This song is dedicated to everyone~
Her voice is so pretty that I couldn't resist it.

Here it is..supercell vocalist~

Chelly

A wish

Dad said it again.
'its gonna start...one more month and everything is gonna be alright'
I've heard that for about 7 years from now.
Persuaded again and again by this doubted news..
Is it really going to happen or is these all just a bullshit?
I've strive long enough by my own to be tough and I don't give a damn anymore about what is going to happen.
All these years I've been doing everything on my own...working...collecting cash to get what I want...
I even have several jobs..
To me I've done great for my level. At least I did learn to be independent.

Its already 7 years...
7 years of striving to live..
Once I graduated high school..I worked and worked~ not to neglect studies also.
My mom did an awesome job. She is the person I admire the most.
A mere lady striving for the family..
Thanks mom =)
One day...I'll stop all these~ I'll take over the responsibility by doing what I am capable of.


My only wish now is that what he says is real~

Everything about recent stuff

So its the study break now for me~
two more days to my exam as well..
I'm glad that this course I picked..the exams are more...different as we don't have to do much last minute reading.
Recital exams are exactly what we are doing all these while..

Hmm~ not really excited this time as I actually feel quite confident in a way.

Oh yea..I haven't mention this..
The video that I worked on in the previous competition worked out very awesome.
We got the champion..
This means a lot to me as I could really prove that I could manage this..I have the skills in this ^^

Speaking about skills..I attended the Yamaha Electone Festival yesterday in Matic Hall.
The competitors were mostly awesome..
The kids are skilled with their experience as well.
I guess I couldn't compare myself with them as I only learned the electone for a year =)
At least I did improve~

Before going out~ as usual..love to makeup.
To me its more of covering up flaws and be someone more confident~
My sis's job >>

Are you happy?

I saw this on facebook just now~
This is exactly what I was thinking

Best day after for so long~

Yesterday had been simple but yet..I felt it once again..
The true warmth of caring and relationship..

Firstly~ I finally finished my management assignment yesterday!
Yahoo!! One down..2 more to go!

Anyway~ my childhood friend came over yesterday...by childhood I really mean child..we knew each other since kindergarten..
Same class..same school in primary~ same secondary...finally same class in our last 2 high school years.
After since graduated...everything changed~ so thats how it is like in college...

Hmm~ initially I was thrilled to leave secondary school and hurry to proceed to college life...but then It ended up not what I expected..
Complicated and social-surrounded kinda life...
Humans with weird personality and behaviour...humans with no idea what kind of plot hiding in them~
Most of them just care of themselves~(others of them are actually really nice)

So...last night we chat a lot~
Simple chats that doesn't need any topic or similarities...just what we know and what we are thinking..
Talking without worrying any secret will leak out..talk without limitation~
We had a great time fooling around with out 'went-to-us' friend XD
How nice if she was here with us...

Anyhow~ everything has an ending..
This time...I felt it~ distance would not be a problem for friendship..
Friends that are sincere can only be seen through time


Love u guys~
永遠の友達

10 things about me

I've thought of this lately..what are the characteristics of me

1. I am a girl who loves to 'decorate' myself. This is because who I was previously...fat and ugly (not to say that I'm not now)~ this is the only thing that I could be more confident..

2. Loves music..mainly composing~ hmm...this is because of my personality. I like own creations..this is how I express myself. I am not good in describing things in words. The only way I can 'talk' without limits is through compositions.

3. To me friends are more than anything. Friends are really important to me as I am the type of person who cant bear with loneliness and not talking as I crap a lot XD.. My friends are my most precious and proud possessions~

4. I don't really have confident in myself~ I mean outlook wise. I actually cared a lot about how people look at me. Its like a little kind of phobia as I mentioned before, bad looking so I couldn't hope for any confident in myself. To me I'm always that fat and ugly..

5. I don't wait for people to give me the things I hope for. If I see something I want, I'll look for a way to get it my own.. To me it is quite a non-realistic dream... To wait must well earn it on your own.

6. I am scared of some dogs..mainly unknown dogs~ the only once I'm not afraid is my aunt's dog.

7. Hope to move out and live independently. This was my dream for a long time..too bad I can't get this chance.. How nice if I could go out at night and hangout with friends until midnight~ no worries of time limits..no worries of reporting to parents..no worries of transport to school.

8. Hate unfair stuffs. It damn drives me crazy... For certain things I really count it very precisely.. I cant think of anything exact right now.

9. Wished to perform in cafes and events. I really love to perform as a pop musician..to sing as well as playing. My voice may not sound that awesome but it could be used at a certain limit.. Currently waiting for jobs to start or else I'll be bored to death..

10. I love Japan like...A LOT! I love to listen love to speak love to read..I wonder if I were from Japan last life XD
I currently took up Japanese class and I'm working hard for it ^^ really wish that I could speak fluently =)

These are the main 10 things about me =)

If

If I could be a little more hardworking..

If I could be a little more talented...

If I could be a little more confident...


I would have done it as the best~

Sometimes things may not be as the way we want it to be..but what I learnt from all these living years is...

'Improvise' as you can~
recreate your destiny =)