Thursday, January 13, 2011

Everything on the current

           Time passes by..another off day for me^^
        This is my second off day of working..
            The longer I work..the more that I felt that I can overcome this 2 months..
          Its  gets kinda interesting observing people and get to know other people..
           The senior Chinese workers are really charismatic and hilarious as well as nice to me~
         They are not those kind of people who would 'kill' to get commissions..
           So..conclusion..I'm okay^^

       Things changed a lot these days that I can't even cope with myself..
            I've started a relationship which still make me feel wierd.(sorry)
          Seriously....
           Ok..here is the truth..I still don't feel secure..
        Just..maybe he is busy and I am always busy too..
            Frankly..I still doubt myself for making this choice..
          Will I make it even worse..hurt you more than you have been hurt last time?
         It may not be your problem but..this is just to express myself...
         Im happy and sort of worry and confuse at the same time.....
      Hmm..more time for me will sort things out^^don't worry~

          Skip..
        Headache thinking of my audition..I will pass through but I really want to put out my best..
              Damn..my time planning won't allow that..
            Working working working....
                 The worse part is..this is just the beginning..><
            Im hoping for chinese new year..MONEY!!
                    
                  Guess thats all~
            Will update ASAP..(hope so)

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