Saturday, April 17, 2010

thinkin....

           That day I was standing at my house's balcony....I was thinkin..
             Therez too many things happened...I cant close my 'door'.its too full...Ive tried my very best...
Prefect...music...
            1st case...bout my music exam...its comin soon...but damn...no idea how 2 pass...He kept sayin how could i pass like that...I actually get it...He says one of the problem is expression for that autumn song...
damn...its best alr...
       2nd case...prefect...he wanted to change it soo much...wat could i say...jz follow...although it is not much a problem.but then...it makes me emotional...ive no idea why...
          

             The window of my face reacts to my emotions.....makes my face kinda warm and cold at the same time...all i could realize is that my heart feels cold deep in...im the only one who knows....
      It feels horrible...feels desperate...

 At that time...it gaves me some kind of message....LET IT GO...GIVE UP.....
      I was thinking...maybe that would be the perfect way to end up the problem...

    But...................................would that cure me up?
             I was standing at my balcony..thinking...the clock shows '7.30'...
        The sky looks gorgeous....I took a picture of it down...2 remind me the things that I was thinkin that time...
      どうして どうして ??

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