6th oct

Its been a cold day today and unfortunately I've catched a cold. Feeling not really well the whole day.

Its too bad that I can't go to the club tonight.

Anyway at this terrible time I missed him so much.

How I wished for him to take care of me when I'm at my lowest.

I felt really lonely today~ people that I do not know and don't really wanna talk to

Arion seemed like someone from a different world than I am and I know sooner or later we might diverge to another path for each of us. 

So I guess I gotta be super independant. 

All I want to do now is to stay in my room for the whole year and hope it passes fast. 

Basically so far we're the only asians in the whole school and of course particularly my course. 

Technology is certainly not for girls but I just loved it.

I've started to actually think that being here in the UK is not a right choice.

Do I actually need this I wonder?

Please

Please god..

Make this year really really fast.

I missed everything back there

I missed his hugs and kisses ❤️

Goodnight

First day

First day without you...

First day without you calling me up~

I miss you already.

我忍不住不哭我知道我答应你可是真的好难

老公我爱你…

我在这里很安全很舒服～

I'm currently in the hotel because of the stupid delayed flight that I cant enter the campus because its too late.

A little room but then its more than enough for a night. 

Tomorrow will be another rough day.

Hubby~

I love you I really do

Wait for me ❤️

In the UK

I've been in the UK for 4 days now and I still couldn't really believe it.

I'm miles away without him..

I missed him every second, wishing he was here with me at this gorgeous place with awesome weather.

He will hold my hands when I'm cold and give me a hug whenever I wanted it.

I missed his arms, I missed his chest.

The safetiness that I was given...

I somehow feel sad and frustrated when I worried him. 

He was worried about me and I cant do anything to make him feel better. 

Blame on the stupid phone line.

Today I was on the subway which actually was delayed with no reason.

Me and the gang was worried that we couldn't make it on time. 

Thank god we managed it.

My poor baby boy was worried about me that he woke up so early in the morning 😢

I'm really worried that might affect his health ><

Its all my fault. 

I'm afraid that one day he might give up and that all for me...

Breaking inside. 

Fingers crossed that wouldn't come. 

I love him

Pics from London to you ❤️

Today

Today is the day...

I suddenly feel scared to go to somewhere which I don't know at all. Meet people that I may not like.

Most importantly without the one I love.

He came to my house last night to accompany me.

I cried again....

I'm really super emotional. By just thinking of it I could pour tears anytime anywhere. 

I really don't know how would I handle myself tonight. 

Could I please stay back here? Could I just stay beside him?

I'm so sorry that I made him cry too. He is the only one who cheered me up everytime I cry.

I'm feel glad and proud to say that I'm very dependant to him. To the one and only one of my life.

He promised to wait for me. 

He said so at least....

Ipoh ; miss you

For the past few days I had been in my hubby's hometown, having great times. 

We ate great food and played with little kids and went to places.

The trip was simple but its so warm in the heart. Being around him is the best thing I could ever wish for. 

His hug, his care for me...its irreplaceable. 

I didn't know love could be in such way till now.

Us...

This morning le hubby texted me and made me cry~

I cant lose him and he cant let me go as well.

Its only a week plus time till I leave..

I really really will miss him!! 

I cant bear to not have him by my side. Its super torturing and its 10 months T.T 

I've learnt to depend on him, let him do everything for me and be like a princess to him. 

He loved me a lot I know that~ and I really wanna spend the rest of my life with him.

I can only hope the best for us. 

ILY

你很美…

我好喜欢好喜欢宝贝认真看着我对我说

你很美…

瞬间让我觉得我真的是世界上最美的❤️

至少在你眼中是…

晚安～

Anniversary

Yesterday was our 1st anniversary. 

I had a great time spending with the man I love~

We went shopping during day time and I got a advance birthday pressie for the lil sis which she longed for quite some time. 

I had a cool shoes to wear to UK and also a pretty phone case from my darling. 

Here it is 

So now I've got an hour glass behind my phone 😂 so adorable

As for the celebration dinner,

The hubby brought me for a nice and special buffet in Jogoya, Starhill ❤️

The food was awesome and I took a lot of ice creams hehe...

I love desserts so yea...

Hubby then gave me the prettiest pressie for our anniversary...

A really pretty couple rings which looked like wedding rings.. *shy*

I love it a lot! 😍

Thanks baby.

As for overall~ this is a memorable day which I would remember for the rest of my life. 

Thank you baby