10 things about me

I've thought of this lately..what are the characteristics of me

1. I am a girl who loves to 'decorate' myself. This is because who I was previously...fat and ugly (not to say that I'm not now)~ this is the only thing that I could be more confident..

2. Loves music..mainly composing~ hmm...this is because of my personality. I like own creations..this is how I express myself. I am not good in describing things in words. The only way I can 'talk' without limits is through compositions.

3. To me friends are more than anything. Friends are really important to me as I am the type of person who cant bear with loneliness and not talking as I crap a lot XD.. My friends are my most precious and proud possessions~

4. I don't really have confident in myself~ I mean outlook wise. I actually cared a lot about how people look at me. Its like a little kind of phobia as I mentioned before, bad looking so I couldn't hope for any confident in myself. To me I'm always that fat and ugly..

5. I don't wait for people to give me the things I hope for. If I see something I want, I'll look for a way to get it my own.. To me it is quite a non-realistic dream... To wait must well earn it on your own.

6. I am scared of some dogs..mainly unknown dogs~ the only once I'm not afraid is my aunt's dog.

7. Hope to move out and live independently. This was my dream for a long time..too bad I can't get this chance.. How nice if I could go out at night and hangout with friends until midnight~ no worries of time limits..no worries of reporting to parents..no worries of transport to school.

8. Hate unfair stuffs. It damn drives me crazy... For certain things I really count it very precisely.. I cant think of anything exact right now.

9. Wished to perform in cafes and events. I really love to perform as a pop musician..to sing as well as playing. My voice may not sound that awesome but it could be used at a certain limit.. Currently waiting for jobs to start or else I'll be bored to death..

10. I love Japan like...A LOT! I love to listen love to speak love to read..I wonder if I were from Japan last life XD
I currently took up Japanese class and I'm working hard for it ^^ really wish that I could speak fluently =)

These are the main 10 things about me =)