Goodbye~

                      Sincerely~from all of your friends

sayonara~

Photoshoot?

                    Yesterday I went to Taman Tasik Perdana with my family for a walk~
            Its was drizzling all the way..
               The weather was rather humid..
                  As I love it that way =)
               So I took along my camera~
                   I really love photo shooting..
                 But I don't really have the skills..
                   Trying my best as I could

                 So..the place was kinda wet..fallen leaves everywhere on the ground~
            Flowers from trees end up on the floor..
               Colors up the place..
                 The smell of green could be sensed everywhere..
             The odor of wet soil...flowers..leaves~
                    Nature..
                  Took up my camera..
           Start~

Forest~

I love the pathway~

Doesn't look Malaysia right~

I took a photo where I love it like hell~

 Slightly edited it~

                      Masterpiece!

End of sem~

                          So..Its almost the end of this Semester.
                One more week and its...EXAM~
                  Hmm..prepared?No idea~
                To be exact..I don't hell know what to prepare?!
            All I can do is practise x100
                 Guess thats all?

              Duh..forget it~
                Its only first semester right XDD
              Just do as I can..
                 End of the sem~
               Means that someone is gonna leave soon..
              What a waste~
              Oh yea..I'm gonna learn drum soon =)
            Next semester is a new start for me..
                Its a waste that yamaha doesn't have electric guitar course~
            I'll be the first to enroll!!

            I gotta say this..
                 I don't regret studying in my current school..
             My seniors..friends..are people that I can't live without =)
              My bestie~Xinwei
             My sis~Andrea
               My bestie the 2nd~Neo
            My cute classmates aka friends~Elaine and Fiona
             My friendly seniors =)
           Glad to meet all of you ^^

                  Although many things happened in the pass..
            It all became part of our memories~
               As I always say...live in the moment people~

           Smile =)
 

Tuesday~

                  So..kinda lazy to blog these days~
                  busy with my little shop..
                   The account is freaking killing me >__<
             Gosh...I'm not really good in doing this..
                    Calculate calculate and calculate..
                    But there sure is some amount going wrong here and there..it really pisses me off~
              I hate doing account~seriously!
                  
             About today..I almost...almost cant go to school~
                Xinwei cant send..John too..Adeline also..
               Poor me...><
              Thank god my dad could send me there~
                  Richard's class was as early as usual..
             Hmm~going quite well today..
                 I didn't expect my impro to be kinda okay today..
            He gave us questions and do it on the spot like exam~
              It ended up okay..as well as the motive..
              Whoo.. surprised XD
                 After that..my classmates went back..
                Left me there for piano replacement..
             Before my piano class..I did something freaking stupid XD

           I was in St10 with Weifung,Zhixin and May~
                     We end up kept spamming each others wall XDD
                  Lol...we all gone crazy~
              Weifung went out for a while then..
                    When he came back..he told us that there is a Japanese guy outside the corridor..
              Guess what...May and I went freaking crazy and ran out..
                 Woah....that guy don't look japanese!!he looks MIXED!!
                Crazying...lol~
            May got all nervous and make me laughed =DD
                  Kept spying on that guy~LOL

           Then its my class~
                  Hui Chi said that it was okay..kinda good..
               My expression O.O 'Seriously?!'
             She recorded my playing which I find it kinda useful..
             She is pro =)
                     I actually liked her teaching me..she is nice..
                What I loved about her is she understands and ask for my own thoughts about the music~
           Unlike LS..thank got I'm not with her >__<
                   Of else there will be a war of piano noise!I sware!!

       Okayy..guess I'll stop here~got some business to do~
        Ciao people ^^
                

Live for it~

                   Sometimes in life..
                  
                   Things may not go as it seems to.
              
                 When you want things to go smooth..
                
                     Worse things comes up.
            
                     Its not that I'm a pessimist.
              
                       Its just that..I don't really put hope in things
            
                   What comes out will not be like what I wanted..then I'll be disappointed..

              An advise for people out there

                 My secret to my daily craziness and happiness...

               Is to live at the moment and don't put to much hope on things
           
          Especially those you wanted the most..=)

          
              
              

Just be who you are

                       Different human have different thoughts
                    Different feelings...different ideas
                    Thats what makes human unique..
                       Don't ever feel bad for yourself whenever you are different from other people..
             Thats what makes you...YOU.
                Some people may have same thoughts in this particular topic..
                 but do remember...for other topics..
                   They may not think the same~
            
                  You are special for who you are..
            People appreciate you for who you are..
                Have you ever thought that..if you're not you..
          How will it turn up?
          Maybe some thinks it may be better..
                 but does anyone ever think that....it may be worse?

Please..cherish the way you are now..=)

Wednesday

                        Short post today
                    A usual day today..
              Except there is a lot of laughing that I almost had a stomach cramp today..><
                All because of Neo..=.=
                 Damn..'I wana fly...like a .....peacock'
                 I stunted for a while...then go laughing crazy!!
                  Then it was the drum masterclass.
                The lecturer was damn funny!
                     Again..laugh for 2 hours..tears kept coming out..XDD
            
              Okay..then after vocal we went back home..
                  Oh yea..forget to mention that Xinwei drive me to school these days..XD
              Lol..thank god I didn't have heart attack..haha
                  Her driving is actually okay..
             Not bad ^^

                My business?
            Not that good actually..I'm just afraid I cant get that many orders in time..
                  Gambateh lar^^

Random Update

                           Woah!
                  I feel...hmm.... successful?
                         I've already got a few orders in a day..
                      Although my blog page is still empty..>_<
               The bags that I'm selling are really nice..
                    Gosh~I'm gonna go addicted to my own item..XD
                I don't care~once I earn some..I'm so gonna get one myself!!

             Okay..skip that
         Today has been a freaking stupid hot day!!
                 Continue loading pictures up..tiring
             Assignment? Half way..dead..=.=
                 No mood at all...
             These days all I think about is...money money money!!XD
             Mostly...my hair!!
                Love it!!haha
      1st time dying okay...of course I'm nervous...
                
                Now I think I'm kinda bored of Karaoke...=.=
                  Its like I'm going every single week...gosh~
              I want to watch movie next time..note that sis..XD
                      Next month...its okay~
                But not now again,please..
                          Schooling again tomorrow~
                   What scares me is...xinwei is driving!
              Hmm....speechless~not that I don't trust her but...
                 Forget it..XD
            

Crazy one again

                        Wohoo..guess what~
                     I dyed my hair!!!
                         And I hell love it!
                  I'll scare d seniors..Lol!!
                    Finally my dream come true.XD
                I love my hair!! (this is not what I would say last time)
                   its freaking AWESOME!
              Darn..going crazy again..XD

                    Oh..yesterday I went to Karaoke with Andrea,Bronson and vocalist~>Reeve
              First time meeting him..hmm
                 He looks...quiet~
              Suddenly felt myself so talkative..haha
                 Summer went to movies with his friend~
             Then after that Summer sent me home.
                  Poor thing that I made him wait for me for half an hour..XDDD
                Nevermind..he deserve it..haha
                    Then I went for dinner with him.
                  This guy is so damn funny!
                  And guess what...he eat like a pig...gosh~
                  Eat so much and yet so freaking thin!
                    Hate this kind of people..>__<
                 Not to mention even Neo is like that..
       Why is there such people...*envy envy

                 Okay..time for me to start working hard..
            I've been playing around for weeks now and exam is coming~
                 WTH..dead meat man!
            Got to start work...ciao~