My new band XD

                          Band band band!!    
                  I'm really looking forward to it..
                         Hmm..they even let me suggest the songs..~
                      So nice of them..
                         I really missed our old times of jamming and earning money =)
                 For them..I'm so gonna improve myself in this.
                      I've personally choose Tokio Hotel- Hurricanes and Suns..
                 I freaking love them!!!
                         They are so AWESOME ~
                      Its not hard to do but of course the little minor parts are difficult~
               For those guys's standard..this should be nothing ^^

                Oh yea...by the way
                     My holiday started...
                 It means...damn~Im not gonna practice?!
                       Oh god...I really need some time to practice and figure out how to do the assignment..
              The seniors went back to hometown..so I'm alone with Xinwei~
                        I planned to go out with them but..It doesn't seems like its going to work~
                   Nevermind..I'll take my time figuring out the band things..
                        
                   I'm just afraid I got rotten in my electric guitar skills~
                  Its been more than a year since I touch it..
                          Hope they don't mind..XD
                           I actually really like being in a band~
                     Its like a family where we have skills and same passion toward what we are heading..
            Ps..I'm the only girl...AGAIN..
                  They really thought a lot for me..^^
                           Thanks yea~

                  

                  
                 Cute huh..XD
                  
          

                     Early morning and it was raining like it never rain for 10 years..><
                       Jam jam and jam..
                          I really hate rains in the morning~
                   But actually..It doesn't affect me tat much..
                      Since I enter John's car..I've been sleeping until I reach school~
               Believe it or not?? Believe it..
                  
                      My morning was kinda bored..
              Hmm...the dip2 seniors having their classes..
                  So I'm alone..
                    Plus xinwei had her class too..
                Poor me have to go to school at 7.30 when my class is at 1.30pm~
                   Bored whole morning..
                   But after that..
                Masterclass!!!
                           God..I went high again with Manhey~
                   We were like 2 crazy girl kept laughing..
                       Whats more funny is that Neo is totally unaffected...(sleeping)
                Frankly..I learnt things in the masterclass..
                        That teacher was okay..not that boring..
                   But I am already originally TIRED!!
                     Eyelid kept wana close..then Manhey started make me laughing.
              Then end up like mad woman..=.=
                    

                 Another topic..
                      Summer just message me in fb..
             Im speechless..
                   This is what he said..
                 'You la..because of you our band name become WHATEVER adi!!'
                  I was laughing all the way...XD
                 Not bad what..lol
                     The guys are realy nice..thats one thing for sure ^^
  
                  ps..thanks so much for that day (Although you guys are not reading this)
                            Its just a gratitute~
                                
        

                         I went to Midvalley yesterday night with the guys~
               Its damn awsome...
                   I heard some really nice voices..
                     Pictures~
                          all in facebook~
              
                          Woah..Poison's voice was so nice~
                        It sometimes even sounds fake..
                What I mean is its too good for 'non-celebrity'..XD
                      Another thing that shocked me..
                      Neo has a damn good voice!!!
                            Me and manhey were like...O.O
                       woah....didn't expect that..
                      Before that he kept saying..'You guys better don't listen..later faint'
                         Now I want to say...
                             FAINT YOUR HEAD!!

                    Classes were okay today~
                        Manage to pass Impro..XD
                  Thank god..=)
                        I have no idea why is everyone so scared..
                    But that feeling keep coming in his class.
                          Richard is not really fierce but everyone is afraid..
                      Hmm...I think he got some special abilities..XD

            Ps..
                 people kept asking about me these days....
                 Hear this...I'm damn fine..
                   Never better..
            
              
      

                            So..
                    Neo and Manhey went to MidV today..
                       And I am at home in front of the computer....><
                   As expected..
                      Bored to death..
               Bored until I actually go through Harmony homework for revision..
                   What the...I actually did that?!
                       LOL..

                      Jessica is going to give us a test tomorrow..
              Really hate her..
                      If I'm not getting good results..I'll hate her more..XD
                   Whatever..
              Frankly..I don't feel anything about tests in college..
                    Its like its nothing..><
                Is it just me or its like that to seniors too?
                     Hmmm...

                        I actually am looking forward to History test.
                I loved that subject..crazy me  XD
                      
             Good luck to me..
               ps..I still wana go for karaoke..><

                               As usual....I did it~
                                
                     Think too much these days..

Karaoke!!

                         Dissapointed..><
                   I'm suppose to go out on Friday to karaoke..
                      Then pros pone to Saturday..
                       Finally...Sunday~
                             But the guys are going far..if so..I can't go...>.<
                      Desperately wana go!!!

                        
                          Karaoke..~ 

perhaps....

             Forget the risk, take the fall.
                                                    If it’s meant to be, it’s worth it all.

                    My first time in Lunchtime concert~
                   Erm...nervous~
                      Overall I think its quite okay..
                 I just feel a little disappointed..
                        Theres a little error..although everyone says that they didn't hear it..

                When its my turn..I went out and introduce myself,the piece..bla bla bla
           Then I went on the grand piano~
                The moment I sat there...the hall was silent~
            By the time I start my first note...the feeling came to me~
                 I could really feel what I am suppose to play.
             I felt that the front part of my song was good..
                 Its just..><
              When it reaches the back part..I have no idea why I started to panic..
              Its wasn't a serious mistake but...thats not what usually happens!!
                   I was like..'OMG!'
              I tried to stay calm and continue but I could't~
                   No choice...i stopped for a while~

            Frankly speaking...everyone's performance today was not their best one..
                I personally love May and Manhey's performance.
           although they have some mistakes too..but its nothing~
              still overall...its okay ^^

                
                   To him:I'm really sorry I don't have time for you these days..
                               I know you won't like it~
                                    Sorry....

Sem 1

                       So...tomorrow will be my first lunchtime concert EVER~
                  Gosh...nervous
                      Whats worse is I changed my song yesterday due to some technical error of my previous song
             Hmm...but its good that I changed~
                 Its more fluent now but..damn I can't memorize
          Forget it..I will definitely take the score with me..><

                      Today I'm with the same old routine~
                  Practice and half playing XD
                            IPad-ing again~
                      Oh yea~Neo finally played his song for me..
               All I could say is wahhhh~
                   I didn't want to tell him that I really had goosebumps when he played..(later he syok sendiri.=P)
            Andrea did a live show in the studio too....
                   She was playing Clair de Lune..and we make some effects~
                We off the studio light...
                        Neo and me each hold our phones and shine it on her and the piano~
                   Guess what.its damn gorgeous!!
               Its like spotlight on her..the feeling of her play was PERFECT!
                      Enjoyed it..

                   Jessica's class is still damn boring~
                     Her voice makes me wana sleep..Zzz
              I don't like her way of teaching either~
                         Exam is coming next Monday..oh god!
                    No idea what to prepare..>
               I think I'll just follow the flow..

                          

                       Yesterday I went out with friends and seniors^^

                We went for a movie in Midvalley~

                        'Just go with it'..damn hilarious movie

             So I started of waking up at 9am and start preparing~

                  Then I went to xinwei's house since her dad is driving us over

            We were suppose to go by 10am but end up at 11.30 due to some 'technical error'.XD

                At least we were able to go..Andrea bought the ticket for us since we're late

            

             Then we went to meet up Neo at the arcade..(its just sooo him)

               Playing all the way until its time for the movies..

              Whats cute is the way Andrea and Neo communicate..real cute..=D

              Okay..about the movie..

                    So so so funny..haha

        We really laughed all the way till the end of the show~

               Fiona enjoyed it too.^^

            If there is a word to describe..I guess I'll choose 'LOL'

                   haha...

 

              Then we kinda went seperate ways...

                  I went to buy something and the seniors were at Sushi king

             After buying we went back to meet them~

                Guess what..Neo had a couple of friends with him..(no idea why are they there)

             Whats cute is their names...poison and summer?!

                     erm erm...

                   

                   3 of us then went to fill up our empty stomach at a restaurant that is based on Hong Kong cus ine..

             Here is it^^

            

                       Then we went back to meet them in Pool playing place...

            OMG!

                    They are so damn cool playing pool..XD (sry but its the truth)

               got some photos that is taken by our 'professional photographer' of the day..~~Xinwei~

                   Look at neo..haha

                    COOL!!!

               

                  Then some funny photography session before going home~

                 Thats all for today..

                       Ciao^^

Reflection

                      Gazing into the water, I saw myself at the edge of a pond 
                                 I gazed at my reflection, it gazed at me, I felt an eternal bond; 
                            I saw my own image, was a mirage, a creature water bound 
                 It saw a mirage craning over it, a creature bound to the ground.

                     Days were kinda bored..
                All I do is online..watch anime..the end
                Didn't even practice ><
                 Guilty..lol

                   I'm happy for him..finally he got to drive..
                After so long...what's good is he actually didn't bribe..
                     It means..his skills are better than me..>.<
              Oh god..shame on me..
                   Its okay..anyway he is the one who is going to drive me.XD
             I don't care..=P
                                          
                    By the way...I get to find out that one of the studio in my college is haunted..
                I was like..O.O
                    Xinwei told me that..sources..ignore it
                  As I know is through a teacher that the seniors get to know..
              Hmm..curious-ing
                     I got to go explore..haha
               I know he will say that I'm crazy..XD
                 curious mah...
              
                   Next..
                  I'm so so so eager to watch Pirates of the Caribbean now!!!
                 What the heck..one more month to go..><
                Patience girl...patience..
                      So happy!!I am sure to watch that...you can't escape from me..wahaha
                  *erm erm
             Sorry...got crazy just now
            
        got to go people^^

                       nice picture that makes my mind peace..=)

upload item~

                 another creation of mine..

emotions

               I stood outside the balcony
                           On a dark night..
                
                                The air was humid..
                 It was raining the whole afternoon~
                    
                                    I held my breathe while reading
                                reading your thoughts and feelings
    

                  Without me realizing...
                            Tears wet through my cheeks

                                I couldn't believe what you've said..
                         I couldn't believe that what I felt these days was real..
                     It was painful believing that crap..(sorry)
           
                What happened?
                         Was it that hard...as I know is not for me
                  
                  I looked into the sky..
                           Because of your words..I thought back of everything that happens in the past
                  
                    Hey...I'm sorry I can't be strong like the past
                       Emotional has been my weakness since I don't even know when
                 ps..I have been a crybaby..><
    
                         I just want you to know..
               No mater what is your decision..
                        I will accept it

                                                        Hate to say this but..

                                                   


                                                           Its time to move on people~
                            
                  this is the last word that I'm ever going to say to you..ever
                               さよなら

                   Yes!!Miss Jessicca didn't come to class today that means...
                      I could go late since my class is only at 2-3pm..
                Damn lots of free 'sleeping' time~
                  I don't have to wake up so early^^
                     Wow...i was thinking yesterday...I've got the whole day and all I got is one hour class?!
                   Cool...and otherwise..not cool..XD
               Slept till 9am and I feel great...
                  
                  These days were okay..no much happening~
                just facebooking all day long..
                     Sms with him~
                 Hmm....bored!
              No idea what else to do..
                    I wana go out!! plz plz plz~
                There will be a gathering this Saturday but I don't think my mom will approve..
                     My mom...*sigh*
                speechless...

             Just hope everything goes on well this week...
                            got to go..
                  

^^ happy..happy

                  Yesterday was a nice day to me.
              No History class..
                     Have a new nice song for Electone(aka organ)..
                 Saw cute lecturer Joanne for solfege class^^
                    Mostly..he came to my college yesterday~
               He even bought rice for me as an hour ago I told him I was hungry through phone...
                Omg..this was a surprice again~
                     He is always like that...but....
                                                                  Loved it^^

                I hardly get to practice yesterday..
                  Noon yesterday Xinwei,Fiona and me watched Boogie man in the studio..XD
               With Weifung in too..
                        Got scared once..and thats all...
                   Both of then watch till kept covering themselves when going near to scary parts..
               Its hilarious..=D
                      Instead of practicing like hell...we enjoyed..=.=
                Is that a good or a bad thing??
                    Lol...i don't know~

                    Xinwei went back on her own last night and left me alone in the studio...
               Then I start practicing for 20min then John said is time to go home..
                     So I went down to lobby and saw seniors there chatting.
             What the..asked me to go down and say its jam..wait lah~..><
                   Frankly..seniors are so cute..and nice~
              Glad they are okay and friendly..
                    People who know me knows that I'm not the kind of person who could always keep quite..XD
           So...continue chatting and laughing until I get in the car and go home..
                  



              Here is about today..
                 I finally finished my presentation work..
               All it left is to present it on Thursday.. 
                    Wohoo^^
                After all these weeks...its finally done~
                          Relax relax...
                    
               I loved friday...no class...relax
                  Of course I still do practice..hehe
              What I didn't like is that he is having his exam tomorrow..
                     So I don't get to talk to him..
               No messages either..I want him to concentrate since he has been with me almost the whole afternoon yesterday.. 
                       Thanks dear~

               Guess thats all for now..
                          Ciao people...