Sunday, April 08, 2012

8th April.

I've not been blogging like..for a century I guess?

Sorry bloggie I left you alone again~
  These weeks had been hectic for me.
Assignment that I've never done before in my whole life suddenly came in..
 Analysis on classical pieces really making me crazy...
   I never cared about classical thingy and now forced to think..duh

  Hmm...something is wrong with me lately.
       I am practically busy all the time but there are times where I feel lonely too.
   5 seconds doing nothing and I kinda feel that already.
      
     Sifu has been entertaining me these days..listen to what I had to grump~
    Making me laughed like hell..
      Sigh...perhaps he is the only one that I feel comfortable to talk to.
   Everyone and everything in school is getting.....weird~
   Perhaps I'm wrong but thats what I felt.
        I already regret not transferring to other schools but what can I do now..
  I've got no choice but to go on...
    
       I took in some projects and it might be a good thing for my career.
    Just hope I get a chance in competitions...
       I need to improve myself in composing..singing and sound sensitivity.
    Fuck classical..you're so blocking my way.

  Duh...I'll stop here~
     Freaking assignment is waiting for me

Monday, February 27, 2012

Interesting pichas

Hmm~for today I'm kinda lazy so I'll just post some interesting pictures I've found on my phone's application =)

Anyway~ If you like it feel free to download..

Luck?

Luck is playing around with me recently.
Last post I was kinda frustrated about the audition but then...
I went for it that night.
The the singers there was awesome~
Anyway I went and have a try. Steve accompanied me with is guitar and i started to sing.
I was shocked myself...the voice over the microphone doesn't even sound like me.. The high notes that I usually could not reached sounded out perfectly.
I really enjoyed the feel up there..totally relaxed~ it feels like a comfort zone to me ^^
So after the audition passed, Steve came to me and told me that I got the job.
After this I will take on wedding performance as well~ oh gawd
I can't believe this is going on..

Hope for the best <3

Friday, February 24, 2012

Friday freak

    I've not been blogging for sometime so here I am...back.
 Things have gotten a bit...out of my box lately.
  Chances..offers I've never had.
  Should I say...the industry luck that I have?

 I'll go through one by one.
So as the holiday started, things changed.
  This time of holiday I would consider it quite useful and meaningful.
  I knew a friend...studying in Raffles University in Singapore who does lighting..mixing work in a concert.
 He was a friend of a friend I could say.
    I told him about what I want to do in the future.
 He was interested to help me out.
    He offered me a assistant job in live performance backstage mixing.
  It was a freaking great opportunity for me but unfortunately I have to turn him down since I'm just a beginner and I really could not afford to have any mistakes during a live performance.
   So...I feel so sorry for myself ><

 Working and working.
 Thats all I did..class replacement.
    A guitar teacher that I knew from where I work suddenly offered me a job in Station One.
 Live performance for singing and keyboard...as well as accepting offers for wedding performances.
   I've decline one offer last December and I was freaking frustrated about it since it is so far from where I lived.
      I really can't believe that my parents allowed me to go for it ( guess they finally accepted who I am )
  It on every Wednesay night 9pm-12am.
    What kinda sucks is..I told Steve ( the friend who offered me) my voice sucks.
 I can barely sing. He still forced me to tryout in their audition and its TONIGHT!!
    OMG OMG OMG..
  Past few days..although its not there yet but then I was freaking scared already.
     Sing...alone...in public...duh..Im so dead ><

      Summer will give me,my mom and my sis a ride there since my mom never want to drive far at night ==
 This is gonna be awesome.The pay is actually not bad for 3 hours per day.
    I'll do this constantly even when school reopens.
      My first ever live job~
 Station One...its your Pride! XDD
        I really doubt my skills to sing...
   Uhh...but then I can't resist any offer like this.so I must well just thickened up my skin and go ahead with the audition~
      Frankly..the pay matters nothing to me.
   Its fun..and I could get some experience to overcome some performing frights.

 Hmm... Things gotten quite awful in my relations last year and so I never think about it anymore.
  Anyway.. Yaya  ( a friend that I know through another friend and we got quite close since she is a really nice girl) went to Taiwan for about 3 weeks and she's slowly getting a grab on their society.
   She's really brave to study there alone..new roommates..new courses and tons of places that she had never seen in her life~
    I kept her in company through phone all these while..at least she's got someone to talk to~
  I really thank for encouraging me all these while and help me up with my vocals =)

 Now...My dear dear Melanie has been in America for about 8 month.
   Enjoying her 'branded' life XD
      Enjoying watching people there...( those with blue eyes and 6 packs)
   Having a great time with the weather there.
     We chat and skype quite often since she left and its really nice feeling that she 's still near every time we chat.
   Love you a lot dear.
     Thanks so much for the Gucci necklace you get me..although I haven get it yet ><
    I'll wear it for you someday ^^
       Waiting for the day you come back here.
    Iphone really did a lot for us huh XDD
    
For those who are reading this..
  Here is a quite for you
' Sometimes when you lose something..you'll get something else much better. So don't complain so soon. '


Its time for me to prepare up my songs for tonight.
Wish me luck.
  

Wednesday, February 01, 2012

期待?

        还在期待什么


还在盼望什么


  一切的一切


        都只是自己的妄想




自己的童话故事....

Monday, January 30, 2012

New Year Celeb

So sorry for the late post~
Last Friday I did a little gathering in my house and also chinese new year celebration with old friends..
So Adeline (neighbour aka friend since I can't remember when) came back from her exchange program in Germany..
I invited her as well..
The morning preparation was almost a chaos~ mom suddenly wants to cook spaghetti..
So I was assigned to get back the ingredients~ Guess what..me and my dad went hunting for it in 3 supermarkets == (I told her to just get KFC since eating is not the main point)
So friends come..long time non see friends~

We had a great time talking messing around and mostly...'playing with cash' XD
My luck isn't so bad this year..hmm~ but I rather its good in another wat
After the gathering I went out for movies with Summer.. Underworld~
It is indeed not bad at all..doesn't disappoint me like what others said.
The main point is that guy vampire is so damn freaking HOT!
Lol~ stunned for a while XD
After that we head for some sushi at Sakae Sushi..
Thats for now my favourite sushi shop..at least its much much better than Sushi King~ agree?

Oh~ I borrowed back an amplifier for my darling bass and now my house is almost full of instruments..
All I lack of is drum and electric guitar..
Then I could solo on everything XD

For today..I can't get use to staying at home yet..
I'm at home whole day and I already feel like rotting ><
Bored to death here...need some air of freedom here~
Someone bring me out please.

Time for dinner...i better run =)


Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Back home

My days in Perlis is done..
I really hate limitation of time..
Frankly..out of all these years, this time of being in Perlis is the best of all
Its not often that I could be that close to my cousins..having lots of fun =)
The first few days were quite normal...I mean as usual~ nothing much going on except celebrating my dad's birthday.
On Saturday itself my aunts n cousins organise a special birthday party for dad in a karaoke box..
Hmm~ to be honest..the karaoke box kinda sucks.
I'm not really use to karaoke in front of adults...real OLD adults~
Anyway...still had some fun

Sunday was quiet...eating dinner together on New Year Eve~
Then here comes new year..
First day was extremely quiet!
Lots of relatives had gone for trips and tours this year..
Woke up...wore new clothes~ full makeup and stayed at home == wth
Nahh...then at least some relatives came over.
Night time...I went over to my dad's elder sister's house~
Had a awesome talk with my cousin.
I really owe a thanks to him..he said things that inspired me and helped me with my inner obstruct..
Things that have been a question mark and hindrance in me...its almost opened~
He told me things that I hadn't realise and things that I could improve in my personality..

Second day was kinda interesting~
Went out to pray my ancestors then lunch feast at grand's house..
This has been a kind of tradition since..I've no idea when.
Then..chatting time~
Started our 'math game' (gambling i mean)
Lots of fun...and surprisingly lots of luck I possessed =D
Cousins were shocked that I kept getting awesome cards~
Then afternoon I went visiting at my mom's uncle house~
He rare a very cute 2 month old poodle~she is seriously CUTE!! <3
Photos will be presented~
Its almost like a toy..initially I really thought that It's a toy but then it moved and shocked me...

Night time then~ went to cousin's house to 'learn math' XD
That night was fun..we played and I finally get to drink a little~ just 2 cans for the whole new year ><
I earned quite a lot~ what the hell is going on that I suddenly got some luck..should I get some lottery then XD
After that we cousins went out for a drink and its all on me~
How often could I do this thats why I offer to pay for it..
We talked a lot and I get to know that much more.. Its really nice and warming~

Gah~ done for now =)

Oh yea and one thing...
I'VE GAIN WEIGHT!!! Oh shit ><