Sad news for me

                This morning I went for audition at my future college..
             It was okay but I was not okay..
                   I just get to know that I'm not staying at PJ...instead coming home every day..
   Gosh!That means that I'm still in my parents total control..
              How the heck am I suppose to meet him...damn~
           Down down...
            Even now I only get to meet him once a week...
       Zz...damn reality~
             I was really hoping for March..but now..It doesn't make any difference..T.T
        All I could do is to continue waiting...sry~

         The other things went perfectly...working was good these days..
            I feel really good having to get money by working on my own..nicey~
        Having my own laptop was the best thing...I don't have to worry about getting money to buy one now..
          Nothing much really happened these days..just boring days as usual..^^



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起こる限り、すみません。
残念な~