Can I?

     Tired


Frustrating


 Emo?


  Can I please sleep for 24 hours?


     Can things be a little smoother?


  Can I think of nothing just for a minute?

Awesomeness

      Thursdays.
 In the morning I went to school for band practice.
     We started at 10am I practice for about 2 hours.
 I've been gliding the bass for 2 hours.
    I imagine that.
At the end of the practice.. My fingers have (I have no idea what it calls in english) something sort of a little water balloon on my fingers XD  Sorry for the bad explanation.
      It doesn't hurts actually..but then as time goes by it gets more and more bulky.
  So after that Celin, Xinwei and me went for lunch with May and Stephen.
     Stephen is indeed not bad at all..as long as May is happy =)
  Then back to school for Solfege class..(boring)
  
  After class.
    I accompanied Xinwei to Sunway to get movie tickets.
  Nothing much over there.
     Then after that she dropped me at Celin's house.
  May was already there.
      C showed us some cosplay pictures and all of us went crazy.
 Then sifu messaged me asking if I was already at 1U.
       He told me he just woke up and I pulled him to go with us.
   Cant believe he really rushed to go with us..
   Waited at the lobby of his condo..(he is really freaking slow)
      As usual he is never fast!
       At least he was just late for 3 minutes.
  Around him I could never be normal or to say...crazy.
   LOL..we kept talking and talking
  
  Celin, May and I went in to the cinema for Breaking Dawn and sifu went to arcade himself.(sorry for him but he himself is willing to)
   The movie was AWESOMEE!!!
       I can't stop myself from going crazy after the movies.
  Then I went to look for Summer at the bowling alley..Called bro down from the arcade.
     Stephen came for May..both of them had walk themselves.
 Celin and bro accompanied me at the bowling alley.
     Its good to see him once again after for a few weeks.
    Hmm..his bowling skills are really bad.
 Celin went off early so that leaves me with stupid sifu.
    Kept talking stupid things and hitting my head (If I became stupid its all your fault!)
 Summer is playing his game and thanks to bro for accompanying me there.
  I really had no idea what to do if I were alone right there.
    
     So his game went on until about 9pm then he sent me and bro home.
  Anyway.really thank you bro.
     Wasting your time for me =)
   Best bro I've ever had.
         Hmm..remember you promised me something last week that you'll give me today!
 
  Yesterday I realized something.
    This is for you guys. Especially for that few particular person.
有你们在身旁...这样就够了♥
I really meant it.
     Standing in between you guys.
 Makes me feel....wanted.
       Someplace that I can find my warmth.
 Someplace that I am cherished.
      Sifu..for helping me in everything..accompanied me..Yet still bullied me >< ( history won't repeat..don't worry)
  Can't believe you really did that.
     For my dear Xinwei..
 Listen for what I ever had to say..although sometime your mood is not that good either but yet.. =)
 


  
    

       
  

Shoppin!!

Its another week all over again~
   Monday..the most relaxing day of all.
    There are exams going on in Yamaha today.its gonna go on for a week I guess.
 A lot of classes are canceled.
    After classes in the morning, I went to Sunway with Xinwei.

   My aim is to get some clothes for New Year and also for band.
      Next is to return the laptop battery to my cousin .
 For band clothes,Penny told us to get something with classic boxes.
    I went in to Asian Avenue to shop.
 Before getting anything we went for porridge.
        After eating...here we go~
 I still prefer to look for clothes in asian avenue than to find it in Sunway's branded shop.
    Expansive and not really nice (doesn't suit my taste actually)
      Hmm..its kinda tricky..
 Finally I still manage to get 2 clothes.
    One is a long shirt with black and white boxes with a little grey vest outside.
       Thank god I don't look fat in it.
  Continue walking..round and round sunway~
       Finally still back to AA.
   Got another grey blouse that I looveee!
          I'll take some pictures and post it soon =)

     I'm really tired today.
 Thank god I could go late to school tomorrow.
      Let me sleep more..XD

Neo showed me a video on youtube yesterday.. Usavich
     Heard before?
          Its damn stupid and retarded that I kept laughing.
      Unexpectedly gor went high too LOL!
        Saying the rabbit is him and that freaking weird chick is me @.@

     This weird chick.
     Its so eww!!
          Anyway..check out that Video~
 Link here 
          Gotta get some sleep.


Nitez everyone =)


 

about Friday~

        It changed.

      Everything changes..

       Is it too late to realize?

I was suppose to finish my production work yesterday so I went out with my dad since he is going to send me to school after fetching my aunt from the airport.
   When I'm having lunch with aunt and dad, Andrea called me and told me that the room is not usable. (I even forget the reason)
      I got no point going there since I cant do anything there.
    So I end up attending my cousin's scholarship award thingy in his college together with my aunt (thats the point she came here)
       Its kinda bored actually.
 Then when we're going back..I messaged bro see if he wants to go out.
      He said yes and we went out for a meet in Sunway.
      It had been a while since I talked to him.
     Got high as usual when I saw him..we talked for about 2 hours..
 Update ourself..
         Thanks for everything bro.
   I really had no idea what to think what to do without your advise and comfort.
      I'll wait for your news..a week you promised.
        Went for a drink in Station 1..go on chatting.
   He's doing fine.Glad to hear that at least.
      
      Night time my cousin sis came back from work then she and my aunt came to my house for sleepover.
 I became their GPS and guide them to my house.
      Hmm...nothing much going on at night.
  
       I kept feeling like shit.
    I kept getting fcking instincts there days.
     Get to feel something too.
      Things are going wrong again.
    All I can do is to count on you =)


Tired.

    

Painting

Busy these days.
      Repaint my house.
 Paint the ceiling to white and repaint my room's color.
    I sorta hate my room's previous color..
 It really makes my room look like Disney room ><
   Blue plus pink..imagine that.
Thank god for this time I choose something in the same tone but with contrast on the brightness.
     At least art class that I took during my early years was not wasted right now.
 Sis almost choose pink that will make me puke.

      I still prefer something greyish blue..something like this

Feel comfortable and soothing.

Perfect for rooms.

The ceiling painting yesterday was already tiring.

 Heads up all the time.

   Painting the corner with brush before doing it with the roller (my dad is sorta clumsy)

     I have to climb up the ladder once again

 I still remember the first time in my life ever that I climb ladder was during my 1st part time job.

  Shoes are on the tall rack that I have to climb up to get it..

 Legs were shivering ><

      Thanks to that I have the guts to climb..LOL

   

 Back to painting.

    Oh yea..forget to mention that me and my sis slept in the living room yesterday on out mattress.

   Kinda fun actually..XD

         Things in our room are all shifted out to prepare for painting.

    Guess tonight we're gonna sleep in the living room again.

Gosh..my stomach is annoying me right now~

   Gotta go home and hunt for food..ciao

      

Another usual day

Its Friday..again.
     Hmm...another 'stay-at-home-do-nothing' day.
   Yesterday was another crazy day again in school.
   First it was electone class where I spend almost half an hour of class discussing with teacher about computer things.
    You see I wanted to get a production set at home so that I could do my own production without staying back in school till late night.
     Then its drum class again..Edmund is as funny as usual~
 The only thing I don't like is he smokes and he's got the smoke breath (really hate it)
   Learned new fill-ins...quite awesome..gosh~Elaine took a photo without me knowing >< and its awful..
  Then..had lunch and prepared for the next class...
 Solfege was special...we sang pop songs instead of the stupid boring childish tunes =)
      Lastly...MP!! Showed teacher my song and he edited it..he is really good (I wonder why couldn't I have half of his brain capacity??)
   Stayed back for YYO..had dinner with Xinwei,May and Celin.
    Nothing special for the whole night except I got the Viola part again.=.=

    Friday~
       Woke up at 10am feeling fresh.
    Went to get Reeve's ukulele from Vivian.
       Surprisingly she knows my bos.
 This field is so small..she is even teaching cello at my centre for part time.
          The Ukulele is so so cute!! its like baby guitar~
     So I guess this is the only guitar I don't know how to play...
 Gotta learn XDD

        The whole afternoon practising..
   watching movie...doing assignment..
       At least I did some of my assignment this time XD
      So I guess thats all for now =)
        

My baby!!

 Japanese Visual Kei bands.
    Not many could accept it..but for me..its fine~as long as its not too EXTREME
        My favourite one..SID~
       Their makeups are not that over.
         Yet their songs are all so so so freaking awesome!!
  Favourite song of them - Uso , Sleep , Cosmetic (3 of my favourite)
Not really heavy metal but just nice for me..sorta relaxing too.
       Goshh...they are so cute!!

They are damn hottttt!!

How could you resist Mao's cuteness XD

Omigoshh....dear Aki!!

 Why the hell is he so cute??!!