Before going in to what I feel..lets start a little about today..
So~ mom is not working so we went to Mines book fair..guess what? I got a japanese language book that I hell loved it!! <3
I'm gonna learn it hard..watch me
I've been really walking whole day since morning..its really nice though buying things that you really like..
Do guys ever wonder why girls love shopping so much?
I'll tell you here...apart from personal interest to get something..it makes us girls have some time to pause our minds from thinking unwanted things..its like time stops at those moment~ looking at pretty things...testing those cosmetic testers..all we care about that moment is to decide whether to buy it or not..
Its actually alike the reason why guys play games online.. =)
Okay...these days had been tough for me..
To be honest..I've never been that down for the rest of my life..
I guess I can only show out to some people...someone even said that I don't look like me anymore..its like soulless..
Hmm...I really couldn't help it this time..
I've been totally thrown into a nowhere island to die there alone..(almost)
I've been thinking a lot...am I the one who causes the problem? Am I the one who is too sensitive?
Gahhh...social problem ><
Seriously I'm really pissed off...
Is it that hard to give me a hand? Do something for your friend that you're capable of? To sound more pathetic..help those who really needed?!
I guess this is what they mean by '日久见人心' (translation:see someone by the inside as time passes)
I put everything in to help, advise...and how often I say no to a request?!
I don't hope for any repay but...at least a better treatment perhaps?
*no matter what...sometimes you're just left alone..this is the reality
Who never felt lonely? I presume even god does sometimes (no offense)*
hope for a change..hope for a cure =)
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