another new year of experience

                    So here is a new year..
              I didn't get to update my place..
                  Tired..haiz

            Here's the thing..
    New year eve..31st December..
               The most memorable time with the guild..
              The heat of fire is the heat in our heart~
           Cherish when you can..grab it hard..thats what I wanted to do but..
            It wouldn't last
        It hurts..it really does..
                   Unfortunately time passes by..thats the end where everyone have to turn around and walk their way
         Brian was so sure that our path may have a roundabout where we will meet
            but how many would there be??
          
      1st of January...1st day of work
        First day was good as always....my feet sores!! 
              I managed to sell more than 10 shoes (i work in a shoe shop)
           Hmm..quite happy and satisfied..when brian asked me I told him its fun^^

      Days passed by..everything starts to cold down and I get some time to realize something..
           I really felt tired and lonely and loss of direction..
            Its really misty in my mind~
     The routine kept repeating over and over again everyday~
             Whatever I'm going to do must be thought off and planned 1st..or else someone is not going to like it.. 
              The aircond there is very cold.. especially these rainy days
           Its seriously cold...i can even feel it in my toes (take note that I''m wearing sneakers)
             I really do hope I could see my friends again..or at least how I wish that they are working with me
      
     All I could think is how much I earn and how much I can spend
                Its really a torture when it came to meals..
              The food there was damn expansive..I wanted to go outside the mall to eat but theres only an hour break..
        Then I'm going to be late and my money would fly away~
             I usually skip lunch where no outcome is spent..dinner..not more that RM5
        
    
           This is something I get to realize..
      Doing jobs that we don't like really affects a lot in our lives 
          All the things that I'm doing currently kept repeating all over again every single day..
      Waiting for time to pass by to go home..then its another day~
               Before I slept..i was thinking...what the heck have I done today.. 
         Guess what..NOTHING!
           Am I going to do this for 2 months??
        hmm....no idea
           Every week waiting for break off? Hell yeah!
           Damn it~

         I really am going to praise those who worked there for...6 YEARS!
            Are they really that desperate?
            Numb already...
           Wat the..only 5 days passed..T.T

              This picture really shows how I felt~
                 Looking towards undirected path..
                 I wan college!!!!!