300th post!!

  Oh yeah~
      Its my 300th post!!
  Congratulation to me..(oh duh~I'm getting stupid again)
    Hmm..first I wanna thank my family...my friends (cut the crap XD)
  Oh..sorry..back to reality

     My students all canceled class today.    
 So then..plan changed..I went for movies with Xinwei at Jusco.
     This is the first time I watched horror movie in cinema (clap clap)
 Paranormal activity 3..wohoo!
    Its kinda....not really scary seriously..
    I got shocked about 5 times..thats all.
       The screams were kinda predictable but the story..I didn't expect it to be this way.
 Like what May said..unpredictable this time.
       Hmm...so now I get it..
  The one I pity the most it Katie..
    At first she was not the one who 'communicate' with those things but why end up she is the one who was possesed?!
 Her dumb sister...she is really stupid enough to make things this way =.=

     Fine..next..we had a little walk.
      Got some things then went home.
  I got myself some Ricola candy =)
      Hmm..we went to Metro after that because Xinwei wanna get something
 Guess what people?
    I did something freaking brave that I wanted to do for years and didn't have the gutz!
  Thanks to Xinwei.. XD
     I always end up doing crazy stuff with her...here it is
 I FINALLY PIERCED MY EARS!! MY 3RD HOLE!!
      Congratz to myself..I realy didn't expect myself to do this.
  Anyway...Its not that pain okay!
    Stupid me for being this scared all along.=.=
 I feel idiotic right now..
        Its almost...nothing! It just feels like a papercut..thats all.
    But one thing..I'm not really scared of pain actually..
   Unless its an injection (psychology problem) XD
 Braces was not a problem at all for me (laugh proudly)


     Duh...okay~
 Guess that is all for now.
   I gotta prepare to celebrate someone's birthday =)
 Ciao~


Before that..here is a picture I took in JCO~(with Xinwei's iphone )

FYI..wearing fake eyelash XD

Memories

   Its tomorrow.
      Hmm~going for dinner with him for is birthday~
 So sorry that I can't go to his party..I really hope to go especially in Mist Club.
  Too bad for me ><
     Anyway~
  Poor sis...getting emo and trying to defend herself by numbing her heart.
    Don't worry too much..what is yours will be yours..what's not is not worth hurting yourself for it.

  Its a fine day today and yet I have no where to go.
    Thought of watching Paranormal Activity with May and Xinwei today.
 Too bad Xinwei can't go.
  Its been boring today.
    Woke up...have brunch...online.full stop.
 I wanna watch movie!!
        I wanna go for karaoke!!
    Missed the past times where I went for karaoke with Andrea,Neo, Summer and Bronson.
  Really crazy..although I was not that happy that day.
    Thanks to them I manage to pick up myself after a horrible day~(for those who remember)
  Them sending me home... humoring me all along the journey..
    Nostalgic..those are all memories~beautiful memories...

     Anyway..those are part of my Semester 1 memories..
 Hmm...I still do miss the times where I was going crazy with Neo and Andrea.
   Everyday of schooling day was crazy to me.
      Laughing fills up the cold atmosphere..
  Being with them is the best thing I've ever felt..
    Although right now one is gone..another one is still here..
      I know its impossible but I really hope the back time feeling could still be here..
 Possible??
  

All for today

 So..masterpiece is out!!
  Thank god I could make it in time..
 Weifung..the system is damn easy lar! ><
   I really feel like vomiting blood just now XDD\
  Too bad the balancing is still kinda...terrible~
      At least I could make it for this Saturday =)
  
   So I went to school for drum class today~
    Elaine seemed to be weird again...hmm..no idea
  So..after class I went for lunch with May and Celin in Oldtown.
 Ate asam laksa..not bad actually XD
     Back to school after that to finish my works.
        Special thanks to Weifung for trying to help me~
    Then dad came to pick me up. My sis followed so I brought her to me 'lab'(MPR)..
  That place is seriously my HEAVEN..
    How I wish to transform my room into mixing room~
     Full of synthesizer and I shall name it.. 'Studio Bedroom'
       First in the world and it shall be mine to own! XD
 
     Hmm..guess there is nothing much to mention about today.
    My overall mood---- awesome XD
      Oh!
    I need advise here...should I do a makeover for bloggie??
    

These days

      Its been weird these days..
      What I meant is the 'atmosphere' surrounding me..
  The people around me.
    All gotten emo..It seems that these is this 'emo-gas' passing around.
     Sis lost her mood yesterday~
          Didn't really wanna talk so I stop asking..I wonder if she is okay right now?
  Hmm...Next was Summer..wrote on the event message as if he is gonna suicide any moment..scared me!
    
      Yesterday I went back to school for class.
   Went for lunch with Xinwei and Fiona..really missed the last time 3 of us went to Midv~
     Ate porridge for lunch..quite big bowl of it.
       For the afternoon..class again (all the replacements)
          Then went back home at about 4pm.
      Mom said she wants to go to the night market so we went.
       I asked daddy but he didn't reply my message.
   By the time we went there it was raining so we waited for it to stop in the car.
       Then its was just drizzling so...fine~its ok for me =)
        Then it starts to rain back again (damn!)
    We just find a stall which sells thai food and sat under the shade and have out dinner.
      The rain is getting worse..wat the! spoil all the stupid fun ><
         So then thank got it gotten smaller and at least we get to walk around.
     Oohh..forget to mention..I got myself 2 more pairs of eyelashes and finally bought the glue =)
  Finally daddy called me...Its raining anyway so I told him not to come.
    His health is not so good these days..
         Before his birthday I don't hope to see him getting sick again.

       His present..really tied me up..
  This time its really tough..my god~
     At least I'm fine with going through it because this is all I ever liked =)
  
 This is to sis if you ever read this.:
     Remember you're not alone okay =)
   Although I may not be a great company or a great whatever but I'm willing to be there for you when you need it ok.
   Cheer =)


    Today..
      All I could say is boring!
   Hmm..I wonder if everyone is okay by now?
       I shall wait then~
  Iphone 4s...when are you coming to me?!!T.T

Holiday start!

Yesterday was sorta..dull~
      Teaching again...Saturday will soon to become my teaching day..
    The center is gonna add 8 more students for me..woah~
     I'm gonna go crazy.
        One thing that is fine about it is...CASH! Muahahaha
    Now I start to feel the satisfaction of teaching although its just a few months.
     The students I taught started from zero..totally  zero..
   Now...They seemed to improve a lot~(thank god I got some brilliant student XD)
   
     Okay..so I went to gym yesterday.
    They got some new treadmills =)
  Its really nice to sweat once in a while..
    Summer called me after my bath.
   He is fine right now after going for treatment again yesterday morning.
      Its gonna be his birthday next week..I wonder if I could make it ><
  Trying hard to accomplish his present in time..
      Anyway..he is gonna celebrate it in a club and 'smartly' asked me to go!
  He knew I cant and yet trying to seduce me into that so call 'heaven'....wth~(I really wanna go!!)
       Fine...I shall celebrate with him next time~
 
  Its holiday now...again~
      Its so fast..It seemed like the last semester break just passed..
     I don't want it to be that fast!!!
   I still wanna enjoy my 18th! spare me!!
    So..it also means that I can't meet my siss for a week..too bad
 
  Oh yea~dad told me about a news in the newspaper yesterday..
     Its about a kid who choked to death eating a meatball..
 I'm so sorry but I laughed like hell!
   My 1st reaction is 'wth?! That could really happen??'
  LMAO...so sorry but I can't help it myself.
    Sorry kid..rest in peace

     Guess thats all for now.

Back again

         I have not been online for days.
    Finally I'm in front of the computer.
      I always reach home late these days..
   Now I start to do some productions for assignment project.
      I've been waited long enough to do this.
   Hmm...really challenging and interesting~
      I showed Pok my song and he says not bad..he don't even believe it was done my me.
   Right now I've got so many projects waiting for me to do~
     my assignment song, my composition using Andrea's poem and a present for someone..
  I really need lots of time ><

      Lots of incident happened these days..
    Too much for me to write in here..I'll try to summarize it.
    About Solarize (my band).
      We're doing just fine..not bad actually...
   It has been a while since I played the bass..thank god I'm not that rotten..yet XD
      We got 2 professional coach so...I guess we'll do just fine =)
   Too bad that we could only practice once a week..
    
    Yesterday was crazy..
    We laughed like hell before YYO.
 'Doremon' came late and we waited.
       Cheryl used 45 min to finish a Subway sandwich due to excess laughing caused by me and May.
       May spoke in Russian accent and mine..Italian (though it sounds Mexican XD)
  
     Okay..lets talk about today..
    I don't hell know whats going on with me today.
    So sorry if I scared you guys.
      The only moment I felt okay is during  and practice.
  I woke up this morning and don't really felt like talking..
     Did treatment to my hair..
       I feel...weird.
         Its better if you guys don't ask.
     Leave me for some time..I will be alright~
    Neo came back for a file today..he looks different now..A little weird actually..
    
     These days..I seemed to trigger the largest interest of my life..
    Live band performing..and music production..
       I cant help myself going high looking at the mixers and synthesizers..
    I don't mind doing that for the rest of my life~
       Although I'm not good right now but I'll make sure to improve myself before I graduate and make sure I mastered in it.
     Could I achieve that??

        Him...is he okay?Is the pain still there?
   I've got no idea.
     It seemed to be better a few days before but now...its like nothing.
   Is it really nothing or...?
         I don't now anything right now..my mind is almost blank right now.
     Whatever will be will be =)
    

 
  

也许

也许

一切都是自己的猜测

也许

一切都不是真的

所谓的等待，只带来伤害

心里一直都不愿放下

顽固的自己......

                                          最终～也许什么都得不到

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